Mother and wife fell into the river at the same time, and on both sides of the track stood an error-free child and a large group of naughty children, with your beloved loved ones tied to the torture device, coupled with Huai Caoshi's mocking and contemptuous words at this time, these are the most common problems in the world, these problems may make many people feel struggling, from the inside out, from the root to the toes are painful, but for Xu Le, these questions are just assumptions that some bastards are boring to the extreme.

"Don't rush to refute me with those specious logics. For moralists, morality is only useful if it does not harm their core interests, and once it threatens your core interests, you will not hesitate to start playing the role of the weeping victim's family, unwilling to give up a single piece of meat, but still to seize the moral high ground. ”

Huai Caoshi waved her hand indifferently, holding the life of the slum woman in her hand and asking Xu Le to die by herself, in her opinion, it was originally a joke, but this kind of joke was a bit vicious, and it pointed directly at the heart of those moral peddlers.

Xu Le listened quietly, and then replied slowly as usual: "No, of course I won't commit suicide, but I'm not the kind of person you said, about this...... Not explained. ”

His eyes were bright and scorching, and he stared at Huai Caoshi under the dark broken wall on the opposite side without any emotion, and said: "Anyone who tries to hurt an innocent aunt, including you, can only react to use all methods and strength to kill each other, and then save them." ”

Culling?Killing himself like a beast and the steel institutions of the entire empire?Huai Caoshi's eyes narrowed slightly, and he sneered lightly.

"I know what you're laughing at, laughing at my insolence, laughing at my whimsy. Xu Le replied in a hoarse voice: "That's because you don't understand what kind of person I am, you really force me crazy, I will become a dog, a vicious drooling, staring at your calf bones, at all costs to pounce on it and bite a few bites, bite you all over the body, bleeding your arms, and spread my virus to you." ”

"Don't push me. ”

"I'm really going to turn into a dog, a mad dog. ”

"Are you threatening me? What capital do you have to threaten me now?" said Huai Caoshi with a frown, with a hint of elusive emotion.

His Royal Highness's emotion came from Xu Le's self-statement, she didn't expect that the young man opposite from her, who was known for his calmness and forbearance in the Federation, could tell the birth of a mad dog so calmly, and ...... It really made her feel a chill.

Obviously, this man is already in a desperate situation, why does he dare to threaten himself?

"What would you do if the woman named Susan died, and what would you do if you escaped?"

"In this universe, except for Your Majesty, I don't really care about anyone, and no matter how much you kill, it won't make me feel the slightest sadness and regret. ”

"Or are you going to kill people on the Empire's soil, like a violent and low-witted terrorist who keeps assassinating nobles or officers?"

"Maybe. ”

Xu Le's gaze was still bright and even hot as he looked at the opposite wall.

The warm courtyard in the slum, the mother and son who treated him with the greatest kindness in the world, are in an unprecedented crisis at the moment, and if Susan's mother and son really have an accident, he can't accept it.

"Not perhaps, but definitely. ”

"If anything goes wrong with the mother and son of the aunt and let me escape again this time, I will spend the rest of my life killing the imperial nobles I can find at all costs, and in those decades, there will be a mad dog that is calm and forbearant enough to roam your land, I bet you can't catch me again, in fact, if it weren't for the beautiful middle-aged man of that bastard outside, you wouldn't be able to catch me this time.

"If you can't catch me, Tianjing Star will keep bleeding. ”

"Executing a mother and son out of anger who are not in any danger, and thus forcing me to become a mad dog, should not do you, your emperor, or your empire any good. ”

After saying this, Xu Le stopped his words, and the dark cell returned to silence, only the long and steady breathing of two people sounded one after another.

"Even if the people you want to kill are innocent from the point of view of universal morality, you will kill?"

"Not bad. ”

"It's not in line with your morals. ”

Xu Le was silent.

The weeds are equally silent.

"Although I don't think you can escape, I don't know why, I'm willing to agree to your request and let your aunt go once. Huai Caoshi said expressionlessly: "According to what I said before, you have to promise me a condition, of course, this condition has nothing to do with the war between you and me. ”

"Good. Xu Le replied very quickly, the sweat on his back had already soaked his whole body, and the pain was extremely stinging on the wound.

