After Wang Yi got into a taxi and left, the sky suddenly thundered, and a thunderstorm was about to pour down.

I was so upset, I really didn't know what was wrong, it was like this for no reason, it was really devastating.

The rain was about to start and crackle on the car window, and I turned on the wipers and stared at the sudden rainstorm in distraction!

In the rain and fog, I felt like I was seeing another world.

In this world, there is no love and hatred in the world, everyone in it is very indifferent, they only pursue the realm beyond this world.

It wasn't until I received a parking violation message from the traffic police platform on my mobile phone that I restarted the car, numbly held the steering wheel, and drove forward.

The wipers are swaying desperately, and the neon of the city is particularly brilliant under the reflection of the rain.

Looking at the endless traffic in front of me, I suddenly developed a resentment, hating the hustle and bustle of this city.

The coldness of its reinforced concrete drowned out my expectations.

I opened the CD in the car, and the familiar singing voice rang in my ears again.

"The sea of bitterness turns over love and hate, it is difficult to escape fate in the world, blind dates are unapproachable, or I should believe in fate."

I listened to this song quietly, and I didn't feel the temperature of the city at all.

In the rain, traffic is weaving and pedestrians are in a hurry.

The neon glow of the landing lights drowned out all the joys and sorrows of the city.

Behind the glitz, how many bitter tears of men and women are covered?

Wrong love, that is, the shoes that you like but are not suitable, wear the foot pain, throw away the heartache.

……

The car followed the trajectory of inertia, but I drove back aimlessly.

The rain has stopped, and the summer thunderstorms come and go quickly, as if they are additives in the world.

When I opened the door, the moist air rushed in my face and lifted my stiff cheeks.

The water in the ground glows with a flowing aura, reflecting my lonely figure.

As far as the eye could see, soft lights lit up the windows around them.

And the one that belongs to me has no light, like a cold lattice waiting for my return, and my lifeless life.

I never thought that this was my home.

After my mother left, I didn't have a home.

Behind the window of that black hole, it was just a place to sleep.

My steps were hesitant and heavy, as if I lacked courage.

The night, witnessing and embracing my fragility and sadness, watched me walk helplessly towards the door of the black hole.

The phone rang suddenly, and in the darkness, the flickering of the screen was very dazzling.

The call was made by Yang Jing.

Answering the phone, I said without any emotion: "Hey, Sister Jing, is there anything wrong with calling so late?" ”

"Chen Feng, did you quarrel with Xiaoyi again?"

I was stunned for a moment, and before I could reply, Yang Jing said again: "She is here with me now, and calling you is just to tell you, for fear that you will be worried." ”

"Okay, thank you, Sister Jing."

"Hey, I said, why are you always like this! Xiaoyi is not sensible, you should take care of her a little more! ”

I didn't know how to speak, it was like I had lead in my throat.

"Forget it, I won't ask you much about it, you know how to deal with it, so let's do it first, you rest early."

"Hmm." I simply answered, and the phone was hung up.

I wasn't in the mood to wash up and collapsed on the couch again, not wanting to do anything.

Suddenly, I found myself in a mess of my life.

For a moment, I even wanted to escape, to escape the city, to escape from all that I now said I had......

Why are the feelings between people so intricate, constantly cut, and chaotic?

The wind after the rain gently blows the curtains, and the night is like a sleeping baby, and like an unpolluted forest, it is surprisingly silent.

I don't know how long it was, but I finally fell asleep.

When I woke up the next morning, I had a splitting headache, I don't know if it was because I didn't sleep well last night or if it happened last night.

Perhaps, at this moment, I can only reduce my worries by working to make my life fuller.

……

As soon as I arrived downstairs at the company, I suddenly received a call from Anlan.

I don't know why she called me at this time, I kept staring at the call message and didn't answer for a long time.

It is as if there is a web woven by countless people between me and her, and the bridge of "where do you not meet in life" is staged again and again.

Sometimes I think it's fate, and sometimes I think it's a demon......

Think about it, if it is two people who don't care about each other, how can they be connected by these bits and pieces?

After thinking about it so much, I finally got through to Anlan's call.

I calmed down and calmly asked her, "Is there something wrong?" ”

"Nothing else, I know that you need overseas cooperation now, which is also the key to your listing......"

After a slight pause, she said again: "Since you don't want to cooperate with me, then I can introduce you to a company here, and their qualifications are good." ”

"No need." I didn't think about it and refused.

"Why?"

"There's no need."

After a deep groan, An Lan said, "Why is it not necessary? Chen Feng, you should be aware of the current situation of your company, and only by seeking overseas partners can you make a breakthrough...... This is a good opportunity, since you don't cooperate with me, then I will introduce you to other partners, does it matter? ”

I still didn't listen, and replied coldly: "No need, I know myself, I don't need you to pay so much attention." ”

"What the hell do you think? Do you have to hate me like that? ”

I smiled and replied, "Speaking of hate, I should hate you." And why are you inexplicably in my life now? Do you know how much trouble you've caused me? Wouldn't it be better for you to live your own life abroad? What are you doing back? ”

"What's wrong with you? Why are you so angry early in the morning? Did I mess with you? ”

I laughed again: "No, if I want to be angry, I can be angry, you can't take care of it, just take care of yourself." In short, I now feel that everyone who approaches me has bad intentions, and I seem to have persecution paranoia, which is a disease. ”

"I think you're really sick."

"That's right! You're right! Don't splash others with your light, okay? I don't need any assistance from you, haven't I been doing just as well this year without your help? ”

As soon as I finished speaking, An Lan hung up the phone for me.

Even though I was on the phone, I could feel how angry she was.

But it doesn't matter, I hope that all the people who have been entangled with me can stay away from me at this time.

I'm sick, sicker than ever!