As long as you are there, no matter where you are, I will always find you, even at the ends of the earth, I will always look for you.

"We can't be together in this life, we have suffered all our lives, if we meet again in the next life, I only hope that your heart will be like my heart, and I will live up to my love."

The words in the letter are engraved in my heart like an imprint, and I can't forget them even if I want to.

"If we could do it all over again, would we be able to meet again?"

He slowly closed his eyes, thinking about the words all the time.

The sound of gongs and drums is still continuous, filling every part of the palace. People said that Ling Feng doted on his sister too much, so many dowries, such a grand wedding. Yes, but, isn't such a beautiful person worthy of the prosperity of this world?

Nature is worth it, and no one can refute and change it.

The wind was blowing gently, and the remnants of flowers and leaves were scattered everywhere, and I didn't know where to go.

"Yiyang, Yiyang, what's wrong with you? Wake up! What the hell is going on? ”

His expression was in a trance, he didn't know what to do, no matter how others asked and worried, it was as if there was nothing, very light, very light, very painful.

At that moment, the heavens and the earth seemed to stagnate, and it seemed to collapse, leaving no remnant, no trace.

The white clouds linger in the sky for a short time, and before you know it, many, many have passed, too many to count, too many to count.

He lay on the bed, extremely quiet, without the slightest sadness, I wonder if he had never experienced it, or if he was already hurt and never felt anything again? It's very unpredictable.

Suddenly, he opened his eyes quickly, but inadvertently, a little water shone there, merged into a stream, and flowed into the distance.

He sat up abruptly, not caring about what he was looking at, but looking around. He looked around and couldn't tell whether everything around him was true or false, or whether his dream was true or false.

There were only bursts of colic, undulating in the chest, and the attack could not be stopped. So, he hurriedly pinched himself repeatedly and beat himself to prove that everything in front of him was true.

The voice was croaking, and the face was hot and painful. It turns out that everything in front of you is not a dream, and everything before going to bed is not a dream.

"You really left me, and you really didn't meet again." He slowly closed his eyes and lowered his head.

Those who have not forgotten, just like she has missed with him, but the woman in the fiery pomegranate dress in her memory is still so clear, so real, in her mind, in her heart.

He was still silent, as if thinking, as if he was stunned. But the sound of hurried footsteps outside the house interrupted what seemed to be a long, long process.

Suddenly, there was a "squeak" from the door of the temple, and a figure walked in quickly, looking panicked.

"Are you feeling better? But what happened? Why are you so distracted? ”

One question after another, one worry after another, slowly spit out from that person's mouth. It's none other than Wang Xianfeng.

"I, I, don't know what's going on? My head hurts, it's messy, I feel like I'm having a dream, but I feel that this dream is so real, it really makes my heart ache. You say, what the hell do you think I'm doing? ”

His voice was very excited, so excited that he had never been like this before!

Wang Xianfeng also felt very puzzled, and he asked cautiously.

"Why are you in a trance, a little dizzy today, but what happened?"

"I, am I like this today, have I always been like this?" He asked, somewhat confused.

"When I went out early this morning, it was normal. But since you came back in the afternoon, you have been in a state of mind all the way, as if you have experienced life and death, and you have looked down on everything. ”

Wang Xianfeng replied truthfully.

"You're saying I've been like this all the way when I come back in the afternoon? You talked to me along the way, and I didn't answer? ”

Suddenly, as if he knew something, he said with some suspicion.

"Yes, that's right, do you remember something? But what's wrong? ”

Wang Xianfeng still asked him.

"It turns out that everything in my mind is just a personal experience, nothing is real or false, any dream reality, it's just a joke of my self-deception. Hahaha......"

After he said something to himself that made Wang Xianfeng scratch his head, he pretended to be strong and smiled bitterly a few times, which was very sad and sad.

Wang Xianfeng was a little dizzy, and he didn't know why.

"Do you know such a woman? Wearing a fiery pomegranate flower skirt and a veil on her face, she has a unique temperament, dignified and pleasant. ”

He looked at Wang Xianfeng, who was standing in a daze, and asked with hope in his eyes.

