There were no fingers in the room, and the only source of light was the faint light from the window.

Blinking his eyes a few times, Liu Changyong looked down slightly, and vaguely seemed to see that the hands hugging him behind him had tightened a little, as if he was afraid that he would break free from her.

In fact, Liu Changyong is planning to do this.

After a moment of silence, his hand climbed onto the back of He Shishan's hand, and with a little force, he could remove this hand that was not so delicate to the touch, but he felt the coldness of the other party's palm just now.

Unlike normal people's palms, which are often gentle, Ho Shishan's hands are relatively much more cold, and if you want to describe them in words, they are probably like the kind of temperature that has just been pulled out after being inserted into an ice bucket.

The action stopped for a moment.

With the passage of time, Liu Changyong himself has ceased to be influenced by his predecessor.

When he first came to this world, he still had a great affection for He Shishan, but as the days passed, that feeling was fading little by little, and the days with He Yunsheng seemed to accelerate the forgetting of this feeling.

So much so that even if He Shishan is close to him now, he himself can't afford to have dirtier thoughts at all.

"Just let me hug like this for a while......"

Afraid that Liu Changyong would let him return to the big bed, He Shishan said such a thing for the third time.

The tone was more or less pleading, and the fear was greater than anything else, and she was afraid from the bottom of her heart that she would be rejected by her husband.

The act of getting close is even closer, Liu Changyong can even feel the feeling of the hot air spraying on the back of the neck when the other party breathes, and the next second he feels the contact between skin and skin.

The temperature is also sensed with the skin, and He Shishan seems to be about to melt into her husband's body, and even if she is tight, she may not be able to remove it.

Burying her face deep in Liu Changyong's back, the simple fragrance of the other party's clothes came into her nose, mixed with the smell that made her feel comfortable and reassured, and the memory seemed to emerge at this moment.

He Shishan still remembers the days when she just got married, and she hugged each other to sleep every day like now.

Liu Changyong was her first man.

It will also be the last man.

People are selfish creatures, and whenever they encounter something they like or something delicious, they subconsciously want to take it for themselves.

Nowhere is this more evident than in childhood, when people themselves learn to disguise themselves as if everyone were wearing a thick mask.

can never guess what she really thinks in her heart.

Liu Changyong seemed to feel that the clothes on his back were soaked.

The wet feeling made him feel that it was not so comfortable, and the other party's tone also had a faint crying feeling, and it was obvious that the other party was also trying his best to restrain himself.

I don't know if it's because I haven't shared a bed for too long, Liu Changyong doesn't understand why He Shishan is crying.

"It's the same when I first got married, you hugged me all night...... My arms are numb from my pillow......"

“……”

Liu Changyong and He Yunsheng have also had a similar situation, and the two sisters seem to like the sleeping position of pillow arms.

After waking up in the early morning, the feeling of losing consciousness in his arm will probably not be forgotten by Liu Changyong for the rest of his life.

The words continued.

"After the child was born, the two of them were too noisy at that time...... I was in a very bad mood during the postpartum period, you obviously taught self-study late every day at that time, and when you came back, you still hugged me and told me interesting things that happened at school......"

“……”

There are such images in the memory, but they are all memories that belong to the original body.

If he hadn't deliberately recalled it, or someone had deliberately mentioned it, he wouldn't have thought of it anyway.

Hearing He Shishan's description, Liu Changyong not only did not miss the slightest, but became more and more dissatisfied, after all, it was not something he himself experienced lightly, even if he knew that the process of the incident would still have an unreal feeling.

He Shishan was particularly nagging tonight, she didn't know why she was talking to herself for a long time.

just hugged Liu Changyong from the small things when she just got married to some trivial events after the birth of her children, these memories are the most precious memories for her.

From the time when I first met the teenager who lost his family, to the palace of marriage.

The expression of surprise on the other party's face after the pregnancy, and the two sisters and brothers who went to the mother in the middle of the night to ask how to make the child cry less in the middle of the night after the birth of the child......

Before you know it, the couple has spent most of their lives, but their peaceful and peaceful daily life has been completely destroyed by their former friends.

From the depths of He Shishan's heart, there must be resentment.

She felt sorry for Ye Qingxuan, who broke this life, especially after learning what the other party had done behind her back, this nasty feeling came to a climax.

Can...... No amount of complaining will help, and now she just wants to return to this home.

Immerse yourself in your former family.

Get...... Husband's understanding.

The memory killing did not work, in essence, the result of He Shishan's chatter for most of the day is undoubtedly for Liu Changyong today, and the husband who the other party misses has left forever as early as the moment he came to this world.

However, it was impossible for Liu Changyong to tell the other party these words.

Even if you tell the other party, in this modern society where there are no cows, ghosts, snakes, and gods, such words will not be easily believed.

There are some things that Liu Changyong can only bury in his heart.

After coming into contact with all kinds of people around him, he is also changing little by little, Han Xin's mother and daughter's attitude towards life, Jiang Linyue's deliberate concealment, He Yunsheng's optimism, He Shishan's peace and stability, and Ye Qingxuan's bold behavior......

So many things have happened unconsciously, and Liu Changyong is also changing little by little from the person who was smiling but very gloomy behind his back, to the current appearance little by little.

Liu Changyong doesn't want to live like he used to be.

In this world, he has a family and children...... As a father, maybe it's time for him to mature.

The night was still so quiet.

He Shishan was already asleep.

I don't know how long she said it, she just leaned on Liu Changyong's back and fell asleep.

Although Liu Changyong never replied to He Shishan from beginning to end, he listened to everything the other party said.

In this life, from the moment after birth, until birth, old age, sickness and death, there will be more or less unforgettable regrets.

And Liu Changyong ...... I don't want to let regret go into the ground with me.

He didn't want to linger on regrets.