Chapter 3: Repentance
"I'm so angry, I was so uncomfortable just now, and I can't bear to think of you, but the result is ...... The master will go to Beijing to be a young master in a few days! Let you treat me as a drag oil bottle......" Feng Yun couldn't help but be annoyed in his heart.
A person sulked in his heart, and it took a while to remember that Zhao Quan asked him to pack his luggage, and when he sat up, he found that Liu Da Pang was long gone, and the dishes and chopsticks were nowhere to be seen. After sorting out the luggage for a while, I saw the small clay pot I brought back yesterday, there were too many things in the past two days, and I forgot about this stubble.
touched the top of his head, and Liu Dapang had to help with this matter, so he had to go out to find Liu Dapang angrily, and come back with some water by the way.
Today's barracks was a little silent, unlike in the past when you could hear the snoring and laughter of the soldiers at any time, but Feng Yun didn't notice this, just went straight to the well, and Liu Dapang, who wanted to clean the dishes and chopsticks, would probably be there.
Sure enough, before he got closer, Feng Yun saw Liu Da Fat's generous back.
At this time, Liu Dapang squatted on the edge of the well and seemed to be a little distracted, and the dishes and chopsticks that had not been cleaned were placed aside casually, Feng Yun couldn't see Liu Dapang's expression at this time, and saw that he was drinking wine without a sip, I don't know where to look, where the figure was happy before, only a little bit of vague and vague.
Liu Dapang in Feng Yun's memory is a man with a poisonous mouth and a soft heart, although he is not a fierce general, but how can an old oilman who has been in the army for so many years be weak, he has not seen Liu Dapang suffer for so many years, let alone look like this now.
Feng Yunleng was in place, he didn't know why he didn't dare to step forward, his anger before coming had long gone, and now he only felt that his heart was blocked, and he was stunned in place for a moment, and Feng Yun, who didn't dare to come forward, had to quietly return to the camp tent, pretending that nothing had happened.
I don't know how long it took for Liu Dapang to come back from outside, and when he saw Feng Yun sleeping soundly with his head and face covered with a quilt, he sighed lightly in his heart, and after putting the shoes that Feng Yun dropped at will, he blew out the candle and went to his bed.
Feng Yuncai, who didn't hear the sound after a while, slowly revealed half of his little face from the quilt, and quietly glanced at Liu Dapang, there was no noisy snoring from the past, which made him very unaccustomed to it, and he had some complicated feelings in his heart, his eyes stared at the top of the tent and didn't know what to think, but his eyes became clearer and clearer.
Next. As usual, after finishing his work in the Huotou Army, he was about to go out after breakfast, but was stopped by Liu Dapang when he left
"Let's go say hello to Li Langzhong and General Liu Shen today and come back, don't let the person who pick you up come in a while and let the family wait, and you have to rely on others to take care of you along the way."
Feng Yun waved his hand to signal that he knew, and left the Huotou Army without looking back, seeing that Liu Dapang didn't know whether he listened or not.
Feng Yun didn't go to Li Ye like he had done before, and went straight to Zhao Quan's general's camp.
Feng Yunjin, who got the rumor, saw Zhao Quan, who had already had breakfast and was correcting military affairs.
"I've seen the general."
Zhao Quan was busy at this time and said without raising his head: "Say, what's the matter." The person who picks you up may not come until later, so there's no need to rush. ”
Feng Yun hesitated for a moment before he clenched his fists and said, "I don't want to leave." ”
Zhao Quan's hand holding the brush suddenly stopped, and he raised his head to look at Feng Yun, his face a little gloomy.
"What did you say?"
“…… I said I didn't want to leave, I wanted to stay in the Silver Swallow Army. ”
"Nonsense!" Zhao Quan slapped the pen on the table and made a loud noise, which frightened Feng Yun and couldn't help but take a step back, burying his head and not daring to look directly at Zhao Quan.
"Stay in the Silver Swallow Army? The Yinyan army is going to fight, you stay and do something, hurry back and pack your luggage and wait for someone to pick you up. ”
Although Feng Yun didn't dare to raise his head, he still refused: "I don't want to, I want to stay in the Yinyan Army and go to war with you." ”
Zhao Quan was so angry when he heard that he slapped the table again: "Isn't it child's play to fight!" You can't even take care of yourself and take anything to the battlefield. ”
Feng Yun had never been taught a lesson by Zhao Quan like this, and he was very scared, but he still stubbornly said: "I can also help Liu Shi and Li Langzhong do things, and besides, I am a member of the Yinyan Army, so I should naturally follow the army." ”
"What kind of person are you from the Silver Yan Army, hurry up and go back, don't make trouble for me."
