Chapter 650: I miss you so much
I don't know how long I was silent again, but I was the one who finally broke the silence first.
I said to her again: "I don't want to say anything else, I just want to ask you, have you ever had me in your heart?" ”
"If I didn't have you in my heart, I would have told you a long time ago, but in that case, you would be exposed, and I would be exposed."
I still smiled wryly, "Do you trust me so much?" Or are you afraid that I will deliberately expose your affairs? ”
"No, Chen Feng, many things are not as simple as you think, I did this because I didn't want you to get involved, I want you to be simpler."
"But I'm not simple at all, you should know what kind of life I've lived in the past six months."
"I know, I know that you almost couldn't resist coming to you because I was suffering from severe depression several times."
My tears finally flowed out, and I don't know why I was still inexplicably moved.
After I tilted my head back and held back the tears, I continued to sneer at her and said, "Are you finally willing to say something nice?" ”
"I have a lot to say to you, but your attitude now makes it impossible for me to speak."
"What's my attitude? My current attitude is all forced by you. ”
She fell silent again and bowed her head.
Anlan rarely behaved so humbly in front of me, and this seemed to be the first time in my memory.
I think I should be a man, to understand her, to take care of her emotions.
But I'm human, too! Who cares about me? Who cares how I feel in the past six months?
I'm not pretentious about anything, it's just that I might need a little time to balance.
With a wave of my hand, I suddenly didn't want to continue to torture her like this, and said to her: "Don't say it, if you don't want to say it, then don't say it again, let's separate!" I said it. ”
With that, I turned around and walked to the door.
Just as I was about to open the door, An Lan shouted to me from behind: "Chen Feng, don't be like this, I miss you very much, I really miss you." ”
"You think of me, is that what you think?" I turned my head and saw that she was already in tears.
My heart was shocked, I couldn't stand her crying, and she rarely cried in front of me.
She is the strongest woman I have ever seen, even Liang Jing and Huang Li are not as strong as her, her strength is the kind of strength that invisibly makes people feel that she doesn't care about everything.
But now, she actually shed tears in front of me, is it repentance, or guilt?
Whatever it was, I relented after all.
I walked back to her and sat down in the same place again, not knowing what to say.
In the end, I had to take out a tissue and hand it to her, and then I said to her in a lighter tone: "Wipe your tears!" I'm not excited, I'll listen to you slowly. ”
She took the tissue from my hand, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and then said to me: "I know that you have had a hard time in the past six months, I really know everything, but I am really powerless, I have to face Min Nuolan on the one hand, and on the other hand, I have to face the division of several camps in the group, as well as Min Wenbin...... I can only play dead, only in this way can I protect myself and you...... Do you know? ”
"I don't have the face to see you when you say that, I feel quite ignorant, I should understand you."
"No, I can understand your feelings, and if you disappear for more than half a year like me, I'll be very angry."
I rubbed my nose and asked her, "So what?" What have you done for most of the past six months? Tell me okay? ”
An Lan fell silent again, not knowing if he was weighing it or if he just didn't want to tell me.
After a long time, she finally said to me: "You should have heard Jiang He say that the An's Group is about to have a big turmoil, right?" ”
I nodded and said, "He told me that you are the one behind all this?" ”
"It's me, but I haven't come forward, it's my uncles who came forward, he was a good friend of my father when he was alive, and he came forward in my place."
"And now? How's this going? ”
"It's almost dusty, but I have two more things to do before this is completely settled."
"Which two?"
This time, An Lan did not hesitate, she said very decisively: "When Min Nuolan betrayed my father, she and that man evolved into a fake car accident. I've got to get to the bottom of it; The other thing is Min Wenbin, he wants to kill me, then I will let him sit through the prison. ”
"So you're not going to show up yet?"
An Lan was silent for a while before saying, "I will show up when the dust settles on the affairs in the group, and they will have no capital at that time." ”
"By the way," I suddenly remembered something, and then asked her again, "Min Wenbin and Min Nuolan have been looking for what palm prints, I heard that the palm print is De'an's, so is that palm print here with you?" ”
An Lan shook his head, but looked at me and said, "Here you are." ”
"Huh?!" I looked at her in disbelief and opened my mouth wide in surprise.
"How...... How can you be with me? I've never seen it. ”
An Lan smiled and said, "Do you remember the necklace I gave you that night in Sanya?" ”
Necklace?
Liang Jing also told me that the palm print is a necklace, why didn't I think of it?
"So you put this thing here on purpose?"
An Lan nodded, but said again: "But this palm print is useless, it's just a legend, and it was deliberately released to deceive Min Nolan and them." ”
I was taken aback, I didn't expect this to happen.
In my incredulity, An Lan said to me again: "That necklace is indeed An Shi's palm print, which was given to me by my father when he was alive, but it was later abolished, but it is still my most precious thing. ”
After listening to what she said, it dawned on me that Min Wenbin and the others had always been kept in the dark.
In the end, An Lan is the smartest one, she has done too many things in the past six months, but I don't realize it.
In silence, An Lan said to me again: "Chen Feng, I have already thought very clearly, after I finish these three things, I will hand over the group to my uncle to take care of, and I will always be by your side in the future, okay?" ”
My heart felt like I had been knocked over the five-flavor bottle, I was still full of hatred for her, I hated why she lied to me, and hated that she took our relationship as a child's play.
But at this moment, I was suddenly relieved, she had too much body to help herself, so she had been living so tired all along.
I should understand her, and I must understand her.
I finally lowered my head and said to her: "I'm sorry, I only knew that you were carrying so many missions, and I also knew that you were under so much pressure, I should understand you, but not only did I not think from your point of view, but I also blamed you." ”
An Lan finally smiled, and her tears broke out again, and she said to me: "It's okay, I've always believed in the idiom that bitterness comes to the end. ”
I didn't say any more, but grabbed her and hugged her tightly.