Extra: The Awakened Man in the Sarcophagus (3)
In the endless darkness, I don't know how long I have been asleep, until a beam of light tears through this never-ending darkness and I wake up.
I don't know who I am, but for me it's a story that has been repeated countless times, and the moment you reach out from the sarcophagus, the story with a predetermined ending begins.
And I'm just an actor who can't change the script.
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Rhode Island is a warm home, and the integration movement is an icy organization, but neither of them is very important to me, because no matter how my identity changes, the results remain the same.
People who are very important to me will die, for all sorts of reasons.
This may be called the closure of the world line, I can't change the set result, no matter what choice I make, what kind of interference I make, the result is just as hopeless.
And the only thing I can do is to use a special method to bring everything back to square one after all the misfortunes have happened.
Then, everything flows, and the cycle repeats.
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I thought I would continue the endless journey of reincarnation, and as long as I didn't give up, everyone didn't really pass away.
However, I still overestimated my heart, and in the midst of despair again and again, my heart was on the verge of collapse.
I thought I could do it, but time wears away everything, including a strong will.
I was tired, and in the cycle of reincarnation with no light in sight, I had the idea of giving up, the world could not be changed by people like me, and even now, I still don't know who I am.
Everyone in Rhode Island calls me a doctor, but only I know that I am not a doctor.
I was tired, and I finally chose to give up.
But in my last moments to reset everything, this endless cycle created a shift.
A completely unfamiliar image broke into my mind.
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It was a different world from Terra, but for some reason, that world gave me a sense of familiarity.
In that world, I saw a person who was sick in secondary school, even though he was already a college student, but he would still spend two months of living expenses for a certain mobile game, and in my opinion, he was a hopelessly stupid person.
Is it stupid? That's the light I see.
Because in him, I seem to see my own shadow.
Then, it's up to you.
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Even though my short life has been reincarnated countless times, there are still some things that I don't know.
For example, I still don't know who I am.
For example, I still don't know where the Ark of Tomorrow will go.
For example, I still don't know why there is a big windmill in the room of the Rhode Island snake slaughterhouse that she has forgotten why, but cherishes so much.
But that doesn't matter anymore, stupid Form 2 boy, and then, it's up to you.
Her ideal is to save everyone, even if she is not understood, even if she will be turned to ashes, she has never wavered, she is really a naïve and self-righteous stupid girl, a human from another world, I have only one request, before she turns to ashes in order to save everyone, please save her.
I don't know if my last voice was reached to him, and I don't know if he would choose not to come back because he was afraid to leave this world.
Finally, at the end, my soul became more and more blurred in the darkness, until I completely forgot everything that had happened.
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Everything flows, the sun and the moon change.
I don't know how long it took, but I opened my eyes again, and in my vision, there was a desolate road.
Who am I.
Why am I here.
Until now, it seemed as if I was going to convey my voice to someone, or maybe I was going to witness something for the rest of my life.
No, I can't think of anything, my head is groggy, and when I think about it, my brain volume seems to overflow, and my skull seems to explode.
I felt dizzy when I saw the world in a chaotic way, but I quickly got used to the visual system.
I could see objects far away, and I could accurately capture small unidentified creatures speeding through mid-air, which was a strange feeling, but my body was as accustomed as a matter of course.
No, I can't stay here, my instincts tell me it's dangerous.
I seem to be looking for someone, and it seems like there is more than one, and I want to make sure that many people are still alive, but maddeningly, I can't remember who these people are.
My brain exploded with just a little complicated thinking, which made me have no choice but to give up thinking.
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Instinctively dispelled, I began to move, my perspective could be pulled very high, and the wind through my body was very strong.
In the process, I was hungry.
I looked down at the land below, and soon, a city came into view.
At the edge of the city, I saw a special area that had been divided, and it was very empty, and there were a lot of people dancing in it, and I couldn't figure out what those people were doing.
Hunger made me instinctively search for food, and soon I was able to identify something to eat in the open area below.
With a swoop, I went straight to the round object next to the fire, trying to swallow the food into my stomach.
But just as I was about to eat a grain of food in my mouth, a huge black shadow enveloped me.
In the next second, a giant claw held me firmly, and I struggled desperately, but the strength was not at all level, no matter how much I tried to escape, I couldn't get rid of the shackles of the giant claw.
An instinctive thought came to my brain that I was going to be eaten.
The man who grabbed me held me in his hand and made an unknown sound, a sound of strange frequency and complex pitch changes, a sound that was simply incomprehensible.
But for some reason, I was somewhat familiar with the sounds, but my brain couldn't quickly figure out what they meant.
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Next, I gave up the struggle and resigned myself to the fact that the giant creature grabbed me.
I was taken into a moving object of steel, and after a period of jolting, I was sent to a home.
There were a lot of people in the hall of the house, and after I was brought in, these people started communicating in that complex voice.
Miraculously, after a short period of adaptation, I was able to discern the meaning of the sounds.
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"Brother Feng, I caught a pigeon for you."
"Where did you catch it?"
"I caught it in the training ground, it's quite fat, we don't have any tools, so we thought I'd bring it to you."
"Why did you bring it to me?"
"Of course it's eating, doesn't Ifrit have a ready-made oven?"
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I couldn't fully figure out what the words meant, but I could roughly tell that they were going to eat me.
A thin little girl walked into the hall from the courtyard and took me from the man's hand, and she led me to the steps in front of the door.
I was going to be killed by her, maybe to witness my death, and there were many people around me who came to watch.
"Tong!"
A red flame rose in the little girl's hand, and I was pressed to the ground, and the intense heat scorched me from opening my eyes.
All it took was a little closer to her palm and I would have lost my life in an instant.
But for some reason, she didn't continue with the next move.
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"This guy ...... Looks a bit like Hemer. ”
Then she said, "Hemmer," a name that struck me with a sense of familiarity, but I couldn't figure out the deeper meaning.
The little girl didn't kill me, I was let go by her, and the last time she looked at me, there was a hint of nostalgia, perhaps, it should have something to do with the Hermer she mentioned.
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The world was dangerous to me, and after escaping it, I didn't leave here, because I could feel that as long as the little girl was there, I wouldn't be eaten.
After that, I became a part of this barbecue restaurant.
Those trance-like thoughts faded into my mind, who I was, what I was going to do, all these I had forgotten.
I'm looking for someone, maybe I've found it.
Do I want to witness something, maybe I'm witnessing right now.
The daily routine of the barbecue restaurant is day after day, and gradually, winter is coming.
I stayed in the cage that Xiao Ye made for me, and I was close to an owl that was fierce to me at first, but later became friends with me.
I forgot everything, or maybe I just didn't want to think about it again.
As to why I don't want to remember, I can't answer that, because I'm just a laid-back pigeon.
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Oh yes, by the way, the little girl who saved me also gave me a name called Little Goo.