My name is Ye Lingjun and I am eighteen years old, and my mother passed away when I was just born.

I didn't have a father when I was very young, and when I asked my grandmother about my father, she just shook her head with a sad face, and after a long time, I didn't mention it again.

Grandpa passed away early, and my grandma and I have been dependent on each other for many years, and my grandma's heart is not good for a long time, and she needs a lot of expensive drugs to maintain it.

However, in order to cure my ichthyosis, my own heart disease was not treated, but I always told my grandmother to forget it, but my grandmother was always very stubborn and said that her heart disease had been cured a long time ago, in fact, I knew that my grandmother was just lying to me.

Since I was born, I have a black mole the size of a pea on my face and fish scale spots all over my body, which looks very scary, this ichthyosis is different from other ichthyosis skin diseases, because fortunately it is not a malignant type, it is not painful or itchy, but it is a little ugly.

My grandmother has been going to seek medical treatment on my back since I was a child, and in the long run, I spent all my savings, and the doctors came to the conclusion that this disease is too rare, like it was born in the body, and if I got rid of it, I might die because of it.

But my grandmother was unwilling to insist on curing me, until one day she took me to a very mysterious place, it was a fortune teller, he looked at me without saying a word and wanted to leave.

I still remember that my grandmother knelt down and kowtowed to him immediately, and the fortune teller immediately helped my grandmother up and said that she was born with this, and it would naturally disappear when the time came.

In the end, I was instructed not to touch a man in this life, otherwise the future is destined to become a plaything for the world to compete for, shook his head and left, and kept talking about it a pity, it's a pity.

On the way back, the fortune teller was playing chess under an old tree, talking to himself, but he didn't hear what he said.

In order to treat my grandmother, when I was five years old, I worked everywhere, doing child labor for others, washing dishes, shining shoes, picking up garbage, and doing all the work that I could do.

Even during the hottest part of summer, I would wear thick clothes, masks, and hats, and wrap my whole body tightly because I didn't want people to look at me with monster eyes.

Year after day, day after year, I don't know how long it took for my biological father to find me, saying that he would come to cure my illness and wanted to take me away, and I was very reluctant to grandma, but he said that he would send me back after curing, and I believed it.

As everyone knows, he took me away because he wanted to get a lot of money, he was a lackey of a rich family, and wanted to sell me to a foreigner as a child daughter-in-law, and what was even more terrifying was that the foreigner wanted to drain my blood and do research.

I don't know why they did this, but it was like a bolt from the blue that night, and I was so scared and scared that I crawled out all night.

I ran home frantically and told my grandmother, who took me overnight to another big city in the countryside, where I settled in secret.

Living a comfortable life in this city, when I was eight years old, I met a boy named Shun Yinan, the first time I saw him, the deer bumped into him, I thought how could there be such a good-looking person in the world, maybe it was love at first sight, and I liked it silently in my heart for ten years.

He studied in an aristocratic school and was also one of the best families in Yanxia City, and he was also the only heir of that family, and I went to a very ordinary school.

Every time I will go around a big circle, in order to sneak a look at him, I will wait for him at his school gate after school, and I will pay attention to him silently, I know that I am not worthy of a proud son like him, but I just can't help it.

My school classmates bullied me, all kinds of abusive language, and physical scolding, but I don't feel sad when I think of him.

I've been very fond of music since I was a child, and the strange thing is that I seem to have some memories sealed in my body, I don't know why I can get started with various musical instruments, who knows if I can't learn anything, but I feel like a genius when it comes to music.

I went to the old market to buy a lot of broken musical instruments, took them home and renovated them, and played them in different stores with all kinds of instruments to make money, at first it was fine, but then they got shame when they saw my appearance one by one, and they were belittled and trampled on by everyone, and all of them looked at me like they were looking at something more disgusting than garbage.

I also hated why God made me look like this, why I can't be like a normal person, maybe I was born unworthy!

On my eighteenth birthday, the man I had liked for ten years, Shun Yinan, suddenly confessed to me, I was so excited that I stayed awake for several nights, we dated for three weeks, I wondered why he confessed to me at that time? But I didn't ask.

In the days that followed, he was extremely gentle with me, and sometimes we were together every day when I had time, but I don't know why I always felt that it was all too sudden, and every time I saw him, I felt so far away, and my intuition told me that I was not from the same world as him.

I've never shown him my real face, I'm too scared he'll leave me, I've told him I'm ugly, he always says he doesn't mind, he likes everything I do, I think he's the one I can trust in my life!

Slowly my grandmother's heart disease began to deteriorate and spread, I had to do surgery as soon as possible, otherwise it could happen at any time, and the cost of life-threatening surgery was more than 50,000 yuan, and I began to work around 24 hours a day.

But I couldn't get the 50,000 yuan, so I saw a musical instrument competition on the official website, and the first place had 50,000 yuan, and I didn't hesitate to sign up.

Five hours before the game, she felt that she hadn't contacted Shun Yinan for the past few days, and she hadn't sent a message, which was not good, so she took out her mobile phone from her tattered pocket and sent it to her boyfriend on WeChat, but on this day he proposed to break up.

Ye Lingjun: [Boyfriend, what are you doing? 】

She has been waiting for a long time and there has been no news on her phone, and she used to reply in seconds, what happened today? Just as she was wondering, her phone rang.

