Chapter 184: Help Me
Outside.
In the face of doubts from her sister, He Shishan seems to be a qualified listener,
didn't interrupt or interject halfway, and quietly stayed in place to look at He Yunsheng's gradually moist eyes in front of him.
As my sister just said, He Shishan has always liked to hide things in her heart and bear it silently by herself since she was a child.
When I was a child, I was bullied by the boys around me, and it was clear that as long as I told my mother, the other party would stand up for myself and seek justice, but at that time, she had just lost her father and remembered what the other party had told her.
Learn to be strong.
It is precisely because of this that He Shishan will silently resist everything, whether it is happy or unhappy, she is like this.
Like before the wedding with Liu Changyong, the person secretly prepared a gift for himself on the eve of his birthday.
Obviously too happy to be happy, but pretending to be indifferent.
The excellent results of the child's first semester exams after going to school will be proud and at the same time pretend to be serious to tell the children not to be proud, and she is stupidly happy in the bedroom looking at the two report cards until midnight.
The same is true of receiving a call from Ye Qingxuan before the divorce.
At that time, Liu Changyong's forced appearance of being relaxed every day made her feel distressed, and she wanted to comfort but didn't know what to say.
If you ask He Shishan if she cares about this home?
The answer is undoubtedly yes.
If she didn't care about her, she wouldn't choose to leave for this family, and she wouldn't leave the pair of children she loved and cherished very much.
And that beloved husband.
As if she wouldn't tell her, He Shishan also buried this matter in her heart and never revealed it to anyone.
On the one hand, it is an agreement, and on the other hand, it is also the character she has cultivated since she was a child.
And now, in the face of her sister's questioning, she can't tell everything she suffered, and she doesn't know how to explain this somewhat complicated matter to the other party.
looked at the sister in front of him, and the other party's blame sounded in his ears.
The emotional He Yunsheng's eyes were already moist, as if tears would fall in the next second.
But the mouth that kept opening suddenly stopped after seeing He Shishan sobbing.
“……”
He Yunsheng stopped, looking at the way her sister in front of her cried and wiped it away with the back of her hand, she was stunned for a while as if she was scared stupid.
In her opinion, her sister who has always been strong...... I would have cried at this moment.
Not only He Yunsheng, but even He Shishan herself found it difficult to understand, the feeling of grievance seemed to emerge in an instant, and the dull feeling in her chest became more and more serious.
The hand was raised again, and He Shishan wanted to wipe away her tears.
But no matter how much she wiped it, she couldn't dry it.
"Sister......
"Strange...... Did you get into something dirty, and you always felt uncomfortable in your eyes......"
As if she had made an excuse for herself, He Shishan turned sideways and lowered her head slightly, she didn't want her sister to see her appearance now.
The tone of the excuse also had an obvious trill, which made He Yunsheng panic.
Her blame could no longer be spoken, but looked at He Shishan in front of her.
Putting aside the prejudice against her sister, she has always taken care of her in her mind and accompanied her more of her sister's figure, but the two sisters who were originally close have drifted apart with the passage of time.
The meeting again was not the laughter of the past, but full of quarrels.
And He Shishan also feels the same way.
In the past, my sister, my sister who kept shouting, now I dare to count my own mistakes head-on, and it just so happens that the other party's number makes her feel a sense of sadness.
Maybe it was the perennial depression, and the emotions exploded at this moment, and He Shishan couldn't control herself well.
Even though she kept wiping her tears with her hands, her movements became bigger and bigger, but she still couldn't wipe away the tears that kept flowing.
The strong coat seemed to have a crack at this moment.
He Shishan is about to hold on to it.
"I ...... I don't know why it's like this......"
The trilling voice when he spoke became more and more obvious, and he wanted to show a smiling face but couldn't do it, so he simply covered his face with his hand, for fear that He Yunsheng would see his current depressed appearance.
"I don't know what to do...... I didn't do anything to be sorry for him...... Why does everyone think ...... It's me who did it wrong......"
"What are you talking about......"
"I'm not sorry for him...... I'm not sorry for Changyong...... I just want to help him with the burden, I just want the child's life to be better......"
The choking sound became more and more pronounced.
"Why...... I don't know what I'm doing......"
The hand that hid his face was completely released, as if he was holding his sister's hand when he was a child, and He Shishan came up.
He took her palm in his hand.
"Yun Sheng...... I can't live without him, I can't live without the children...... I will be back, and I will be back soon......"
“……”
"Sister, please, can you help me...... Just help me keep an eye on him during this time, and don't let him find other women......"
Like pleading words, He Shishan had never spoken to her in such a tone.
Since her mother's death, her only family members are Liu Changyong and a pair of children.
And her own sister.
The level of education her sister received was not very high, and she spent most of her time at home when she left campus early, and the same was true after marrying Liu Changyong.
All his thoughts fell on the children and her husband.
For her, home is all there is to this world.
With reddened eyes, he looked at He Shishan, whose face was full of tears, and He Yunsheng didn't know how to respond to the other party.
Judging from what the other party just said, her previous conjecture was not correct.
As if shocked, He Yunsheng was stunned for a while and then hurriedly asked.
"What did you just say? You didn't feel sorry for him? ”
"I'm not sorry for him......"
"And where did you get your money?"
A fatal inquiry came out of He Yunsheng's mouth, and Liu Changyong had asked her a similar question.
But at that time, He Shishan responded to the other party with silence.
This time, she was equally silent.
Looking at He Yunsheng, who was full of anxious expressions on the other side, he hesitated for a long time and then spoke.
"I got a call that day......"
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There was a sound of the door being opened outside the bedroom, and Sun Lili hurriedly got up and left the bedroom after hearing this movement.
After closing the door of the bedroom behind him, he looked at He Yunsheng, who had just entered the room.
From the appearance, it can be seen that the other party's state at the moment is not good.
Stepping forward, Sun Lili looked at He Yunsheng in front of her and asked.
"Where's your sister? Where did it go? ”
She went back. ”
Replying to the other party briefly, He Yunsheng walked towards the position where the sofa was, and after arriving at the sofa, he sat down as if he was weak.
Seeing her friend's appearance, Sun Lili felt a little anxious.
also quickly came to the sofa and sat down, looking at He Yunsheng, who was starless, and hurriedly asked.
"What's wrong with you? What did both of you say? ”
“……”
Silent, He Yunsheng did not look to the side and ask his friend.
Instead, he stared ahead, the words he had just heard flashing in his mind.
"It's over......"
I don't know how long it took for her to mutter, as if talking to herself.