Chapter 103: Mu Xiyun is reborn
Since Mu Xiyun knew that her child was gone, she didn't eat or drink all day, just huddled on the bed with her hair down and wept.
Yu Mingche tried to comfort her several times, but she was kicked out, and now she can only listen to Raya's words, and she doesn't want to see other people's words, including Wuwei.
"Yun'er, this is the sand cucumber and snake soup that I asked someone to stew for you, it is very nourishing, can you taste it?" Raya walked up to Mu Xiyun with a bowl of fragrant soup and said.
"Raya, thank you for taking care of me all the time." Mu Xiyun smiled with difficulty and said to Raya.
"Actually, I didn't do anything for you, but your husband and master have been frowning for you for the past few days, in fact, Xiyun, the child's affairs have nothing to do with them, your master said, it's all karma." Raya said softly as she blew on the soup in the spoon.
"Raya, I don't want to talk about the child." Mu Xiyun lowered his head and said.
"Xiyun, you shouldn't run away anymore, I know you're sad in your heart, but you've been avoiding them like this, do you know how they feel in their hearts, King Yan is such an iron-clad man, he doesn't shed tears when he bleeds, but in the past few days, I have seen a lot of tears." Raya put down the bowl, took Mu Xiyun's hand and said.
"Raya, I know I shouldn't blame them, but I just think of my children when I see them." Mu Xiyun said what was in his heart.
Raya didn't continue, but picked up the bowl again, blew the soup again, and gently fed it to Mu Xiyun.
"Xiyun, do you remember what I told me about the sand snake?" Raya raised her eyes and looked at Mu Xiyun and said.
"Well, remember, you said that the sand snake is very cunning, hiding in the sand to attack livestock, just hunting endlessly." Mu Xiyun said seriously.
"The sand snake is very ferocious, but it is most suitable for stewing with the precious ingredients in the desert, because although the sand cucumber is nourishing, it has a fishy smell, and if it is stewed with the meat of the sand snake, the bitter smell of the sand cucumber is gone, and the toxicity of the sand snake is gone, you say that it never eats sand cucumber, but it will die because of the sand cucumber. In this case, who is right and who is wrong? Raya continued to smile and said to Mu Xiyun.
"Well, it's really not clear." Mu Xiyun seemed to understand something, lowered his head and drank the soup and said lightly.
"Therefore, some karma may not necessarily meet because of mistakes, but those who meet must have their own chances, and the child is your heart, but maybe this is the chance between you and her." Raya gently touched Mu Xiyun's hair and continued:
"I have been married to Ah Hao for several years and have no children, not because of any disease, but when I was pregnant many years ago, Cheng Duo was afraid that the birth of the child would threaten his status, so he drugged my food, the child was gone, and I also hurt my body. Over the years, I have persuaded Ah Hao many times to take a few side concubines, but he disagreed, he said that whether he has children or not, it is all chance, and if he doesn't have it, he won't fail me. You are better than me, the child is gone, but it has not hurt the root, there will be in the future, as long as you and Yan Wang continue to get better, there will always be a smart and lovely child. ”
Mu Xiyun listened to Raya's words, and her heart was very touched, it turned out that Raya had also lost her child, but she kept comforting her, and now when Mu Xiyun thought of the child, her heart was like being poked by someone, so like this, isn't it that Raya is poked countless knives in her every day.
"Raya, I'm sorry, I didn't know you lost a child too, I'm going to make you sad like this." Mu Xiyun said a little unbearably.
"You Central Plains people have a saying that time is a healing medicine, Xiyun, listen to me, learn to come out by yourself, you will find that you have not lost anything, and you are still there by your side." Raya smiled and took Mu Xiyun's hand and said, then put away the bowl and walked out.
As soon as she went out, Yu Mingche walked in gently, Mu Xiyun looked at him, and didn't lose his temper and told him to leave, just looked at him quietly with tears in his eyes.
He didn't say anything, just walked over, sat on the edge of her bed, took her hand, and looked at her with tears in his eyes.
"Yu Mingche, I'm sorry, I didn't protect the child." Mu Xiyun finally took a closer look at Yu Mingche after so many days, his injuries had just recovered, and there was still exhaustion and haggard on his face, but she only saw her sadness and didn't take into account his feelings.
"Yun'er, the person who should say I'm sorry is me, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't have been dragged into so many rights and wrongs, and you wouldn't have suffered such a blow." Yu Mingche looked at her and said seriously.
"Yu Mingche, Raya said that our child must be very smart and cute, but he thought about it for a while, now is not the best time, so he left, and will come to our side again in the future." Mu Xiyun cried and said.
"Yes, our children will definitely come back." Yu Mingche gently grabbed her and dragged her into his arms.
"Yun'er, I promise you, when these things are over, I will stay away from these grievances and take you to a peaceful place to live, at that time the child knows that we are stable, and he will definitely come again." Holding his beloved, Yu Mingche said gently.
"Will it? Will he ever come back? By the way, I saw Hongmei, Mama Chen and Wei Chiyan in my dream, and they said that they would take good care of him. Mu Xiyun talked about the things in the dream with tears in her eyes.
"They will, they will take good care of our children." Yu Mingche rubbed his chin against Mu Xiyun's hair and said unbearably.
"Yun'er, we are very concerned about you, you go out to see your master, in order to take care of the two of us in the past few days, he has lost so much weight that he can't be seen, do you still turn him away?" Yu Mingche raised his head and looked at Mu Xiyun and said.
She nodded slightly, and then was helped up by Yu Mingche, helped her put on her shoes, and put a cloak on her, when she did this, Yu Mingche's injury was still faintly painful, and her movements seemed to be very unsmooth, which made Mu Xiyun's heart feel unbearable distress again.
Pushing open the door, she was immediately stung by the strong sunlight outside, she squinted her eyes and looked at the people outside the door, Wuwei, Raya, Cheng Hao, Cen Yun, they were all standing at her door, and now watching her walk out, everyone's faces showed a look of joy.
Walking to the side of Wuwei, she took a closer look at his face, the original high-spirited man was now thin and his eyes were deep, but when she saw Mu Xiyun, she still smiled softly and gently touched her hair.
Mu Xiyun couldn't hold back any longer, and threw herself into Wuwei's arms and cried loudly, this complete crying is the last farewell to your child, if you feel tired, you can stop first, father and mother will continue to move forward, and when you feel suitable, you must remember to come back to us, we will always look forward to your arrival.