Chapter 328, and Le Yao's words
Because of this future, the Internet café in Berlin is starting to move in a better direction, and he now does not need to work with Fang Yuan 24 hours a day from morning to night to watch the store. Hired young people are enough to cope with the situation... In addition to taking the initiative to replace Jiang Ran's job and taking Nini to the school and kindergarten, he stayed at home and continued to be in a daze in the morning...
With so much remembrance and too much concern, Berlin fell into a long deep thought.
And the other two people in the house, Chen Kexin was lying at home because of a leg injury, reading magazines, reading books, at most running to the living room to watch TV, so he looked out the window boredly and pondered... In fact, deep thinking is also the main theme of Chen Kexin's recent life. She is not a person who loves to watch TV, although she doesn't hate books, but as an adult, she no longer has the precipitation to read books like when she was a student...
As for Jiang Ran.
It seems that last night's hotel trip and the rainstorm made her not very good, so she went to bed early in the morning. In fact, with her biological clock, this is indeed the time she lies in bed...
Now Berlin is no longer as strange to Jiang Ran as it was at the beginning, he knows Jiang Ran's character too well.
"How's the clothes?"
After a morning, Berlin, which had clarified a lot of things, also adapted to the state of mind. He entered the room and asked Chen Kexin. Last night, he and Jiang Ran went out to the mall to buy some clothes, and when they came back, several of them had already been handed over to Chen Kexin by Berlin.
Chen Kexin nodded, and said warmly, "It's good." I like it. ”
In fact, many times, people know the answer. But when you know the answer, why bother asking?
Berlin also did not understand its own mentality. In fact, he knew that no matter what kind of clothes he was, Chen Kexin would definitely be satisfied with the answer he gave. yes, what will she pick? She's not picky about anything. It's enough for her to live a simple life...
Thinking about it, compared with her who can drive, wear some expensive clothes, and enjoy some TV series in the future, except for the gentleness that has faded a lot, there is no future her like her now.
"I'm going to go out later." Berlin opened.
"Are you coming back for dinner?" Chen Kexin asked.
"Probably not... I'll be back in the afternoon. At noon, let Le Yao order takeout to eat. Don't keep thinking about cooking, you're not in good health..."Berlin instructed Chen Kexin.
Subsequently, Berlin left.
This future Chen Kexin is like this. In any case, she would not make unnecessary inquiries, and she gave Berlin 100 percent of her trust. And will not be angry about anything .... She's just so gentle.
yes, how good is she? But I'm always making mistakes...
.....
Taxi, Berlin went to Le Yao's house.
The last time I came was in the second future. He took Fang Yuan's car to the familiar intersection and stopped, and Jiang Ran got out of the car with him. Familiar two-story building, familiar winter... This time it was no longer that dark evening, and this time, it would not be the strange woman who had appeared on the second floor.
There was a knock on the door, and the door opened.
The confinement aunt who opened the door.
At this time, it was close to 11 o'clock at noon, and the smell of oil came from the house, and I thought that lunch had already begun.
"Coming back?" Aunt Yuesao smiled and spoke.
Berlin smiled at Aunt Chong, said hello, and continued to walk to the kitchen. Berlin's eyes fell on Le Yao, who was holding the child on the bed in the room. At this time, Le Yao was also looking at Berlin... It's just that compared to Le Yao in the future, his eyes are so uncomfortable for Berlin.
Compared with the future that became his wife, the current Le Yao has a little more beauty. Her delicate facial features set off her beauty in the sun, and her slightly messy hair and slightly pale face made her cold and soft. The figure seems to be able to overlap with her for ten years... So déjà vu...
Her silence still carried that deliberately cold distantness. There are always a lot of emotions hidden in the complex eyes...
"I brought you clothes, and the children." Berlin opened. As he spoke, he put his clothes on the side of Le Yao's bed, and then sat down naturally. He didn't have the cringe he had when he faced Le Yao before, and he didn't know what to do.
Maybe he has gone through a lot, and he has matured. Many emotions that can't be let go of are no longer so affected, even if they still can't let go now. After all, in the first few futures, he had hoped more than once, even if it was Le Yao who treated her like this, he longed for her. yes, how much he misses her...
"You haven't seen you for a day, have you?" Berlin opened his mouth and sighed, "But there is a feeling of being in a different world." ”
Le Yao naturally didn't understand the meaning of Berlin's words. She frowned slightly, trying to say something, but then, looking at Berlin's unusual attitude and expression, she stopped what she wanted to say. The brow furrowed even tighter... It wasn't until Berlin turned his gaze to her, looking at the gentleness in Berlin's deep eyes, that her frowning brow began to gradually relax...
"Is there something going on?" Le Yao asked.
can say it, Le Yao suddenly felt a little uncomfortable. She noticed that her tone was different from usual, as if infected by Berlin's gentle eyes, and there was a subtle change.
"Sometimes, I often think that some things are just broken, don't think about it, don't happen again, everything will be fine." Berlin spoke, he smiled, the tenderness in his eyes seemed to remember some distant future, "But in fact, in the end, I realized that no matter what, as long as it is lost, it is the most painful." The pain of torment is nothing compared to the pain of regret when you lose it. ”
Le Yao sighed lightly.
For some reason, listening to Berlin's words that she didn't understand, listening to his unusual tone, those indifferent emotions were suppressed at this moment... In any case, it can't be raised.
"What's the point of saying that?" Le Yao asked.
Berlin thought for a moment and said, "It's not that I want to say anything that you misunderstand, it's just... It's just that I think I should mention it to you. Have you ever imagined what it would be like for us to get married? ”
Berlin's words made Le Yao's calm face change. She stared at Berlin for his next words.
"I had a dream, a dream that in another parallel universe, I broke up with Chen Kexin and chose to be with you. From when you were in college..."Berlin noticed the change in Le Yao's face, but he still continued to speak, "When we grew up, we got married. Living with my parents. In that dream, you loved to cook and work... We have a good relationship, and your personality is completely different from what you have now..."
Le Yao's voice interrupted Berlin with a slight coldness: "What's the point of you and me talking about these words? ”
Berlin seemed to have understood that Le Yao would ask such a question.
He stopped. After all, he didn't expect Le Yao to let him finish...
"It doesn't make sense." Berlin answered Le Yao truthfully, smiled bitterly, the smile slowly converged, the gentleness of remembrance in his eyes was replaced by a complex mixture of several emotions, and his voice was a little softer, "It's just that in the 'dream' I found that in fact, I like you more than I thought." Maybe I care more about you than you think... In fact, it is also true. Of course, it's okay to make some sense. The meaning is... At the very least, I know how I feel for you. ”
Le Yao was silent.
She looked at Berlin, and then, with a sneer. Sneering, indifferent ...
"Even if it makes sense to you, does it make sense to me? Berlin, do you owe me, you are sorry for me, just give me the answer after a dream? Le Yao asked.
"It's not..."
"What's that? How long has it been since you made this kind of remark to me. Le Yao broke off Berlin's idea of continuing the topic, and she said, "You go back, thank you for the clothes." ”
“....”
Berlin was stunned...
Looking at Le Yao, who was indifferent and avoided his gaze, Berlin suddenly understood...
He forgot. He went through the future and changed a lot. Cola Yao didn't... She is still in that mood, and there is no change in her heart. The feeling of emptiness of her death can only be experienced by him.
She couldn't accept talking too much about him briefly.