Chapter 166: Under the Fence
In fact, this emotional card is still very useful, after listening to her, Ji Mohan's expression immediately became relaxed, and there was more pain in his heart.
It turns out that over the years, this girl has been silently enduring so much pain.
He investigated, and it is said that her parents died in a car accident when she was very young, and since then she has been in an orphanage, helpless, until she was adopted by the Liu family.
But although she is in the Liu family, she doesn't necessarily live a good life, and she will inevitably suffer some hardships under the fence; On the surface, the Liu family's parents treat her as their own daughter, but in fact, they are like vampires who want to keep squeezing her dry.
He knew that the purpose of the Liu family's adoption of her was just to get the inheritance that her parents left for her before they died, but Mo Han never dared to tell her this cruel truth, for fear that she would be sad.
He pondered for a long time, and suddenly, he reached out and rubbed her head, and his eyes were full of tenderness: "Don't worry! In the days to come, with me, no one can bully you. ”
Chu Yahan was shaken by the rare tenderness in his eyes, for some reason, the walls built in her heart seemed to be slowly disintegrating, it was strange that the long-lost warmth came to her, and she felt scared.
She turned her face away, and Xiuya's cheeks were covered in dim light, looking obscure: "Actually, I'm really not what you see, I'm stubborn, extreme, and I have a lot of nasty things hidden in my heart, that is, Mo Han, you don't actually have to be so good to me at all." ”
It can be seen that she is not confident, in fact, even Mo Han also understands in her heart, after all, she has encountered such a thing since she was a child, and anyone else will leave a shadow.
The experience of fostering in Liu's family was not happy, which made her suffer from gains and losses since she was a child, and when sunshine came to her, she refused to let the sun shine.
"It's okay, I'll always be by your side, you don't have to worry about me leaving you." Ji Mohan reached out and rubbed her head again, the corners of his lips slowly fell, and he pecked her forehead lightly.
The warmth in her forehead made her tremble, and Chu Yahan suddenly felt very sad.
Happiness is like a bubble, when it floats in the sun, it is beautiful and gorgeous, but it will burst when you touch it, because it is not real.
There was once a person who made a promise to her, he said that she would be by her side for the rest of her life, and he would be by her side for the rest of her life, but because she believed in his promise, in the end, she was completely hurt, and in the end, she didn't dare to believe in love anymore.
Chu Yahan didn't understand why she was sad, she only remembered that when she was silent for a long time, she raised her face again, and tears had moistened her eyes.
She looked at him as if begging for mercy: "Please don't say anything like that to me, you will make me think you like me." ”
Ji Mo Han frowned: "Isn't it?" He couldn't understand why her emotions had suddenly become so agitated.
"Do you know what is the cruelest thing in this world? It is to give a person a candy, and when she tastes the sweetness, she has to reach out and grab her candy, and let her be silently sad, if that is the case, then this person does not want this candy from the beginning. ”
After saying that, and she didn't know where the strength came from, she broke free from her confinement, opened the car door, and jumped out of the car.
Looking at her figure gradually buried by the moonlight, even Mo Han's eyebrows frowned irrepressibly, did he say something wrong?
But when you think about it, she doesn't seem to have done anything wrong.
……
When Chu Yahan arrived home, it was already very late, she tried her best to hold back her emotions, gently pushed the door open, and sat in the corner and sobbed alone.
No matter how much she denied it, when the night came, it was when she was most helpless.
Those sorrows will completely bury her, so that she can't breathe at all, and she tries to forget, but sometimes it's really hard to forget!
"Miss, what are you doing here?"
Aunt Liu stopped her in a low voice, and came to her alone, Chu Yahan's picture of collapse in the middle of the night, she didn't see it for a day.
She also really feels sorry for Chu Yahan, who is stubborn alone, she is like this every time, and she will carry it silently by herself if she has any bitterness and sadness.
Chu Yahan raised her wet face, she wanted to hold back her tears, but the tears still fell violently.
She still couldn't help but confide in her vulnerability in front of Aunt Liu: "I sometimes really feel like a contradiction, longing to be loved, but afraid of being loved, I always feel that in love, as long as I put my heart into it, everything will disappear, so I really prefer that I didn't have it from the beginning, in this way, at least I don't have to be as sad as I am now." ”
Aunt Liu frowned, and then squatted down and gently touched her arm, she knew that she must have been wronged again today, otherwise, her emotions would definitely not be so extreme.
"What the hell is going on? Miss. ”
Chu Yahan shook her head, she didn't quite understand why she was so out of control: "I don't know, I just feel sad, every time I feel that Ji Mohan cares about me, the guilt in my heart is heavier, but at the same time, there is a strong sense of fear, I always feel that as long as I start to pay attention to him, he will be the same as everyone else." ”
"Miss, what are you thinking? I said it at the beginning, Liu Yang is not a good thing, but you were relatively simple at that time. ”
"I ......"
Aunt Liu always had a strong premonition in her heart, in fact, Ji Mo Han was not like the outside legend, in fact, he was a good person, and he was also a person who really cared about Miss.
If she puts Miss in the hands of someone who really cares about her, she can be relieved.
"Miss, you just believe me, in fact, the young master is a good person, although I only saw him through the TV screen, but I can fully affirm that he is a good person, if you are really with him, he will definitely take good care of you."
"So you want me to be with him?" Chu Yahan raised her eyes and stared at Aunt Liu, she really didn't understand why Aunt Liu had this thought, and she didn't quite understand what medicine Ji Mohan gave her? So much so that Aunt Liu could say good things for him several times in a row.
Aunt Liu was a little embarrassed by her straightforward question, and she didn't want to hide it, so she directly said her thoughts: "Actually, Miss, if you are willing to believe me, then I hope you are together, because after all, you are the biological father of the Three Jewels, and if the children can grow up in a healthy family, then they will indeed be happier." ”
Chu Yahan's thin eyebrows were tightened very tightly, she seemed to understand Aunt Liu's intentions, in fact! Her original intention was to want them to be together for the sake of the child.
But... How can marriage be compromised?
A marriage without love will not be happy at all, and it will only be bitter for the children.
Although she didn't know if Ji Mohan was true love for her, she still didn't believe him, and she would never be with someone like him.