"It's me, it's me who is wrong." Qing'er screamed a little silently, she pounded her chest heavily, pounded the place that made her hurt very much, and then turned around and ran away, running so fast that she couldn't even catch up with the wind.

A pomegranate tree fell to the ground, and a piece of emerald green was covered with crimson, but it looked a little playful and cute, which was pleasing to the eye. But this scene is not only comfortable to watch, but also comfortable to listen to, for her, it is true.

"Childe, are you alright?" Qing Yao finally turned around and asked, looking a little happy, but the expression on her face was not very clear, I don't know if it was because of the veil on her face, or because the man was absent-minded.

"Am I going too far, you say? She's also kind, and no matter how tired I am, I need to control my behavior, right? The man felt a little guilty, he knew that the action just now hurt Qing'er, but what really hurt Qing'er was not only his push, but also his slap of concern for her. After all, their relationship is extraordinary.

Presumably, the taste of a person who wants to say what he can't say is not pleasant, and being hurt by someone who thinks he is very close to him is probably not much better.

Qing'er is one,

And Qing Yao

The same is true.

"You're not wrong, it's an instinctive reaction, you can't control yourself, and ......"

And she's just as good, it's just ...... It's just that I care too much about you. She said something difficult, as if she was very reluctant and had to say and have to do.

"No, no, no, even so, I shouldn't be like this, after all, I'm just here for someone else, and if I do this, I'm afraid he will blame me......"

He said it very lightly, but he was still heard by Qing Yao, who was at the tip of her ear, and she asked in confusion and eagerly.

"What he, what came for him, according to what thou hast said, then thou should?"

The dialogue in my memory was recreated.

"I have something to do now, I can't go, I can't come as promised, I'm afraid it will make people sad, you are my good brother, can you go to an appointment for me." He said to himself.

But again, it is very important, and it is emphasized repeatedly.

"There's no need to identify yourself, and you don't need to."

He thought for a moment and paused for a moment. Said lightly.

"There is no need to explain why."

The voice was very hesitant and very soft.

"You heard me wrong, what I'm saying is that I should go and plead guilty, go and ask her forgiveness." He was a little weak-hearted, at this time, he was very much like Qing'er at that time, and she at that time.

Suddenly, he changed his words,

"Since you know her, although you are not acquainted, Su Ri can also meet a few times, I think, I want to ask you to give me a few words, ask for her forgiveness, ask for her forgiveness." He said it very sincerely, and it was also very sad.

It's supposed to be just to divert attention, but I can't tell it's fake.

"Although we can meet again, we don't know when, after all, this palace rule is still in front of us, everyone has their own duties, and everyone has their own place. I ......"

The acting is really good, not inferior to Qing'er, sure enough, if there is a master, there is a servant.

"Okay, so I have to ask my sister for this." He slammed a swipe to Qing Yao and said please.

Seeing him like this, Qing Yao's already unbalanced heart was flooded with waves in a blink of an eye, very turbulent, and the waves were monstrous.

She is entangled, she is contradictory, obviously she is a little jealous of her, but now she has to meet him,

She doesn't want to,

I don't want to persuade her for his sake,

nature

also unwilling,

He was sad for her.

Both sides are sad, the palms and backs of the hands are full of meat,

After weighing for a long time and thinking about it for a long time, I finally compromised and agreed with him and my love.

Not for anything else, just for a good and harmful "love" word.

"You don't have to, I promise, I promise. It's just that you have to be patient, it's been a long time, and it's not good to make a decision now, just one word

'Wait'. ”

The two of them live together and see each other frequently, in fact, they can come to a conclusion at any time, it's just that they have to wait, just to have some time, some time for her to convince herself. not only made him wait, but also made herself wait, now, it is still difficult for her to break through the level in her heart.

……

"You treat me like this, but you resent me, blame me for not going to you all these years, it's just that you have to be considerate of your sister, it's not that your sister doesn't look for it, but, it's that this creature makes people. So many years of searching, so many years of missing, to no avail. It's hard to see each other again, and it's still like this. At the beginning, my sister had no intention of hurting you, and now, you have no intention of hurting me. Sure enough, cause and effect have reincarnation. Qing'er sat slumped, her face pale and her voice hoarse.

Her tears dripped one after another, dripping on her heart, and they hurt.