"I've read your file many times to know what your role has been in the Federation, and you're not a bloodthirsty berserk soldier by nature, but more like a boring righteous young man with morality on his head...... This time, for the sake of two people of the Empire, you will actually violate your own life rules...... It seems that you are really scared. ”

Huai Caoshi squinted her eyes and said indifferently: "It's really rare for a guy who has never been afraid of death to be afraid of being like this." ”

Xu Le was silent, since he was sure that Aunt Susan might die at any time, the unprecedented sense of fear took over his whole body, because of this unprecedented fear, he became unprecedented madness, and this extreme madness was hidden in the ultimate calmness, which clearly reached Huai Caoshi's mind.

It was precisely because of this madness that Huai Cao Shi made the final decision.

"I don't like the so-called tragedy of fate, it's all shit, shit written by Schiller. He bowed his head wearily and replied, "My life may not be a comedy, but a good person should always have a happy or peaceful ending." ”

He raised his head, looked directly at the dark wall and the faint figure, and said, "Actually, you are wrong, many people in the Federation also missee me, including my closest friends, have misjudged me. ”

"I'm afraid of death, there is no one in this world who is not afraid of death, when I was four years old, I was lying in my bedroom room, looking at the sky that was sometimes gray, sometimes red in a daze, and I was sick when I was sick, and I was sad to find that the scenery around me would not change, but we would be sick. Of course, I don't care if you're sick, but the problem is that if you're seriously ill, you'll die, and you'll die when you're old, and you don't even know what it's when you're sick.

He raised his left arm, the only one he could barely lift, wiped the sweat from the corner of his forehead, lowered his head and said with a smile: "What is death, death is nothing, those little metal toys, the beautiful slag in the pit that glitters like diamonds, and the sister who can't speak with a cute face like an apple, can't see, can't touch, can't feel anything." ”

"Only darkness and silence. ”

"No, not even darkness and silence. ”

"I don't know if I ever existed, I did something, there's no trace of me ever existing, I disappeared maybe someone cared, but I didn't feel they cared. ”

"Because of death... I...... None of them. ”

"This one is scary. ”

"It's horrible. ”

Xu Le raised his head and said very seriously: "How can you not be afraid of such a terrible thing? ”

"But the question is that this most terrible thing is inevitable, so what should we do9"

"Go on. Huai Caoshi's eyes narrowed in a strange arc, and a rare smile hung on the corner of her lips, looking at the Federation man who was very different from the usual one.

Xu Le's eyes also narrowed, as if he was reminiscing about the past, combing himself, and subconsciously waved his hand, as if to drive away those terrible prospects, and continued: "Since it is unavoidable, of course it is more comfortable to be alive." ”

"When you live, you have to have fun, that's probably the truth. ”

"What kind of pleasure?" he shrugged his shoulders like cynical subordinates, took the wound, frowned, and quickly dispersed, and said with a smile: " The educational rules of human society are too strong, they have penetrated into our consciousness, respect for the old and love for the young, loyalty and integrity, these moral views are like a whip, if you touch it, your heart will be smacked, some people can endure it, in exchange for money and power and other things, but I don't understand why I should endure, I just do things according to the methods required by these human morals, I will not be whipped for a lifetime, and live with peace of mind, isn't that happiness?"

"This whip is actually a fire, a fire in my heart, and when I see those unfair things, disgusting things, I can't help but burn them, burn those things clean, and I feel that my eyes are calm and my mood is happy. ”

"Living like this doesn't necessarily mean that you are strong inside, but you are comfortable enough. ”

"I'm afraid of death, and I'm not a messenger of justice, I'm just a guy who lives according to my own likes and dislikes, the whip of morality, and seeks happiness in life. ”

"But if one day the moral whip is drawn in the wrong place and I feel unbearable, then I will no longer believe in this placebo of life, and I will become a monster who I don't even know what kind of monster I will be. ”

"This state of existence, with all the hidden starting points, is only for the sake of making one's own life more enjoyable, and it is the constraint of human civilization itself on each individual individual. ”

"Back to the whip. ”

"Well, what I'm actually trying to say is that it's not selflessness but the greatest selfishness. ”

Xu Le's bright eyes flashed, and he spread his hands and said, "Result...... But the people who deceived the entire universe are actually a little embarrassed sometimes. ”

The cell was quiet for a long time, and Huai Caoshi's voice full of emotion sounded: "If there is more of this kind of big selfishness, it is not a bad thing. ”

At that moment, another voice sounded in the quiet room.

"So our whole family is a big selfish person?"