Chapter 80: A Lonely World
Walking out of the hospital, it was already past noon, Xia Feng endured the discomfort of the ore disease attack and came to a park near the hospital.
At this time, there was no one in the park at all, and he walked into a small forest with his head down, and couldn't hold back any longer.
Holding on to a tree.
"Wow!"
A large mouthful of blood spurted out of his mouth, and the color of the blood had turned dark red compared to the morning.
A deep feeling of weakness swept through his body, like irregular intermittent episodes, each of which weakened his organs even more, and it was obvious that the discomfort was worse than in the morning, and a dull pain began in his stomach, accompanied by a burning sensation.
At this moment, Xia Feng suddenly felt very lonely.
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It is human nature that humans are social animals, and people seek a sense of identity and fear loneliness that no one understands.
Just like the super rare operators were drawn in the Ark of Tomorrow, at this time, the world was divided into two halves with players as a group, half of which were drawn by the European Emperor, and half were the non-chieftains who were not drawn.
Yes, you drew it, but if you don't tell anyone about the result, you may be even more uncomfortable than if you didn't, and whenever someone talks about this topic, you can't help but want to tell him, me too, I'm the same as you, or rather, I'm different from you non-chiefs.
This is the epitome of human beings' pursuit of identity and finding their own social status, people always want others to understand what they are experiencing, always want to find their own place in the circle, compared to physical pain and the difficulties of life, loneliness is the most feared thing of the human subconscious.
Stray cats can survive well, but stray dogs die quickly, and human beings are willing to give up their individuality and follow commonality in order to pursue social recognition, which is determined by the nature of human beings who cannot be lonely, rather than by social morality.
Enduring the pain of his body, at this moment, Xia Feng felt that he had been completely isolated from this world he was familiar with.
The king is arrogant and lonely, but after the wheel of history has been run over, the deeds of the king can still be praised for future generations to judge right and wrong.
But the summer breeze cannot.
No matter who it is, relatives and friends, or even his good brother Zhang Yuan, as long as he is in this world, no matter who the people around him are, they can't get him out of this strong sense of loneliness, and no one can understand him.
It would be nice if at this time, the turtle was around.
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Half an hour later.
The discomfort finally subsided, and Xia Feng walked out of the grove and bought a bottle of mineral water at the newspaper stop.
After pouring a few sips of ice water and rinsing his mouth, he drained most of the remaining bottles of water in one go, and Xia Feng threw the empty bottles into the trash.
At this time, an old man passing by suddenly stopped and picked up Xia Feng's ore water bottle from the trash can again.
It turned out to be an old man picking up waste, and he blamed him for not finding it in advance, so the old man struggled to pick up the bottle again.
Xia Feng just wanted to say sorry to the old man, but the old man glared at him, threw the mineral water bottle in his hand into the trash can next to him, and scolded him loudly.
"Do you understand garbage classification, this is recyclable garbage, litter your sister, stupid X without quality."
“???”
Xia Feng was scolded and lost his temper, when was the garbage classification implemented?
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The world is still familiar to him, everyone is running around for life, worrying about some trivial things.
At this time, Xia Feng finally felt that he no longer belonged to this world.
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Returning to the mobile phone store to retrieve the mobile phone with the changed screen, Xia Feng walked around the street like a walking corpse.
Walking through the boulevard where he went to the park when he was a child, and walking through the intersection that he had to pass every day after school, Xia Feng didn't know where he was going, perhaps, he just wanted to use the eyes of ordinary people to remember the appearance of the world in his mind.
As the sun sets, fiery red clouds turn the horizon red.
Before you know it, the time has come to dusk.
Xia Feng was walking on a small road, and a group of middle school students who had just finished school walked on the opposite side.
One of the students was holding his phone as he walked, while the others walked around him with a hook and a gesture.
"Whether you can get past this level or not, I've tried a few times."
The little fat man with the phone pouted.
"Look at me this time, the second little cotton sheep who prostituted a friend will definitely be able to pass, and then I will be the first man in the class to pass 3-8, you all have to call me big brother."
"Cut, it's the first one, our squad leader passed the day before yesterday."
The little fat man was a little annoyed, and he swiped the screen of his phone while scolding.