Feng Yun was also scolded for his anger, and couldn't help but raise his head and roar: "I have been in the Yinyan Army for almost thirteen years, cooking in the Huotou Army, helping Li Lang to make medicine, and many people in this military camp have stayed for a long time, so why do you say that I am not from the Yinyan Army!" ”
Zhao Quan also stood up and shouted, "My Yinyan Army doesn't have a waste like you who can't hold a knife!" ”
Yu Shi and the other pro-soldiers who were standing on the side couldn't help but secretly say in their hearts: "General, this is too much. ”
Yu Shi was about to step forward to make a round, but he heard Feng Yun say with red eyes: "...... I'm a waste, I won't live for a few years anyway, and it's better to die on the battlefield than to die alone in a hospital bed. ”
Zhao Quan was stunned for a moment, he didn't know what to say for a while, and he froze for a moment before saying: "I don't know what you are thinking, your illness was personally diagnosed and treated by Doctor Wang, he said that you will be fine in the future, you will definitely be fine, go to Beijing to live with peace of mind, with your intelligence, it will not be a problem to study and take a reputation in the future, don't think about something that you don't have." ”
Feng Yun tried hard not to let the tears fall, and said stubbornly: "Don't lie to me, I know, after taking so many medicines, if it was really cold, it would have been cured a long time ago, but it has become more and more difficult every year, and it is estimated that it will not last for a few years......"
Hearing this, Zhao Quan and the others were also a little sad in their hearts, but this kid still knew.
“…… Your illness is indeed not as simple as an ordinary cold disease, but with the prescription of Doctor Wang, and there are still a lot of good days to live, it is not as serious as you think. ”
"Uncle Zhao, I'm fed up, I don't want to lie in bed and wait for death anymore, I'd rather go to the battlefield, even if I die in the hands of a barbarian, it's better than dying alone in the capital and waiting for death slowly......" Feng Yun's tears still couldn't be held back, and he choked up and said.
Zhao Quan sat back in his chair, although he still didn't want Feng Yun to go to the battlefield, he couldn't find the words to refuse.
After a while, Yu Shi on the side finally couldn't help but speak: "General, let Xiao Mian go with us, he is right, no matter what, he is always a member of our Yinyan Army." ”
Zhao Quan closed his eyes and was silent for a long time before he said slowly: "...... Okay, but when you get to Baishan Pass, you can only stay with Li Ye. ”
Feng Yun was immediately overjoyed, wiped his tears with his sleeve and replied, "Obey!" ”
Zhao Quan waved his hand weakly and asked Feng Yun to go back.
Seeing Feng Yun leave, Zhao Quan sighed helplessly: "I hope I won't regret it in the future." I don't know if it's himself or Feng Yun.
Feng Yun took steps back to the station of the Huotou Army, and Liu Dapang, who had been paying attention, naturally saw it at a glance, and saw Feng Yun's eyes slightly red but with a smile on his face, and asked without knowing what happened: "Have you said hello?" ”
Feng Yun looked at Liu Dapang and said directly, "Fat uncle, I'm not leaving." ”
Liu Da was fat for a moment, and frowned: "Don't make trouble." ”
"I'm not leaving."
Liu Dapang couldn't help but be slightly annoyed when he saw that Feng Yun wasn't joking, and pointed at Feng Yun and said, "Don't be foolish, you can't help this matter, the person who will pick you up will come in a while, don't mess around." ”
"I've just spoken to the general, and he agreed."
Liu Dapang's eyes widened: "Nonsense! As he spoke, he pulled Feng Yun and walked towards Zhao Quan's military tent.
"It's true!"
"That's the general's confusion! What are you kidding to go to the battlefield? I disagree! "Usually, I don't dare to say such a thing with a hundred dares from Liu Dapang, but today is different.
"Fat uncle, I made it clear to the general, he asked me to stay, you can't disobey."
"Don't talk to me about this, you were brought up by me, if I don't agree, I don't agree, no one's life is good!"
Feng Yun no longer struggled, just grabbed Liu Dapang and said, "Fat uncle, I don't want to die alone on the hospital bed in the future." ”
Liu Dapang paused and looked back at Feng Yun.
Feng Yun was in the general's tent before, he had already cried, and the emotions that had been suppressed were also released, he looked calm at this time, and looked at the person in front of him who raised him with a faint smile: "I know that I won't live long, instead of going to the capital to wait for death alone, it is better to go to the battlefield with you, at least not so cowardly." ”
Liu Dapang turned his head and continued to pull Feng Yun forward, but his steps were much slower: "...... What nonsense, what is not dead, I am still waiting for you to climb the high branch to carry your fat uncle. ”
"Every winter, I lie in bed, my hands and feet are unconscious, only listening to your nagging, fat uncle, I know that I am still alive, I dare not think that I can really survive in Kyoto alone. So, Uncle Fat let me stay. ”
Liu Dapang slowly stopped, but did not look back. After a moment, he said, "You can't fight with this body." ”
"I know, I will stay with Li Langzhong to help."
"If you really fight, no one can take care of you."
"I know. Winter has passed, and it won't be a problem for you. ”
"There are a lot of barbarians coming this time, it will be a tough battle, and we may all die."
"I know, that's why I'm going, I'm also a silver swallow army."
Liu Dapang took a deep breath, turned his head, looked at Feng Yun, his heart was very complicated, and finally exhaled a breath of turbid air and Feng Yun returned to the head army garrison one after the other.
Along the way, the two didn't say a word, and when they returned to the tent of the two, Liu Dapang sat on the bed, and the whole person seemed to have been drained of his soul. Feng Yun picked out the things to be used from the packed luggage, and suddenly saw a small clay pot on the side that had not come in handy.
"Fat uncle, help me."
Seeing the clay pot handed to him, Liu Dapang finally came back to his senses, skillfully and slowly took out the comb and wood chips that had already been dyed black from the wooden box next to the bedside, and the two began to dye Feng Yun's hair together, just like in the past.