Beyond the story 47

Her painstakingly planned confession was rejected. In the face of Berlin's refusal reasons, Lin Manman was not too disappointed and sad. She felt that Berlin had a point. Yes, she admits that she fell in love with Berlin as a child, and the confession is understandable. But what about Berlin, he has the impression that he is just a strange girl, not familiar with it, not understanding....

She decided to take her time. From a different identity, and he became familiar with it.

She began to pretend not to know anything, and questioned him....

He still hasn't changed, and he still likes black as always.

In this way, Lin Manman began, and came to contact Berlin twice in three days. Looking for a part-time job together, getting to know him for different reasons.... Her expectations, her hopes, her fantasies, have never diminished.

Even if she knew that six years had passed, time had passed. People are going to become.... Everybody will be surrounded by other people. is no longer the few friends at the beginning, no longer the simple thoughts of the year. But what happened six years ago made her unforgettable. She wants all the good things of her youth back....

It's just that... Until one day, on the way out with Berlin, she saw a cold woman much more beautiful than her and Berlin passing by, and she read a lot of inexplicable emotions in Berlin's eyes. She felt that this emotion was so familiar to her... Yes, really familiar ... How familiar? It seems like... She had found them all in her own eyes.

In the same way, one day, passing by the door of the school's noodle restaurant, Berlin's eyes stopped on the young girl who was busy working part-time in the noodle restaurant. This is the girl she has seen, the girl named Le Yao. This time, she didn't see Berlin's eyes, but she also found a lot of special emotions in the girl's eyes.

She was also impressed.

Oh, yes... It seemed to be able to tell from her eyes.

Judging from Berlin's deliberate estrangement from her, and from the fact that Berlin seemed to have some estrangement from her, she also understood a lot.

She was unwilling, but she also understood.

Unwillingly, she even tried a more piercing temptation with Berlin. She put her face in front of Berlin thoroughly, but Lin Manman did not read in his eyes the memories of the past.

Finally, she began to know that six years was a long time.

Yes, her unforgettable six years were not so memorable for Berlin.... Everyone's life is different, and everyone's world is different. The paranoid ones care about it differently. In the world of Berlin, she is probably just a little friend who has known each other for a few months, and it is not worth mentioning.

It doesn't exist in his inner world.

Unlike her, she cares about this Berlin that has broken into her world and brought her a beautiful Berlin.

It's really unwilling... I'm really unwilling...

But what's the use of being unwilling? I can't mention it if I have no fate.

Even if he can remember the past, he only thinks about it with emotion and remembrance. It is impossible to have the same qualitative change of feelings for yourself as you think...

Lin Manman gave up.

Who can beat time?

The people around him are better than him, and he is excellent...

Abandoned Berlin, but at the same time ... She also gave up talking to Berlin about the original incident.

Why bother bringing it up?

Give yourself some fantasies... In any case, at least it won't make her six years of hope a bubble....

No matter how beautiful the bubble is, it will be completely burst when it shines in the sun.

yes, like that passage from a book she saw.

"What is love?"

"yes, what exactly is love?

You or I have plunged into that thick fog, trying to find something, but not knowing what to find.

Maybe it's like the bubbles that I blew up when I was a child, and they look so beautiful and colorful in the sun. In the confusion, who Xu has lived in the bubble, who has Xu reflected... I want to see it clearly, but I don't want to touch it.....

Yes, it may be the love I am pursuing, too beautiful, too precious. It's because I know that it's always going to fall apart, so I watch it float higher and higher, farther and farther away, and finally, like the foam, when it spreads its brilliant colors to the extreme in the sun...

'Poof' sound.

Gone forever...."

....

The night wind is strong.

The stars in the sky are much dimmer than they were six years ago...

Maybe it's because the neon lights in the distance are too bright...

The wind is blowing.

Blowing Lin Manman's long hair, in her clear eyes looking at the starry sky, she seemed to see her young self six years ago...