Chapter 208: Broken Love
Liu Yang looked at her so resolutely, and felt a little lost in his heart, could it be ...... This woman really didn't feel the slightest bit for her.
Even though the two have separated, he still has the illusion that this woman still belongs to him.
In the moment of confusion, Chu Yahan pushed the car door and got out of the car, never looking back.
Liu Yang looked at her figure, and suddenly felt lost, as if a certain part of his heart had been hollowed out by something.
After stepping across the sidewalk, Chu Yahan walked to the bus shelter opposite, and after a while, the bus came over, and she was squeezed up with the crowd.
This point in time happens to be the time for office workers to go to work, so the bus is almost crowded with people, and she is already petite, crowded in the crowd, and there is a feeling of being out of breath.
After a few stops, Chu Yahan went down to the subway station.
There were also a lot of people on the subway, and after missing a few trips, she squeezed up out of breath......
When I finally arrived at the company, I was so tired that I was out of breath, and my forehead was full of sweat.
After arriving at the office, she saw Su Xiaoxiao gnawing on an apple in front of the glass window from the door, biting a tooth mark, she heard her footsteps, turned around to see her put her backpack on the chair, looked her up and down, and then asked, "There are too many people on the subway in the morning, right?" ”
Chu Yahan stretched out his hand and wiped the beads of sweat on his forehead: "It's not!" ”
"It seems that it is better to take my hitchhiker in the future!" As she spoke, she specially threw a wink at Chu Yahan.
Chu Yahan didn't dare to trouble her, it would take an hour to open the gate of her community from her house: "No need!" It's too much trouble for you to run around. ”
"I'm so flattering to you, but there's a purpose."
Chu Yahan turned around and took the action of drawing paper: "What purpose?" After asking, he directly pulled out a tissue and wiped the sweat on his forehead.
"I'm looking forward to you introducing me to a boyfriend."
Chu Yahan was amused by her: "Come on!" What boys can I introduce to you? After speaking, she casually threw the tissue in the trash can, turned around slightly and walked in front of Su Xiaoxiao, looking at her with a smile.
Su Xiaoxiao also smiled back, then chewed the remaining one-third of the apple, and then found a two-seater sofa in the office to sit down, her eyes were filled with sorrow when she didn't speak.
Chu Yahan always felt that something was wrong with her today, but she still didn't ask in the end.
In the middle of work, she went to the bathroom, and when she returned, she saw several colleagues chattering together, as if they were saying something.
Chu Yahan didn't want to listen, but vaguely heard something related to Su Xiaoxiao.
"Alas! Secretary Su fell out of love. ”
"Yes! It's definitely sad. ”
Lovelorn? Chu Yahan associated her gaffe in the morning, could it be that she was sad because of this incident?
Her footsteps were galloping, there was no one in the office to see her, and there was no lounge, Chu Yahan was in a hurry, would she not be able to think about it?
Thinking of this, she instinctively climbed to the highest balcony of the company, and sure enough, she saw the figure in the empty place.
Chu Yahan may have been really anxious, and shouted at the top of his voice: "Don't do stupid things!" Xiaoxiao, it's just a broken love! ”
Su Xiaoxiao was slightly stunned, turned her head and stared at her with a confused expression for a few seconds, and at this moment, Chu Yahan galloped over and hugged her tightly.
When the two bodies touched together, Su Xiaoxiao smiled dumbly: "Hahahahahaha......"
Hearing her funny laughter, Chu Yahan immediately changed from a state of worry to a state of surprise, let go of her, and stared at her stupidly who kept laughing.
After a while, she finally couldn't help it anymore and frowned: "What are you laughing at?" ”
Su Xiaoxiao laughed for a while, and then said, "No, just look at what you just looked like, I think it's funny." ”
"What's funny?" Chu Yahan was a little angry, thinking to himself that this guy was not out of love? Could it be something wrong?
"Don't worry, I won't be so stupid! Committing suicide for the sake of such a man, I just feel a little annoyed and want to be quiet. ”
Chu Yahan's thin eyebrows tightened slightly, she really fell out of love...... But she doesn't seem to be fine!
She was still thinking about it, but tears suddenly rolled down from Su Xiaoxiao's eyes, and she cried......
Chu Yahan was stunned, and walked over again: "What's wrong?" ”
She cried and clutched her stomach: "I'm so sad, really, Yahan, I want to control myself not to be sad, but I can't control myself." ”
Chu Yahan hugged her tightly: "It's okay, just cry if you want to!" You're going to get better. ”
"You know what? Yahan, I used to not understand why people would go out of their way for love, but later, I realized that when you fall in love with someone, you are willing to go out of your way just to be with him, but the disappointment has saved enough, and I want to leave. ”
"What's wrong? What's going on? ”
Su Xiaoxiao grabbed her shoulder weakly, her eyes were full of fine liquid: "I gave myself a chance again and again, and I gave him a chance, but he disappointed me again and again, so I had no choice but to leave." ”
Chu Yahan looked at her, and suddenly found some traces of déjà vu from her body, when she liked Liu Yang, wasn't she just so crazy, everyone told her not to be stupid at that time, but she always lied to herself.
In a relationship, the saddest thing is to deceive yourself, and a woman who is trapped in love is also used to self-deception, whether it is a woman who is broken up or a woman who proposes to break up, she will have a strong self-deception after the breakup, and she will become unable to believe in love.
How sweet love is at the beginning, then there will be pain when you break up, so that Chu Yahan doesn't dare to believe in love anymore, she is afraid that once she falls, she will never recover.
The two sat side by side on the stone slab, and Su Xiaoxiao began to talk about her encounter, acquaintance, and love with her boyfriend, and finally they were separated and fell apart.
She cried, always not understanding why he chased and beat him at the beginning, but he was the one who was ruthless in the end.
He forced her to leave in a cold war way, and although she was reluctant, she could only leave in such an embarrassed and arrogant manner.
Chu Yahan looked at her who was so fragile, her eyes were full of distress, and she said, "I don't understand, if he didn't plan to go with me from the beginning, why did he provoke me from the beginning?" ”
"Xiaoxiao, it will pass, time can dilute everything." Chu Yahan frowned, raised her hand and touched her shoulder, comforting her.
"I don't know, what the hell am I doing wrong? Why did he do this to me? The more she spoke, the more broken she became.
Chu Yahan couldn't bear to blame herself: "No, Xiaoxiao, you are wrong, he doesn't like you, a person who really loves you is not willing to let you think crankily, nor is he willing to make you sad, he will solve all your worries and let you rest assured that you are with her, if he always makes you sad, it can only mean that he doesn't like you, you should be glad that you left such a person who is not cherished." ”