Cheng Jia woke up in the crook of Gao Zhan's arm in the morning, and Gao Zhan was still asleep.

She remembered what Gao Zhan said yesterday, and her heart was still filled with faint pain, she never knew that Gao Zhan liked her so much, and she also knew for the first time that loving someone could be like that. I love Gao Zhan, but it's completely two feelings. She lay on the bed and used her fingers to depict Gao Zhan's outline, Gao Zhan was very rough, Yin Tang was full, thick eyebrows and big eyes, and her eyes were closed quietly at the moment, like a child.

Cheng Jia didn't eat last night, and her stomach gurgled and woke Gao Zhan up.

"My wife is hungry!"

He picked up his phone, called the housekeeper, and asked the kitchen to bring breakfast to the room.

When Cheng Jia reacted, Gao Zhan had already hung up the phone.

"Gao Zhan, I'm embarrassed that you're like this! Do you know what we've done? ”

Cheng Jia's face was as red as an apple, and Gao Zhan looked at the red marks on her body, and immediately felt excited.

He hugged Cheng Jia: "If you know, you know, isn't it normal for husband and wife to be like this?" ”

Gao Zhan's hand became restless again, "I drank too much yesterday, and many details are paragraph by paragraph, let's revisit it!" ”

Cheng Jia pushed him away hard.

"Gao Zhan, it seems that my kidney tonic soup doesn't need to be drunk for you!"

Gao Zhan laughed: "I didn't need it!" You made me drink it! I pay attention to maintenance, how can I use it? ”

He hugged Cheng Jia and clamped Cheng Jia with his legs, making her unable to move.

Cheng Jia blushed: "You hate it!" ”

The knock on the door sounded at the right time. Cheng Jia was immediately silenced and shrank in the quilt.

Gao Zhan put on his pajamas and opened the door.

- It was the kitchen that brought breakfast.

Gao Zhan brought breakfast to the bedside table, wrapped Cheng Jia in the quilt, and held it in his arms.

"Come on! Let me feed you! ”

"Hehe, Gao Zhan, this is a little strange!"

Gao Zhan bit off part of the bun skin and gave Cheng Jia the middle to eat. Cheng Jia took a bite, and he put the rest in his mouth.

"Hmmm! What gets my wife's saliva is delicious! ”

Cheng Jia felt numb and said loudly: "Perverted!" ”

Gao Zhan smiled, "I have even more perverted ones!" ”

He fed Cheng Jia porridge with a spoon, deliberately filled his mouth, laughing while making it, and then held Cheng Jia's face and ate the porridge on her mouth.

Cheng Jia shouted: "Gao Zhan! It's disgusting! ”

"Really? What could I have been more disgusting? ”

"Enough! That's enough! You let me go...... Yes...... Gao Zhan......"

Cheng Jia's screams and Gao Zhan's laughter were heard in the room from time to time......

Cheng Cheng stood at their door with his schoolbag on his back, shaking his head, his little face full of helplessness.

"Mom and Dad are so boring, both of them forgot about their son!"

He slammed the door hard, and the sound inside stopped abruptly.

"Daddy, Mommy! I'm going to kindergarten! ”

"Okay, Cheng Cheng! Don't fight! ”

Cheng Cheng had already walked down the stairs.

Gao Zhan hugged Cheng Jia, who was wrapped like a zongzi, with a smile on the corner of his mouth.

"This stinky boy won't even answer!"

……

The days passed like this, and Cheng Jia and Gao Zhan went to work, accompanied Cheng Cheng, and went home every day. Occasionally, two bubbles were flipped: Cheng Cheng had a fight with a child in the kindergarten, Cheng Cheng used adhesive tape to glue the leg hair of the foreign teacher, which link in the company went wrong, and the superior department came to check......

Gao Zhan still fiddled with his stones, Cheng Cheng put his cards around, Cheng Jia's father and mother moved into the apartment, Cheng Jia was frightened that he had gained a few pounds and began to diet, Gao Zhan lured Cheng Jia to eat every day......

Every morning, Cheng Jia will go for a run, Gao Zhan will accompany him rain or shine, every time he runs over, when he comes back, Gao Zhan carries a section on his back, Cheng Jia walks for a while, and people who get up early and exercise in the morning are used to it.

However, in a car parked on the side of the road, there is a pair of eyes that are particularly unaccustomed today.

- Li Ye, he's out of prison!

Li Ye had already known about the company's affairs, and it was not out of his expectations, Gao Zhan would not be soft. Gao Zhan is the kind of person who easily does not have a seizure, and if he has an attack, he is not allowed to miss and kill with one blow!

In fact, Li Ye also insisted on Xing Shan, and when Cheng Jia went to him with their son in his arms, he knew that everything was irreparable! It's just that he can't let go of his unwillingness. Insisting on something that has no hope is in itself a punishment for himself, and after going through these things, he doesn't want to hold on anymore.

The love between him and Cheng Jia, Cheng Jia didn't feel sorry for him, but he didn't know how to cherish it. When they gave their love to each other without reservation, they didn't expect too much, they just hoped that Cheng Jia would accompany him. But slowly, he was no longer satisfied, and wanted Cheng Jia to be treated the same in return, just like himself, with only her in his eyes. But he forgot that he couldn't force it, he couldn't rush it! Cheng Jia said he wasn't love? That's clearly it! Because the love is too deep, you will want to possess, and because you are too persistent, you will always be in love.