"Grass, what a broken play, the little sheep will die after two cannons, garbage, garbage."
Xia Feng, who was passing by, glanced at these middle school students, and from their conversations, he could tell that they were playing Ark of Tomorrow, and although it had been a long time since they left the suit, the game was still popular.
However, Xia Feng doesn't care about the game itself anymore, because what he has experienced is more real than the game itself, and he is overwhelmed by the reality.
After seeing the real world of Terra, he realized that everyone, whether it was a low-star operator or a six-star operator, was a respectable Ark Knight, and even if they lost their homes and became infected, they still guarded Rhode Island for their last hope.
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At this time, the little fat man with the mobile phone suddenly scolded.
"Grass, it's dead again, these garbage workers don't have any eggs."
The classmate next to him suggested with a smirk.
"You can't do this, only if you can resist can you have output, replace your silver ash and replace it with a snake slaughter box to resist."
The little fat man raised his eyebrows.
"your fart, can a four-star broken operator be as strong as my silver boss?"
"It's not a question of whether it's strong or not, you have to be able to resist, if you don't listen to me, you'll keep losing, hahaha."
The little fat man retorted arrogantly.
"Get out, Lao Tzu doesn't need to be low-star, this is an insult to the European emperor like me, what kind of garbage snake slaughter box, there is no output at all, like a stinky stone, I know how to be beaten, if there is a decomposition function, I will decompose her, the snake slaughter box is the most garbage operator."
"Smack!"
In the next second, the phone in his hand disappeared.
I don't know when, Xia Feng has appeared in front of the little fat man, he has a gloomy face, and snatches the little fat man's mobile phone.
The group of middle school students were stunned on the side of the road, and the little fat man stared at Xia Feng.
"Who the are you doing, what are you doing snatching my phone? Hurry up and give it to me. ”
Xia Feng clutched the phone tightly, and had no intention of returning it to him, and the little fat man glanced at his mouth arrogantly.
"Poor crazy, you, dare to rob my mobile phone, do you know who my dad is?"
Xia Feng didn't speak with a gloomy face, and then held the phone up in front of the little fat man.
"Pap, papa, papa."
In front of this group of students, Xia Feng used one hand to pinch the little fat man's Xiaomi MIX3 into scrap metal little by little.
The screen burst open, the metal plate twisted, and the fragments cut several wounds in Xia Feng's palm, and blood fell to the ground drop by drop along his fingers.
And his expression didn't change in the slightest.
"Bang!"
The phone's battery exploded due to squeezing, blowing the already twisted body of the phone to pieces.
The group of students instinctively retreated from the sound of the explosion.
A puff of green smoke drifted by, and Xia Feng shook off part of his palm, which was already blackened and fleshy.
He looked at the group of students with a calm face, and a quiet voice came out of his mouth.
"The turtle is not weak, she is the strongest operator in the whole Ark, there is no one."
After saying this, Xia Feng left the stunned group of students with a lonely back, turned around and left the street.
The little fat man looked at the fragments of the mobile phone on the ground in a daze, and muttered to himself.
“MDZZ。”
He looked at his classmate next to him.
"Damn, I'm sick when I meet a spirit, Lao Tzu's mobile phone! Which of you hurry up and help me call the police, lend me the phone, and I'll call my dad first! ”
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The summer breeze walked aimlessly along the river, and the afterglow of the setting sun shrouded him in a golden light.
The blood that flowed from his fingers fell to the ground along the road, and his brain went blank as he felt the sharp pain coming from his palms.
This pain was much milder than the countless wounds on his left arm that inexplicably burst open during the battle with the Ravens that day.
People can change, and unconsciously, he has been afraid of injections since he was a child, and he has adapted to the feeling of pain, perhaps because he has experienced the feeling of near-death more than once, as long as he can still feel the pain, it proves that he is still alive.
The river is sparkling and reflects the afterglow of the setting sun.
Xia Feng stopped, raised his head, and saw a person standing across from him.
It's his good brother, Zhang Yuan.
I don't know when, Zhang Yuan actually found Xia Feng, and he glanced at Xia Feng's bloody left hand with a complicated expression.
Said softly.
"Xia Feng, are you going to disappear from this world again without anyone knowing?"