It turned out that the tears were really salty, no wonder the mouth in the heart and the irrepressible pain. Kankan is the answer to that sentence,

Don't rub salt on your wounds,

It's going to hurt.

"I forcibly poured you into the medicine, but I wanted you to be well and worried about you. But I never thought that it would indirectly arouse your boredom. So painstaking, so painstaking, to help you see again, to help you continue the frontier. But in the end, it's still me, my burden, which drags you down and the princess. There were relatives on both sides, people who were important to me on both sides, and I was hurt all of them. I'm damned, damned. "She no longer has the strength to hit herself, and she also has no strength to scream anymore, she can only resentful herself silently in her heart, in her heart."......

At that moment, there was no morning glow, no sunset, no stars, no moon, only a cloud of darkness above the head, dark and frightened, and the pitch black was creepy.

Not only the horizon, but also the heart.

In a hazy moment, it was as if I heard a soft female voice and felt a slight shaking. She raised her eyes suddenly, and a wave of water seemed to have no barrier, and it flowed endlessly. It turned out that she fell asleep, unconsciously. It turned out that she was still thinking of him when she was sleeping, and the same pain made her eyes full of tears, but when she slept, her eyes were closed, blocking the way out and not falling apart.

"Sister, what's wrong with you?" A soft and continuous voice came from the mouth of the delicate woman in front of her.

Her mind was a little confused, probably because she was hurt too deeply and slept too deeply. She looked at the person in front of her for a while, and couldn't remember her name, who she was.

The picture in Qing'er's memory is vague and mushy, one moment it is a gorgeous woman dressing up and smiling, and the other moment it is a little boy shivering in the cold wind.

As soon as she closed her eyes, it suddenly changed to another picture, a woman held a cold sharp blade in her hand, and there was still a ball of blood on the tip of the blade, and in front of her, there was a man lying down, panting heavily, and the lips with red stains on the corners were constantly opening and closing, as if she was saying something, intermittently, and she couldn't hear clearly. I just vaguely heard a sentence

"Why did you do this to me?"

And such a concise and short sentence still stumbled out word by word. And his chest was also wet, because it was a dark shirt, and it was not clear whether it was tears or blood.

A woman in a fiery red dress, holding a sharp blade. Said lightly nonchalantly.

"Because of hate."

The sealed memories came one after another, but the ones I didn't want to remember kept coming to mind and couldn't be erased.

The person in front of her, seeing her at this time, was a little worried and wanted to feed her saliva, but her teeth were so tight that the woman couldn't do it, so she had to choose to force it.

But this reminded her of that scene, a scene that made her unable to let go of the knot, heart disease.

Qing'er's face was distorted and a little crazy, and suddenly, she pushed away the woman on the side. Just like the scene when the man pushed her away, it was exactly the same, and it was exactly the same.

In her eyes, she saw not the woman in front of her, but the man who pushed herself away.

Her mind, her heart, was in utter confusion.

The woman was her, and the man was him. The elder sister and the younger brother love and kill each other.

"What's wrong with you? Sister. "When I took a closer look, I suddenly remembered the past, one kind, one scene at a time, like a pomegranate flower, opening and closing.

It turned out that her name was Qing'er, and the woman in front of her was Bilan. The images that have crossed my mind are not dreams, but they are facts.

"Why are you crying? Tell me who it is, who bullied you. I went to him to settle the score. Looking at her crying in front of her, Bi Lan asked nervously. Her tone was very excited, and her words were a little harsh, like the cold ice on the lake in winter, the piercing pain, and the warm sun in spring, which made people's hearts bloom.

"I, I'm fine, it's just, I'm a little tired. These are just yawning remnants, you don't have to worry, you don't have to, you don't have to be in such a hurry. I just kind of want to sleep right now and want to take a break. I ...... "I'm tired, so tired that I faint, and even the sound of falling down is so soft."

"Sister."

At the same time as it fell, there seemed to be only a scream left between heaven and earth.

When I slept again, I just hoped that I wouldn't meet him again.

……

"Where's Qing'er, where have you been?" Qing Yao asked Bi Lan, and the atmosphere of inquiry was mixed with a hint of worry.

