Fang Yuan felt as if his heart had been pricked by a needle, and he couldn't breathe because of the pain.

The joy in Le Yao's eyes was invisible, but he who always cared about Le Yao finally saw it. For a moment, Fang Yuan seemed to think of something, but as soon as this idea came out, he felt an inexplicable panic and uncomfortable, this feeling of depression made him unwilling to think about it at this point.

"Fang Yuan? Radius? What happened to you? Why are you stunned? ”

It was the shouts of Berlin that woke Fang Yuan up.

"Huh? Yes.... It's okay, it's nothing, I just thought of something. Fang Yuan came back to his senses, glanced at Berlin in a daze, and then reluctantly hurriedly squeezed out a smile, "By the way, after a month of cultivation, have you been in good health." ”

Berlin didn't notice Fang Yuan's abnormality, shrugged his shoulders and said, "Okay, otherwise I wouldn't have come to school." I wish I could have stayed at home for three or five more days..."

Fang Yuan's heart was filled with a little bitterness.

It's different.

He didn't even want a vacation, but Berlin was a very different kind of longing for more vacations...

"By the way, what's been fun at school lately?" Berlin continued to ask.

But Fang Yuan no longer had the mood to talk to him lightly at this time. The heavy emotions made Fang Yuan just want to be quiet and quiet... He needed some time to ease the discomfort, and he needed to find a way to soothe it...

"Nothing interesting, I can't think of it right now... Berlin, I don't know why my stomach suddenly hurts and I want to rest for a while. We'll talk again after class, shall we? Fang Yuan asked.

"Stomach ache?" Berlin frowned, worried, "It's okay, did you eat bad stomach in the morning?" Is it uncomfortable? I said, what was wrong with you? Why don't you go to the infirmary? I really can't ask for leave..."

"It's okay, I should be fine with a little rest." Fang Yuan shook his head.

“.... Alright then, you can get some rest now. If you can't hold on, you tell me..."

"Hmm..."

The conversation between the two stopped.

Fang Yuan's depressed mood and long-term loss of consciousness did make several classmates around him think that he had a stomachache, except for a few words of concern, they didn't bother him much.

Sitting at the front table, Fang Yuan could always hear the various exchanges between Berlin and Le Yao behind him. In fact, he has been listening, and since the beginning of school... Sometimes they don't talk much, sometimes they talk a lot. Talking about the class, chatting about homework, chatting about some trivial things about crossing the 38th line or borrowing pens and stationery.... He's really listened to a lot, a lot.

But why, everything that didn't matter in the past now sounds so harsh...

Jealous? Envy?

Mood changed?

Yes, I am jealous and envious that Berlin can contact Le Yao like this, but I can't. He could even hear Le Yao's faint laughter from time to time, and his eyes were cast, it was Le Yao who could only be seen secretly laughing in the back mountain...

In fact, Fang Yuan is self-aware. He was just a strange classmate standing in the corner, secretly looking at Le Yao. Maybe he has a deep affection for Le Yao, but in fact, Le Yao has no impression of him. Even if it was him at the same table, it wouldn't be much worse. Will she like herself? Impossible...

Looks ordinary, has no specialties, has poor academic performance, and can't speak ....

What does he have to look at Le Yao? He was just a passer-by among the hundreds of students. There are so many people who have a crush on Le Yao, how old is he? There are a bunch of people in the class who are better than him. I think only Berlin is so good-looking that it will please girls...

His feelings can only be buried in his heart .... On the surface, he knew that the relationship with ordinary strangers might deteriorate.

Fang Yuan didn't want to be disgusted....

Maybe at the beginning, those non-divisive thoughts in my heart were just self-deception with masturbation. In fact, it's good to be able to secretly watch Le Yao in the corner quietly like after school every day. At least that's his secret. It's like his affection for Le Yao, so it's good... There should be no hope.

Sighing softly, Fang Yuan seemed to comfort himself and squeezed out a stiff smile.

Besides, Berlin is at least much better than those who don't know what to do. At least a good guy .... If he fell in love with Le Yao, he wouldn't resist so much.

I also like Le Yao when I want to come to Berlin.

So no matter what, he can't show any bad emotions in front of Berlin to shake and embarrass him...

.....