Wang Xianfeng thought thoughtfully for a long time, and suddenly there was a ring in his head, as if he knew who she was? But looking at Li Yiyang, who was extremely sad at this time, he didn't know whether to tell him or hide him. So, he knocked on Li Yiyang on the side.

"What is your relationship with her? Isn't it because of that woman that you look like this? ”

"All I know is that I am in love with her, I can't live without her, but she left me, I don't know why, I don't know where she went? So, I was very uncomfortable. ”

After he finished speaking, he was a little sad again, and he couldn't help but want to beat his heart again to relieve the pain.

"I see, do you want to know who she is?"

Wang Xianfeng asked him tentatively, because, although he knew the relationship between them, according to the current situation, he told him the truth, and he didn't know whether it was to relieve the pain or add to the frost.

"I want to know, I want to know. Do you know something? Tell me, tell me quickly. He seemed to see a life-saving straw, and his expression was so excited that he almost grabbed Wang Xianfeng's clothes.

"She's ......"

He told Li Yiyang all the truth, and as a result, Li Yiyang's world really changed.

"It turned out to be her."

Li Yiyang closed his eyes again with some relief, but at some point, a new arc suddenly added to his face.

But it was only a short moment, and then he returned to his expression just now, and his face was full of sadness.

The joy is that he finally knows who she is, and the sadness is that he also knows that she is gone.

He didn't care about anything else, he only had thoughts in his heart that even he couldn't understand.

So, after a moment of quiet contemplation, he reluctantly raised his forehead and looked at the person in front of him, in a vain desire to ask more about her. However, for some reason, I could only see the outline, and I couldn't see his face clearly, as if layers of clouds and mist were shrouded, covering his true face, which was particularly blurry.

"I, I want to ask why she went there? Is it really because of ...... Me? "Speech is intermittent and sobbing.

"No, it shouldn't be because of you. Rather, for the sake of the world, for the sake of the people, and to avoid the smoke of gunpowder and the destruction of lives, it was a last resort. Don't be sad, she should care about you. ”

Wang Xianfeng patted his back and comforted him lightly.

"So, I shouldn't blame her, right? She didn't forget me, she didn't get angry with me, but she had great love in her heart, which was not her heart, right? ”

He shuddered uncontrollably.

"Well, that's right, such a woman, what a strange woman, women don't let me shave my eyebrows, even I can't help but admire it, you meet her, it's really your blessing. It's a pity that there is fate but no point. I'm afraid that the most torturous thing in this world is nothing more than this. Ay! ”

Wang Xianfeng said a lot, but in the end he couldn't help but end with the word "hey", which shows his pity for them.

"No, no, I will never let this happen, even if it is death, I will change, change this thing."

He clenched his fists and said with some resentment, very hard.

"But this wood is already in the boat, how can you change it? Won't the bamboo basket be empty at that time? It will only hurt more people and hurt more deeply. Rather than this, it is better to forget about each other in the rivers and lakes, and from now on, strangers at the end of the world will be good to each other. Right! ”

Wang Xianfeng shook his head and sighed and said, he wanted to say something to comfort him and help him, but everything was in vain He knew that he couldn't change Li Yiyang's mind, but he still wanted to change it. Although, it will be rejected, but it will be rejected mercilessly.

"No, I know you're doing it for my good, but I'm not going to give up on her until I die. You're going to help me, right? He pleaded bitterly with Wang Xianfeng.

Wang Xianfeng knew that the result would be like this, but he didn't know that he was so obsessed with her.

Obsession was just holding hands with each other, but because it couldn't let go, it slowly shrank into an obsession, a kind of bond, a bond between two people.

"You, why are you like this, why do I say so much, you are still so stubborn, don't you really want to live? But despite this, if you don't think about yourself, you should also think about your relatives, think about your sister who has been lost for many years, think about the whereabouts of her who haven't been found, don't you regret that you don't want to find her? Or did you not even think about going to her? Facing Wang Xianfeng's step-by-step questioning, he was worried, and his tone and expression eased a lot.

