Liu Rumu froze, stunned for a while, and suddenly raised his head to look at him.

"Can you let it go? If you could let it go, you wouldn't treat Ah Zhao like this. ”

Shen Zhengze looked at her for a moment, then looked away.

"I don't think there's anything wrong with the way I raised Azhao. Now he is both civil and military, plays a pivotal role in the court, and is the emperor's right-hand man. He's so good, isn't that what you want? ”

"All I want is for him to be safe and happy. You never ask Ah Zhao what he wants, what you do is just what you want. ”

Liu Rumu lowered her thin eyebrows, carefree, and turned around and went to the kitchen in the courtyard.

Shen Zhengze sighed lightly, looking at Liu Rumu's thin back, and felt a dull pain in his heart.

If you had let each other go...... Wouldn't they have to torture each other for most of their lives?

Shen Zhengze smiled bitterly and shook his head.

At this time, it was also the time for him to go to court, so he had to leave here first.

After he left, Shen Zhao walked out of the Buddhist hall.

Every time he has been wronged over the years, he will actually come to Liu Rumu's Buddhist hall.

Liu Rumu doesn't like to be bothered by mundane things in the outside world, so Shen Zhao never complains about half a word in front of her.

He just stayed here, smelling the unique sandalwood incense in the Buddha hall and listening to his mother's voice chanting the Buddha, and his heart would be much calmer.

He came out and wanted to tell his mother that he didn't want to get married at this time.

found that her mother was facing away from the courtyard gate and was crying silently.

"Mother......" Shen Zhao was a little panicked, he thought that his mother had been innocent for so many years, and she would no longer be moved by foreign affairs, but why was she so sad now?

"Did you think of your father's betrayal of you again?"

Liu Rumu hurriedly wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, turned around and smiled softly at Shen Zhao: "No, your father didn't betray me, he didn't do anything wrong." ”

"But outsiders say ......"

"The affairs of this country's mansion are naturally best known to the people inside the courtyard walls, how can outsiders know about it?" Liu Rumu looked at his son deeply and said earnestly, "Ah Zhao, I know that over the years, your father has been very harsh on you, but don't blame your father, he has a hard time." ”

"What's the problem?"

After Shen Zhao asked, he suddenly recalled what Song Beibei had said.

If his father really didn't care about him, why did he still spend his heart and soul on him, why did he have to be so strict with him?

He can provide him with food, drink and entertainment, and ignore him, and the Guogong Mansion is not unable to afford a waste.

Perhaps, he really has some unavoidable hardships for treating himself like this?

Shen Zhao raised his head suddenly: "Mother, what happened back then?" ”

Liu Rumu had bitter eyes in her eyes, and just shook her head: "Now is not the time to tell you, in short, you remember that your father does not love you, he has a hard time." ”

Since his mother didn't need to say it for the time being, Shen Zhao didn't ask much: "Okay......"

Liu Rumu raised his head and looked at his son, who was a head taller than him, and suddenly felt that Shen Zhengze was right.

This son is both civil and military, honest and brave, and has contributed to the society, and Shen Zhengze has done nothing wrong.

If Shen Zhaofei said that he wanted to blame, he should also blame her mother, because she did not fulfill her responsibilities as a mother.

All she can do now is do some trivial things well.

Liu Rumu turned his face again and stirred the noodles in the pot: "Wait a while, the noodles will be cooked immediately." You're going to study at the academy today, right? Let's go change your clothes. ”

"Okay......" Shen Zhao went very reluctantly.

He tossed and turned all night last night, and he didn't sleep well, if it was in the past, he would definitely continue to sleep at home today.

However, I thought that I was in too much of a hurry last night, and I didn't explain it to the little girl, and I was afraid that she would still be angry, so I went to the academy to explain to her.

Then Shen Zhao went to the academy.

……

The atmosphere of Qingbei Academy today is particularly gloomy.

The death of a person for no reason is nothing to a person like Shen Zhao who is used to seeing life and death, but for those scholars who are usually powerless, it is a very terrible event.

They were scared last night, and they were careful to shoot that one day this kind of tragedy would befall them.

As soon as the group arrived today, they gathered together to speak:

"The Qingbei Academy in the capital was built together with the Song and Qing dynasties when the emperor was still the prince. It stands to reason that the imperial court should attach great importance to it, why don't you send more people to protect us? ”

"You see that every few steps here are guards, but you can know that the imperial court has attached great importance to it, but the matter of the dead man yesterday seems to have been done by the king and the king, maybe no guards dare to stop it......"

"Have some confidence in our guards, okay? It must be that they don't dare to stop it, it's that they don't know! I've heard that the receptive room is a special place for students who have made mistakes, and in order to make them reflect, the receptive room is so far away that almost no one will go there. ”

"Anyway, I'm scared...... However, the Shen Inspector of the Spy Bureau will also come, although he is ruthless, but it is also aimed at those officials who have done wrong things. If something happens, he'll come forward to protect us, right? ”

Everyone wasn't sure, none of them had really come into contact with Shen Zhao, but they knew how ruthless he was from the rumors they usually heard about him, so they were all afraid of him.

At this time, Song Beibei also arrived, and everyone remembered that during the lecture yesterday, everyone saw this Song Jieyuan and Shen Zhao sitting together, and the two seemed to have a very good relationship.

As soon as the students summed up, they went to ask Song Beibei who Shen Zhao was.

"Song Jieyuan, you have a good relationship with Lord Shen, right? What kind of person is he? ”

Song Beibei was still angry about last night's incident, and said indifferently: "He, it's just that he is cold and unapproachable on the surface, in fact, he is a very good person, he likes to protect weak people the most, and he also likes others to be spoiled by him, if he squeezes two more tears out, he guarantees that he will not be able to find Bei!" ”

“…… You're talking about women, right? We are all men, if we also cry to him, will he feel disgusted? ”

Song Beibei smiled: "No, he treats men and women like women." ”

"Lord Shen is actually such a person? I really didn't expect it. ”

Song Beibei said with a smile: "Yes, in fact, he is rigid on the outside and soft on the inside, you don't have to be afraid of him, and you don't have to have a sense of distance from him." ”

All the students nodded, but they were still a little afraid to approach him.

At this time, Shen Zhao also arrived, and before the class started, he called Song Beibei to the courtyard outside to explain.

Song Beibei looked dissatisfied, obviously losing his temper, but he still followed.

The two walked under a big plane tree in the courtyard, Shen Zhao looked at the little girl's slightly puffed face, and said with a light smile: "Because I ignored you yesterday, so I was angry?" ”

Song Beibei wiped his nose, avoided his gaze, and said casually: "Hmph, I don't care at all, okay." You should love your brother, I have five brothers who hold me in the palm of my hand and love me, why do I care about you, my godbrother? ”