Shun Yinan: [I'm ready to take a bath.] 】

Ye Lingjun: [So early? 】

Shun Yinan: [I'm a little tired, let's break up.] 】

She held the old mobile phone in her hands and trembled slightly, her mind was blank, this feeling was like digging a piece of meat in her heart, she didn't understand, why did she suddenly mention breaking up?

Ye Lingjun: [What's wrong with you? I'm a little busy these days, and I won't be busy in a few days, are you drinking, or am I doing something bad, where are you now, where will I go to you now. 】

Hot tears rolled down her cheeks, she didn't even make a sound of crying, she couldn't see how sad she was with a mask, Shun Yinan sent her a location, in a five-star hotel in Field Square.

She still had more than 100 yuan in her pocket, and she didn't know how long she had been crying all the way, she couldn't cry, and her hands kept wiping.

After getting out of the car, she paid more than forty, and if she spent more than forty on the usual time, she would definitely be very distressed.

At this time, the sky has darkened slightly, this is a prosperous area, and the surrounding lights are resplendent as if they are shrouding people in the palace.

She found the five-star hotel, where six security guards stood at the door and blocked her path.

Security guard: "Does the lady have an appointment?" You can't enter without a reservation. ”

Ye Lingjun: "Come to Shun Yinan." ”

Security guard: "Oh, it turned out to be a friend of Shun Dashao, so please." ”

After Ye Lingjun entered, a few security guards whispered behind him, "This is to let her in, is she talking nonsense." ”

The security guard who let her in said: "Shun Dashao said before that a woman who wrapped herself tightly and wore a hat and a mask would come to him and ask me to let her in." ”

Shun Yinan was undressing in the bath, naked into the warm water, he was very tall, the water in the bath had only reached the position of his bronze sexy abs, the glittering water droplets in the reflection of the light, faintly shining, the surrounding water vapor smoke enchanting, at this time made him like a god in the sky.

She took the elevator to the sixteenth floor and was about to knock on the door when she saw the door open and went in, and it was empty.

She took off her mask and hat and coat as soon as she entered, and this was the first time she had shown her true face outside.

The black mole on her face and the fish scales all over her body appeared, it was a nightmare of dense phobia, she walked to the bathroom and saw a Shun Yinan who was like a god, he was naked in the air, suddenly his feet slipped, and he fell into Shun Yinan's arms, Ye Lingjun realized that he was sticking to something on his lips, and suddenly opened his eyes but did not expect to be stunned by the scene in front of him.

Ye Lingjun and Shun Yinan's thin and cold lips were separated, but they were pressed to the floor by her at the same time, and they looked at each other together with his Danfeng eyes, his eyes were too seductive, and he looked too bewitching, his facial features and figure were simply works of art created by God Ye Lingjun was in such close contact with him for the first time.

Ye Lingjun has been dating him for three weeks, all of them are holding hands, and this is the first time he has kissed him.

Shun Yinan recognized her, looking at the black moles on her face and the fish scales all over her body, he was very disgusted, which made him sick to his stomach, it was the first time he saw Ye Lingjun's true appearance.

He pushed Ye Lingjun away fiercely, but unexpectedly, some heavy arms made a loud clicking sound, Shun Yinan is a D-level spiritual powerhouse, and he used his spiritual power to put on his nightgown, but he didn't even look at Ye Lingjun.

Ye Lingjun: "Shun Yinan, have you ever loved me?" ”

Shun Yinan: "I just came here to find someone, I misunderstood that you are not her, I have already found her." ”

Ye Lingjun thought it was too ridiculous, it turned out that I was just a substitute Her hand was already unconscious, and the game would definitely not be finished, but grandma was still lying in the hospital.

He said indifferently to the tall man, "Can you lend me 50,000 yuan?" My grandmother is still lying in the hospital, and the operation fee is 50,000 yuan. ”

Shun Yinan smiled disdainfully: "You really make me feel disgusting, I thought you were different from other women, I thought you had more backbone, and now it seems that it is nothing more than that, in order to ask for a breakup fee, you also began to make sentences to deceive people?" I used such indiscriminate means as soon as I entered the door just now, I don't want to see a shameless woman like you again, you get out of here now, otherwise don't force me to kill you. ”

Ye Lingjun sneered, it turned out that I was such a person in his heart, he said word by word, gritted his teeth and said to her, Ye Lingjun's heart was extremely cold, and he got up from the cold and damp floor with difficulty, because of the severe pain in her arm, she felt that her bones were about to break, Ye Lingjun glanced at him coldly and walked out.

She walked on the street, the biting cold wind of the night blew into her body, she didn't feel the slightest cold, she only felt that her heart was dripping blood at this time, suffocating her so much, it hurt.

At this time, the mobile phone called, and it was the hospital that called, and she answered the button, "Miss Ye Lingjun, your grandma's heartbeat has stopped, please come to the hospital!" After saying that, he hung up.

Her mobile phone called again, and the phone said Ye Lingjun, you didn't arrive at the scene because of the game time, which caused the competition qualification to be cancelled, and Dudu Dudu......

She ran all the way to the hospital and cried, she touched her grandmother's cold and wrinkled cheeks and gray hair, the people who loved her in the world were gone, she cried for a long time, she was heartbroken and cried for a few days and nights, the hospital paid a little money to bury her grandmother, she was decadent for several days, and she has not eaten or drunk.

I don't know how long she has been decadent, she feels that she can't go on like this, she wants to find some jobs, some jobs she looked for before, she hasn't been there for the past few days, the boss fired her in a fit of anger, and she only has a few dollars in her pocket recently.