"Princess, my sister is a little uncomfortable, she rested early, and now she is sleeping soundly, so let me serve the princess, I hope the princess will not be angry. I'm tired all day today, and looking at Her Royal Highness the Princess's tired face at this time, I should be very tired, so let's go to bed early. While removing Qing Yao's makeup, he said.

"She must be very sad. Forget it, let her go to bed early, today, I'm also a little tired, hurry up and get ready for me. She didn't say anything more, the candlelight was a little dim, and her mood was a little dim.

took off his dress, took off his makeup, faded away his tiredness, and lay on the cold jade couch, his heart felt a little cold. She thought about Qing'er, worried about her, and couldn't sleep, but after thinking about it, what she did today really deserved it, and those who ruined people's marriages since ancient times went to hell. She hurt her sisters so much and broke up her marriage, just for herself, so selfish, how could she not make Qing Yao angry. But the truth is always like sand and gravel sinking under the water, because of the water and light, there are some twists and turns, some false, you can't see clearly, and it's easy to see and think wrong.

Seeing is not necessarily believing, and hearing is not necessarily false. Everything Qing Yao thinks and sees is false, wrong, wrong, all wrong. It was wrong from the start.

She tossed and turned and couldn't sleep, her heart was too heavy. After Qing'er left, it was good for the two of them to get along, but it was too bleak and really uncomfortable. She recalls what happened,

"I'm in trouble,"

She doesn't know whether she should be happy or sad, his character is very good, and he is worth entrusting his life, no wonder Qing'er is also fond of it, but women are always jealous, and of course they don't get rid of her.

However, she really thought wrong, although there is love between them, it is only family affection. Although Qing'er is good to him, it is only a kind of love and care. Everything is pure, nothing false and sinful is added, and the two of them, from beginning to end, have always been just relatives.

"Don't forget, help me ask for her forgiveness, it's getting late at this time, it's inconvenient for me to stay for a long time, and I'll see you again." He babbled a lot, but Qing Yao only remembered this sentence to some extent, and didn't know if it was because it was the last sentence, or because the words in this sentence were related to Qing'er, he remembered it deeply, and the engraving was also deep.

Every time she thought of this, her heart was always like a knife, she sat up quickly, her eyes revealed a different fierce light, which made people look a little scared. And this sitting, the movement was a little loud, Bi Lan, who had already been sleeping next to him, was also awakened, Bi Lan hurriedly rubbed her sleepy eyes, and asked a little sleepily.

"The princess is a little uncomfortable, do you need a slave to summon the imperial doctor to take a look?" As she spoke, she brought the red candle that was placed in the distance, and because she was afraid that it would be too urgent and the wind would be strong, she carefully cared for the tiny candlelight like a bean bead with her hand to prevent it from going out. She paced slowly and briskly, put it on the head of the bed, the faint light illuminated Qing Yao's miserable white and crazy face, the smooth and supple quilt, which had already been rubbed and wrinkled, it could be seen that it had taken a lot of strength.

Bi Lan looked at the ground, and then looked up at Qing Yao, not daring to say a word again, for fear that if she said something wrong, she would arouse Qing Yao's disgust, but she really thought it was wrong, after all, Qing Yao's heart is very narrow now, and it can only accommodate two places and two people. One is Qing'er, and the other is him. And Bi Lan can't enter her heart no matter what, and she can't occupy any inch of her heart, of course, not only her, but also the person who has been silently liking and missing her behind her back - Ling Feng. The relationship between them is really complicated, but the truth will always come out, and slowly, I will understand and understand (liao) (le).

"You take this candle away, I just want to be alone in the dark, let me be quiet." Her eyes drooped, and the sharp gaze disappeared completely, like the candlelight that was fading away, little by little, inch by inch.

"No."

Bi Lan replied, and then hurriedly put back the candle that she had finally taken again, but this time she didn't have to be careful anymore, because this candle was bright and casual, and it was better to go out, anyway, it was useless to keep it, and in the eyes of the person sitting in front of her, this faint candlelight was useless even if it was kept.

Qing Yao stayed alone in the dark for a long, long time, and she couldn't even tell the time for a long time.

And Qing'er also lay alone in the dark for a long, long time.

One sits, one lays, one is awake, and one is asleep.

How can it be good to wake up and sleep? It's better to do nothing.

If it really hurts, just sleep, just sleep, sleep deeply, and forget everything.