"I, naturally, I thought about it, but the idea was too slim and naïve. For many years, I also thought like you, but over the years, I have experienced too many efforts in vain, seen too many dreams turn into bubbles, and experienced too many hopes turning into disappointments. Therefore, I have long been disheartened and indifferent to this matter. ”

What he said was very ordinary, maybe these experiences over the years have really changed him and changed his original intention.

However, despite this, you must not give up, you must firmly believe that hard work will be rewarded, and if there is hope, there will be success. You've got to believe you can find her, you know? Wang Xianfeng still persuaded him as he had just now.

"You're right, I shouldn't have given up." He couldn't help but say such a sentence, but it made Wang Xianfeng a little surprised, Wang Xianfeng thought that he was finally going to succeed, and couldn't help but secretly rejoice.

Can......

Fate is such a creation that makes people unpredictable.

"Although there is this kind of hope, but it is too small, if it is for a slim thing that can no longer be slim, and give up the person I care about the most, even if I find it realized, what can I be happy about, in the end it is not a lifetime of regret, a lifetime of sadness."

He broke Wang Xianfeng's thoughts again, so that Wang Xianfeng really didn't know how to persuade him anymore. Only one lament after another could be uttered.

"I don't know how to persuade you, so I'm not going to persuade you, but I want to ask you one more question, have you really thought about it? Don't you really regret it? Wang Xianfeng still did not give up, hoping to seize this near-zero turning point to convince him.

"No, I will never regret it." He spoke with great firmness and seriousness.

"Well, in that case, I have done my duty as a good friend and brother, but if there is any difficulty, I will still help you as much as possible, and you don't have to be kind to me, hey, but. You just said you wanted me to do you a favor, what kind of favor? Wang Xianfeng knew that this matter was irreparable, so he agreed to him and changed his attitude to help him.

"Well, you are the best brother of my Li Yiyang in my life, I am very touched, and I am also very grateful to you. Don't worry, since it's a brother, I naturally won't be polite to you, now, there is indeed a favor for you to help, you must help me, otherwise I'm afraid this matter will only fall short. ”

"Hmm. You said I would definitely help you. ”

Wang Xianfeng looked at him who was still leaning on the edge of the bed and said kindly.

"Since she is going there, I will naturally go with her, so I must leave the palace, otherwise, there is no way at all. Can you help me get out of the palace? ”

He looked at Wang Xianfeng, and the feeling was almost like grasping the last straw.

He is always not afraid of power in the palace, righteous and awe-inspiring, even if he is heroic, but he has inadvertently offended too many people, and those people still have some rights. His popularity is good, but it is only for some people who are often bullied and relatively humble, of course, except for Wang Xianfeng, who is a special case. Therefore, if he wants to get out of the palace, it is as difficult as climbing to the sky, so he will regard Wang Xianfeng's answer as a life-saving straw.

But although the two of them have a good relationship and deep brotherhood, their temperaments are very different. Wang Xianfeng is different from Li Yiyang in that he is not very nosy, especially for things that are of no value to him. He doesn't like to stand out, but he can always play with others in applause, and in addition, he is also very accustomed to stuttering, although it is not serious, but it is also a little. Therefore, whether he is popular, he is among some more powerful people, and for some more humble people, there is no intersection. But in his world, this Li Yiyang is also a special case, after all, Li Yiyang doesn't like the powerful, and hates those who only care about the stammering and don't care about other people. The two of them can know each other, and the relationship is so good, they can be regarded as two very strange and strange people, even Wu Shiren can't figure out how two people with so many different temperaments can get along so well.

So, Wang Xianfeng thought for a while and said to him.

"Don't worry, I'll have a way. You should pay attention to your body first and make a plan so that it is easy to implement. ”

"Well, I will, thanks, man."

He didn't know what to say, so a thousand words were condensed into a thank you. But he also knew that Wang Xianfeng could feel his feelings, even if it was just a simple thank you, it was enough for them.

So, he thought to himself, you don't have to worry, I will go to you, no matter who or what, I can't stop me from looking for and missing you.

The leaves outside the window are rattling, the wind outside the door is blowing quietly, and people from afar are waiting silently.

I love you, it's true.

Rest assured,

In the wind, in the rain,

I

Looking for you, looking for you.