Sigh in the middle of the night in the wind
() (non-text, the author nags, contains spoilers for the new chapter of the ark, and the unfinished ones are selectively watched)
Hey, I was slapped in the face, I'm so angry!
Feng Feng pushed all the plots, and his mood was a little complicated, Miss Frost Star died.
Let's not talk about those emotional things, let's talk about the plot and what I want to explain, first of all, the main plot made me dizzy, and the position conflict of the infected is almost the same as what I have always thought, but the things involved behind Longmen and Ursas are too difficult to figure out, it can be seen that there are many mysterious forces that balance each other, those wearing black cloaks, and those in red robes, including those who were disposed of by Lao Wei before, the integration movement was used, and the Dragon Gate general planned to eliminate many of the original infected people in the city, Many of the integration cadres who everyone was willing to persecute before were a little miserable.
It's hard to guess who is the counter-transferee at the end of chapter 6, because Tallulah doesn't show up during the whole process, and all the information is someone else's subjective interpretation of her, and whether she herself knows the result and still insists on going her own way, or whether she thinks the sacrifice is worth it for the sake of a greater victory in the end, or whether it is really a so-called betrayal, the truth is a bit confusing.
Just like a game of chess, before the results of the last step are presented, no one can understand her true intentions, maybe not be understood, but she still did it, maybe there is really a reason for her to do this, but the right and wrong of this truth will be judged by everyone's own concepts.
Okay, let's talk about this book.
Chapter 6 is over, and I think several of the important descriptions in this big chapter are about integrating the cadres, Faust is dead, the monarch killer is gone, Mephistopheles is struck to the point of losing his smile, the snow monster squad is gone, and the most important thing is Froststar.
Froststar's death can be said to be the most regrettable, in the end, she joined Rhode Island, but only as an operator for a few seconds, and couldn't even write an agent profile about her, I don't know if this is a relief for her, but for the living, it's a deep regret.
My mood is also very complicated now, Frost Star has never appeared in this book, but the friends who see it all know that Feng Feng created the role of Frost Moon in the early stage of this book, and the purpose of I created the role of Frost Moon was to pave the way for Frost Star, I had planned the appearance of Frost Star for a long time, a long, long time ago, and it was a very important role, at that time there was very little official information about her, almost a name and a vertical painting, I wanted to make this character three-dimensional, I can only find an original backstory to foreshadow.
But YJ was very caring, and he presented the backstory of Frost Star in full in Chapter 6, which caused my whole body to crack.
This will not only lead to my previous original Frost Moon plot having nothing to do with the official at all, but also the plot that I bothered to design later, but this can't be helped, in fact, I already knew that the setting would be forced to death by the official, as long as it is written in detail, it will definitely conflict.
I thought about it for a long time after pushing the plot.,The speed of the official update is too slow.,But the plot of this book has to go on.,I thought of a lot of problems when I sorted out the plot.,The plot about the frost star I designed later is definitely not going to be used.,Of course, I can also use it forcibly.,Just like I said before.,It's a parallel world.,But I thought about it later.,It doesn't feel very good.,At least I'm not very satisfied with myself.。
Otherwise, I can only delete the appearance behind Frost Star, so that she becomes a legend who only hears her name but does not see her body, and the previous information about Frost Moon is discarded, and it is regarded as an OOC that cannot be reversed, when it is a small episode that is difficult to distinguish between truth and falsehood, Frost Star no longer appears, this is the first method I think of.
This method may be the easiest and most trouble-free, as long as my foreshadowing is wasted, as long as the character does not come out, there will not be too much conflict, but I think about it again, this result is even more dissatisfied with me.
I'm the author of this book, but I'm also an ark player who loves this game, and every player who has a passion for the ark regrets Froststar's death, especially her last words and last smile, I tried to apply Xia Feng's character, if it was him, I definitely didn't want to be unable to meet an important character because of the plot conflict.
Xia Feng's current timeline is three years before the Checheng riots, three years ago at this point in time, it represents the possibility of everything being redeemed, even if she doesn't meet Frost Star, of course she is still alive at this point in time, but time represents endless eternity, if you don't interfere, the ending is still unknown.
If you lose this line here, it will be a failure, I don't want Froststar to become Schrödinger's cat, at least I want to see traces of her life, if I can't even redeem my regrets, then the doujin will lose its meaning, I think so.
Frost Star is a character that I have prepared for a long time, there are many characters in the Ark, each player has a favorite character, and in the official set ending, their experiences cannot be changed, because each setting forms part of the story, but in my story, I may be able to change some things willfully, which is why I set the time point of the story three years ago.
For example, I will ask Xia Feng to find the turtle who traveled alone three years ago, take Ifrit away from Rhine Life in advance to help her open a barbecue restaurant, make Lapland no longer a lone wolf, help Vina share those heavy burdens, etc., unconsciously, it seems that a lot has changed.
Let's be honest, I felt deep fatigue for a moment when I was thinking about these things, and there was also a kind of grievance of being denied, I am not a professional author, and I may not have written what everyone wants, but this book really took me a lot of energy and effort, enthusiasm can offset exhaustion, but there are always times when I am weak.
When I became skeptical of what I had written, my enthusiasm was somewhat extinguished, and I was forced to change the development to something that didn't meet my wishes, and the designed characters couldn't appear as expected, because the conflict was abandoned, and it was really uncomfortable.
For a moment I really wanted to give up thinking.,I really feel a little tired.,It's a fan.,I also know that I'm really a little stupid with myself.,But I still can't help it.,Maybe I'm too serious.。
I wasn't very sure before, until I thought about it now, and now it's two o'clock in the morning when I type these words, and I decided, I really want to write Frost Star, I want her to live in my story, and I want Xia Feng to change something.
I decided to change the background in front of me, it may be very troublesome and a waste of time, but I still have to change it, including the plot I designed in the follow-up, I will change the background about Frost Moon and Frost Star to fit the official setting as much as possible, rest assured, the plot behind will not be discordant, Frost Moon has passed, no matter what kind of background it is, it will not respond to the logic of the plot, as long as Frost Star can appear normally, I will also rewrite the outline of the plot later.
That's it, in order to make Frost Star appear smoothly, I can only do this part, Memoste is not important, I can only abandon that foreshadowing, let the little friends who see there look confused, Frost Star must be found, she will definitely be allowed to appear, and she will be invited to eat barbecue, and save money on an air conditioner in summer.
That's it, don't be afraid of any difficulties we encounter, face it with a smile, Oreo is four dollars a dollar, hehe. I don't know what I'm talking about, and finally say a sad thing, I'm sinking, bankrupt and didn't smoke Huang, sure enough, my European gas has been sucked out, so angry, don't come to tell me when you smoke Huang, go and go, go away, don't stimulate me.