Bei Ran was lying on the bed, his little face was as white as a piece of paper, and his eyebrows and eyes were deep. There was a group of people gathered in the not too big hut, all of them with extremely ugly faces, Ji Changkong sat on the edge of the bed with his back to everyone, holding Bei Ran's hand without saying a word.

Seventeen and Nineteen stood aside, hitting me with their hands, I hit you, and finally Seventeen agreed, and whispered: "Childe, Miss, she...... Is it really infected? ”

Ji Changkong still didn't respond, just quietly guarded Bei Ran like a glacier. After a long time, he said softly, "You can send everyone back first." There was exhaustion in his tone.

Seventeen and Nineteen immediately did so, and sent the patients and doctors who had come to visit them away, and when the door closed, only the four of them were left in the silent space.

"During this time, have you paid attention to Miss's condition, and when did she become unwell?"

The two of them thought about it and shook their heads: "I don't know." From the moment we arrived, the young lady was busy with us all day in the hospital, and never mentioned that she was unwell in any way. ”

Ji Changkong sighed silently, blaming him for being too busy during this time, only caring about treating a large number of infected patients, but neglecting the people around him, looking at the state of Beizhi, she has been sick for a long time, but she is stubborn and tenacious but she has never said a word in front of him, but also runs around for him to take care of some tedious chores.

After some self-blame, he looked at Nineteen again, "Are you sure that the medicine that has been practiced is gone?" Have you looked for a pharmacy? What about Zihui, is there more? ”

Nineteen slowly took out a small medicine bottle from his body and handed it to Ji Changkong: "I've found it all, Zihui also asked there, he still has this last one left." ”

Ji Changkong took the medicine, it was just a small bottle, but he stared at it for a long time, and then said, "How many new patients have not taken this medicine in the past two days?" ”

Nineteen thought for a moment, "Ten." But several of them have mild infections, and Zihui said that as long as they take ordinary decoction and drink it for a few more days, they can get better, and they don't need to take this medicine. After a pause, he added: "There is only one more serious, maybe ......."

And one more.

So that is to say, there are still two people in the North Dyeing Medical Center who need this medicine, but there is only one medicine left, which is really a bad thing, and I don't know if there will be any infected people who are displaced outside in the coming days, if it is then, what should it be.

He took the medicine and didn't feed it to Bei Dye for a long time. Seventeen and Nineteen both knew that he must be fighting in his heart at this moment, on one side was his sweetheart, and on the other hand, he was a patient who met in Pingshui, and it was really difficult to choose who to give this medicine.

From the standpoint of a doctor, the two should be treated equally, but the reason why people are human beings is that they have true feelings in their hearts, and they cannot turn a blind eye to their true feelings and feelings, so as to achieve true fairness and justice. At least in the hearts of Seventeen and Nineteen, they must have hoped to save Beiran, but if they put themselves in the perspective of Ji Changkong, they don't know how to face the patient who was abandoned by them after saving Beiran.

After being silent for a long time, Ji Changkong said to the two: "You guys should go out first, you've been busy for so long, go back and rest early." ”

Nineteen wanted to say something, but Seventeen tugged at his sleeve and told him to stop, let Ji Changkong calm down.

It was late at night, and when he went out, he looked up and saw the bright moon hanging in the night sky, and Seventeen closed the door, isolating the two people in the room from the night.

The silver glow of the moon was projected onto Ji Changkong through the thin window paper, adding a bit of sadness to the lonely figure. Looking at the lonely person inside, Seventeen knew that the infection of the North was not just one more patient for Ji Changkong, but a collapse of the world.

After inviting everyone away, the overwhelming grief and self-blame swept towards Ji Changkong, he took Bei Ran's hand and kept rubbing it, for fear that the warm feeling in her palm would suddenly lose its temperature, he looked at the small glass-colored bottle, and his mind was in chaos.

The last time they were forced to choose one of the two was in the ghost palace of Obsidian and Bai Yu, and the three of them fell into the illusion under the obsidian cloth. And he met the absurd thing of one medicine and two lives like now, the young man in the flower season and the old man in the twilight of being honest and honest, even he didn't expect that it was the half-old child who made the choice for him in the end.

At that time, he really didn't know who to give the medicine to, and he was smiling cheaply, and he was even more ridiculously cheap Obsidian was blowing the wind in his ears on the side, his mind was really difficult to calm down, just when the two of them were about to die, the dying child actually jumped up by himself, snatched the pill in his hand, and fed it to the flower-haired old man.

Seeing this scene, everyone was dumbfounded, even Ji Changkong himself was no exception, but the child smiled and said, "Lord Liu is a good person, if he lives, he can help more people." ”

The very simple truth, but also the most listened to truth, give up the ego, for everyone, such an older child understands the central law of righteousness in this world, it is really difficult to calm people's hearts.

It was from then on that Ji Changkong was really determined: the world is worth it!

But now it's not as good as it was at the beginning, and the choice at this moment is really in his own hands, who can tell him how to choose?

Save someone and watch a loved one leave him? He couldn't do it.

Save Bei Dye and give up the person who is not a relative? He couldn't bear it.

The lack of sleep for a long time and the overwork mixed with the uneasiness and panic in his heart all burst out at this moment, making him suddenly have a splitting headache. He couldn't help but hold his forehead with one hand and press it on a certain place on his head, but it still couldn't relieve him of the slightest pain.

I don't know how long it took, the feeling of being so painful that he couldn't breathe finally dissipated a little, and he stared blankly at Bei Dye on the bed with a pair of bloodshot tired eyes, only to see that her unofficial and delicate face was still as perfect as a finely carved porcelain doll, but at the moment it was a little more pale. He suddenly remembered that many years ago, he was also like now, looking at her lifeless in front of him at a loss, and her beautiful eyes were closed, quietly in front of the sleeping beauty. The two images span many years, and they are like copy and paste.

And a long time ago, she was a stunning girl with light eyebrows and smiling eyes, living in seclusion in the mountains, not only living a beautiful life, but also teaching a lively and active little apprentice who is also enthusiastic and often talks about pride.

He looked deeply at her face, trying to find that vibrant shadow from her.

He thought so, and then he actually saw it.