Chapter 229: Painful Washing
Uncle Mo Xitian spoke up, and said earnestly: "Tiantian, you listen to the uncle's advice, we countrymen, don't get involved in the affairs between the wealthy nobles in these big cities, go back with the uncle." ”
"No, why, why should it be?" Mo Xitian retorted loudly, tears streaming out of her eyes.
"Sweet!" Her uncle said in a deep and stern voice: "You look like this, how can you still keep it here!" ”
"You... Why the hell are you doing this, I'm your family! Mo Xitian cried and shouted.
"It's because you're our family that we're disgraced, you know?"
The word shame fell heavily on Mo Xitian's body, and her family, looking at her, looked disappointed.
"Tiantian, listen to us and go back with us." Relatives are all talking nonsense.
"yes, come back with us."
"What is it like to stay here......
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Mo Xitian looked at the family in front of her, their expressions were so worried, so disappointed, but why, she saw a different taste, there is no doubt that although Mo Xitian has many shortcomings, she has one thing, that is, she is very smart.
"Mom, uncle, you ...... Did Aunt Xu tell you something? ”
"Humph!"
The uncle didn't speak, but his expression betrayed him.
"You ......" Mo Xitian's heart seemed to be frozen at that moment.
"Although I am sick, at least I can still be cured, why, why are you forcing me like this?"
"Mo Xitian!"
In her memory, her mother had yelled at her a lot, but this time she knew that her mother was really angry.
"Shut up for me, don't be so shameless."
Shameless? Is she really shameless?
"Come back with me."
As she spoke, her aunt grabbed Mo Xitian's hand and pulled her to leave. There is no room for return!
Mo Xitian was stunned, her apricot eyes widened, and she looked at her aunt in disbelief, she would treat herself like this, reacted instantly, and shook off her hand suddenly.
With a sneer on his face: "You did this to me? Am I so shameful in your eyes? ”
Her uncle and aunt, who were originally opposite to her everywhere, looked contemptuous and disgusted at this time.
"Mo Xitian, do you really think you have climbed a high branch? People are wealthy, they want you if they want you, they don't want you if they don't want you, don't shame us! Or do you dare to be disobedient now? ”
Mo Xitian's eyes were full of despair, looking at the two people in front of her, this is the person her parents asked to take care of her! It's a joke! Big joke!
Their appearances are so familiar, but they can't be the same as before, money has lost all their sanity, what else is she worth?
There is not even half a point of warmth between them now, are these still her family?
Is it because of that hospital checklist that her life has become what it is today?
Why? Why do this to her?
Why, just let her taste of happiness for the first time, let her be separated from the happy world forever?
Thinking like this, she was already in tears.
However, she cried like this, but she could not get a trace of pity from her family.
They all looked at her coldly, "Mo Xitian, you have to cry, go home and cry, don't embarrass us here." ”
Mo Xitian smiled, she smiled poignantly, very poignantly.
She hoarsely voiced, closed her eyes, and turned pale, "I know, I know, I've embarrassed you, I'll go, can't I go!" ”
Since you have to force her, then she can't go!
It's just that she doesn't want to go back, she doesn't want to go back to that town, she doesn't want to see the kind of eyes and looks of her family.
She didn't want to get caught up in the memories. She thought that she should go for a walk, so she bought a plane ticket, packed her bags, and left He Shenlian's villa alone and went to France, this time, she did not alarm anyone.
On the other side, my aunt and relatives of the Xu family saw that Mo Xitian had already left, so my aunt called Shen's mother.
"You can rest assured, we have persuaded her to leave."
"Very good, the money will be credited to your account later, don't let people know about this matter."
"Yes, yes, yes."
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Mo Xitian sat on the plane, looking at the sky, looking at the white clouds, alone, and lowered his eyes.
The phone was turned off, and she seemed to have cut off contact with everyone else, and she only had some money on her, although it was not much, but it was enough for her to play for a few days.
She just wanted to distract herself, she just wanted to distract, she didn't know how to face He Shenlian, and she didn't know how to face others, her departure didn't let anyone except the Xu family and Shen's mother know, she was like she had left the trajectory of this world, as if she had never existed in this world.
A few hours passed, and she came to France, surrounded by people who spoke that she did not know the language, and who had a very different appearance and temperament from that of the Orientals.
She first found a hotel to stay in with the only French she knew, and then went to sleep.
Perhaps for her now, sleeping is equivalent to a good time to rest, a good time to forget her memories.
She once heard a saying: If you are really confused, if you are really helpless, then go to sleep, because there are dreams there.
The night passed.
When Mo Xitian woke up, he opened his eyes and saw the dazzling sunlight.