Li Ye didn't know when he would be able to let go of everything, but he was really ready to let go.

"There is no past that cannot be let go, and there is no past that cannot be erased by time......"

Li Ye started the car, walked to Cheng Jia's side, and pulled down the window.

"Beauty!"

Gao Zhan and Cheng Jia turned around at the same time, both stunned to look at him.

"I'm going back to England, say goodbye to you, and give you something back by the way!"

Li Ye stared at Cheng Jia for ten thousand years.

He held out his hand.

Cheng Jia stood stunned, and after a few seconds, he reached out and took it.

——A ring, the only thing Cheng Jia gave Li Ye, the wedding ring she chose for him!

Cheng Jia looked at the ring with mixed feelings.

"I'm glad you're out!

…… Take care when you go to the UK! ”

Li Ye looked at Cheng Jia deeply, a woman who brought him sweetness, madness and regret, waved his hand lightly, and walked away.

Cheng Jia's hand still maintained the starting posture.

Gao Zhan suddenly picked up the ring and threw it out vigorously.

Cheng Jia exclaimed, she looked at Gao Zhan.

"It's a lot of fire! I didn't even know what to do with it, and you threw it away! ”

There was a little pain in my heart, and I was reluctant to give up.

"Cheng Jia! You don't get emotional anymore! I won't give you a chance to get emotional! ”

Cheng Jia smiled.

Gao Zhan looked at her smile that didn't reach the bottom of his eyes, and grabbed her hand strongly.

"Cheng Jia, I arranged it almost some time ago, we haven't had a honeymoon since we got married, you want to think about where to go, let's have our honeymoon by the way!"

Cheng Jia almost didn't keep up with his brain circuit, "Honeymoon? ”

"Going abroad? Europe? Or South Korea? Japan? Gao Zhan then asked.

"I want to go to Tibet!" Cheng Jia blurted out almost without thinking.

Gao Zhan was surprised, and after a while, he said loudly: "Okay! Let's go to Tibet! Revisit the place where we met. ”

After speaking, he half-squatted and motioned for Cheng Jia to come up.

Cheng Jia opened her mouth: "Again?" Mr. Gao, do you want to eat more for breakfast? ”

"No, I'm afraid that your soul will be snatched away, and you have to be called back!"

"Nonsense!"

"Good! I'm talking nonsense! If the process is not good, when will you be smarter? ”

Cheng Jia didn't speak, leaning on Gao Zhan's shoulder.

We live in this world, we will always encounter all kinds of people and things at different stages of life, we will have different feelings of sour, sweet, bitter and spicy, sometimes we are at a loss, sometimes we are full of ambition. But for better or for worse, it's a part of our lives, and even if we start all over again, we will still make the same choice. That chance is predestined, it is predestined from the time you are born, fate is hidden in your character, and character determines people's choices. How smart is it?

In the entanglement between Cheng Jia and Li Ye over the years, they both lost: there was a good beginning but no good ending, and they were extremely mismatched but their love was vigorous, until they lost their original intentions and ended miserably. Cheng Jia would rather believe that this is the debt of her previous life, and it is a bad fate that cannot be avoided!

In their relationship, there is no difference between each other, because they are related, love is, and so is pain!

Gao Zhan carried Cheng Jia on his back and walked forward step by step, Cheng Jia did not kiss him as usual, but quietly pressed his face.

"Cheng Jia, I want to tell you a story."

"You say!"

"Walking alone in the desert, he is tired, thirsty, exhausted. Just when he was almost in despair, he noticed an oasis not far ahead. The man forgot all his tiredness and ran there in a hurry.

The moment he saw the oasis, he felt extremely happy.

When he walked over, he picked up the sweet water, and when he drank it, he felt so happy.

He was full of drinks, lay on the ground and rested, and he felt very happy. But there is no way to compare it with the happiness in front of me.

Why? ”

"Because she's not so thirsty!"

Gao Zhan smiled and felt that Cheng Jia's answer was very cute.

"We don't feel so happy drinking water, and we feel strange if we lie on the grass.

It's the same drinking water and lying down, why is there so much difference? ”

He asked softly.

"Why?" Cheng Jia asked rhetorically.

"Because the more desires there are in life, the easier it is to ignore them in the present moment. Water is inherently sweet, but we have too much in our hearts and ignore it. In the desert, the instinct to survive makes people forget everything, and water is the only moment.

If you don't let go of the past and don't let go of your obsession, you will forget to feel the present! And it is the only moment to touch life, there was no life in the past, and there is no future! Only now! ”

Cheng Jia kissed Gao Zhan big.

"Honey, I got it!"

Gao Zhan said again: "I have already forgiven Li Ye!" ”

Cheng Jia: "Huh? "Yes.

"Li Ye is very sad and pitiful, he doesn't know what to do to have happiness! Because pride, anger, and fear of loss held him back, I was much freer than he was! I have no regrets, no confusion, I am comfortable enjoying everything in the moment.

Forgive him, and the shadows of the past won't dominate my life now! Forgive him and I will truly kick him out of my life! ”

Cheng Jia got off Gao Zhan's back and hugged Gao Zhan.

"Husband! Thank you for forgiving him, and you forgave me too, I know that I didn't handle it well, let us go through so many detours, make you feel distressed and resentful, I am not mature enough, we all let go of the past and enjoy the present, you are the spring in my desert, the steamed bun when I am hungry, and the toilet when I can't hold it back......"

Cheng Jia gushed endlessly, and Gao Zhan laughed.