It turned out that after she opened the window last night, she forgot to close the window, and now the sun is so dazzling that even the room can be much hotter.
She walked to the window and was about to close it, when her eyes flickered and she saw a large banner on the other side that read French.
What it is, Mo Xitian doesn't know.
But the only 3 words she can understand are the 3 words I love you.
There was a commotion below, some people hugged, some people cheered, some cheered, there were roses, there were beauties, and there were handsome men.
Mo Xitian thought, this is probably someone confessing.
Her heart ached.
Her happiness has left her, that kind of romantic life, she originally longed for it, but now, those things can really only become longing, and she can only live in a dream forever.
She thought of He Shenyan, that man, so noble, so domineering, but so gentle and spoiled for her.
What's more, this time, after she came back, He Shenhui treated her like a treasure and doted on her.
She didn't want to leave He Shenbin, but Mother Shen forced her to leave, she knew how important it was for a powerful family to pass on the lineage, she couldn't drag He Shenhan's hind legs, and she couldn't drag down the entire Xu family. Even if he is not able to have children forever, there is still a possibility for her to be cured, but how likely is this possible?
She can afford to gamble, but the Xu family can't afford to gamble, and Shen's mother can't afford to gamble, and she doesn't want to gamble yet, she doesn't even want to give Mo Xitian this opportunity, so cruel that she was driven out of He Shenlian's world.
She didn't blame anyone, she knew it was just her own life, maybe she was to blame for all this.
She could probably guess what Shen's mother was thinking.
After she left him, He Shenli would be surrounded by a large number of women from the family, who were either well-behaved, gentle, cute, or charming.
One of them will become the future mother of the Xu family, marry He Shenhan, and with him, they will have children and a future.
But what about her? She, Mo Xitian, may only be a passerby in his life from now on, in his mind, her figure will eventually fade a little, a little!
She thought this, already overflowing with grief, and slammed the window shut, and she sat down on the ground, against the wall, crying loudly.
She told herself that it doesn't matter, Mo Xitian, cry and cry, after crying, you will be stronger, cry, here, no one can see, no one hears, no one will laugh at your weakness, no one will uncover your scars, live a good life!
In the future you will be better, you will meet better people, you will make a group of great friends who will take you out of the shadows, out of the original memories, and be yourself again.
That's what she told herself, but, is it possible?
He Shenhui ...... Cold words......"
In this completely strange country, in this completely strange place, she was alone, weak and exclaiming.
I'm tired of crying! She leaned against the wall and fell into a deep sleep.
When she woke up again, it was almost sunset, and her eyes were already red and swollen.
She looked at herself in the mirror, the appearance of people and ghosts, really, really annoying.
Is she still Mo Xitian like this? She closed her eyes and drenched herself with cold water, and she enjoyed the pleasure of being drenched in cold water.
After changing her clothes, she went out the door, she wanted to see the sunset.
There is no doubt that Mo Xitian can be said to be embarrassed now, and his face is almost haggard.
Her skin was pale, her eyes were red and swollen, her lips were a little dry, her hair was scattered, and her clothes were not dirty, but they were a little wide, making her feel as if she had just woken up.
She walked slowly, without looking at anyone, her expression was always faint, but her eyes revealed loneliness and desolation that did not fit her age.
The people next to her looked at her, they all looked curious, Mo Xitian didn't look at them, she didn't look at anyone, he just walked casually.
She knew that as long as there was no obstruction, she could see the sunset from anywhere, so she just wanted to find a better view.
That's all she thinks in her heart now, she wants to find a better view, sit quietly, quietly watch the beautiful sun, and slowly slide westward.
She had some, a few lines of dialogue, that came into her ears.
"Mom, I said I wanted to go out for a walk with you, now look at it, you're in a much better mood, aren't you?" Listen to this voice, and you will know that it is a beautiful woman. "yes, I'm in a much better mood." There was a smile in the man's voice.
"Then, let's walk two more laps later, and I'll accompany you to the vegetable market, and the relatives will come later, and I want to cook for them myself."
"Good. You girl, you just have filial piety. ”
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This conversation stung Mo Xitian's heart, she turned around and looked at a mother and daughter who got along very well, very harmoniously, and they were a pair of Chinese.
They saw Mo Xitian, and then smiled politely at her, but Mo Xitian couldn't laugh, they were really happy! Not like her.
She walked slowly again, but her mind was on something else.
Being a person like her, it's really enough of a failure.
The family's attitude towards her, she can see it clearly, she is not stupid, so why they received the news that she could not have children, why would they persuade her to leave, these are all reasons.