Sure enough, Liu Changyong still opened his mouth to talk about the two of them.

There was no pause, and there was no room for He Shishan to respond, and then he spoke again.

"Actually, I've always wanted to explain to you, but I haven't had a good chance...... It could be the time when you weren't at home and unknowingly ......"

"I see."

The tone was unexpectedly flat.

He Shishan suddenly interrupted Liu Changyong's speech, and after the intimate drama was over, it was time to get down to business.

Liu Changyong in front of him has become different from before, but there is no change.

It's just that the attitude towards her has been transferred to his sister He Yunsheng, of course, there will be heartache, but most of the emotions have already been generated last night.

Now that she heard Liu Changyong mentioning this matter, she was unexpectedly a little calmer.

One night is enough time to think.

Obviously, He Shishan also figured out some things this night, just as she had said to her sister He Yunsheng last night.

Maintain the status quo...... Sustain the present days.

To some extent, she has chosen to back down, taking a step back in this relationship that has lasted for more than ten years.

"Yunsheng told me everything, and I don't know who to blame...... After all, there are my mistakes, if I had communicated with you at that time...... If I weren't so stupid, if I read a little more, I wouldn't be so deceived by her......"

It's like reviewing yourself, and it's more like taking all the pots on yourself.

He Shishan seems to have always been like this.

She has always wanted to take everything on herself, and then silently digest and bear these alone.

At the beginning, she saw the decline of her husband's career and the changes in her family, and it was precisely because of this that she made that immature move, which evolved into the current situation.

In her subjective consciousness, the origin of the matter is her decision in the first place.

If she hadn't made that decision, she would still be happily living with her family now.

How can there be so many things that make people feel bad......

"So, let's keep it as it is...... I don't know what to do......"

"Do you really want that?"

Before he finished speaking, Liu Changyong interrupted the other party.

He Shishan's self-deceptive remarks made Liu Changyong a little unbearable, everyone's character is acquired, and it is He Shishan's experience when she was a child and the environment that made her what she is now.

I like to carry everything alone......

"Learn, right...... Even if you want to study now, it's not too late, the adult college entrance examination adult university is now available, if you want, I can help you arrange these for as long as you want. ”

“……”

"It's okay to work if you want to work in the future, I'm not the same as I used to be...... I can do things that I couldn't do before, and you don't need to worry about things at home, I will take care of everything properly, and you can do everything you want to do with peace of mind, even if it's ......"

"Even if you leave this house?"

"Sishan ......"

"Liu Changyong......"

For so many years, He Shishan called him by his full name for the first time like now, and in Liu Changyong's own impression, he hadn't heard the other party call him like this for a long time.

"I'm not a child, and I'm not as relaxed as Yun Sheng...... I have Yourong and Changwen, and I'm not without nothing......"

“……”

"If you let me go, where can I go now? The reason why I chose to divorce in the first place was to hide everything from you...... I just wanted to make my family feel better, and I did something like this because I was so stupid and stupid......"

“……”

"Yes, I regret dropping out of school a little, I regret that I didn't have a good diploma, I couldn't stand up and carry this family in your hardest days, I regret that I can't answer if my children ask me about learning in the future...... But compared to these......"

He Shishan looked at Liu Changyong in front of her, and her eyes were extremely firm at this moment.

It was unprecedented, unprecedentedly determined.

"I want to be with you and watch your child grow up healthy and healthy...... I want to see the two of them go to junior high school, high school, and college...... I also want to see Yourong get married, and I also want to see Changwen get married...... There are so many things I want to watch, but I don't watch it alone, I want to ...... with you."

“……”

"After all...... You are the father of the child...... There is no way to change that...... Isn't it? ”

Listening to He Shishan's words, Liu Changyong didn't know what to say for a while.

The other party can give up the attitude, and can lower his status again and again.

Even if he can be indifferent at home, the other party can bear it silently as if he was nothing, Liu Changyong can't figure it out, he can't think about it clearly...... Why can He Shishan tolerate such a situation?

Thinking about it from another perspective, if it was him, if he was in He Shishan's situation now, he would not be able to endure it no matter what.

The hand on his lap was clenched, and Liu Changyong looked at He Shishan.

"I don't want to lie to her."

She was referring to her sister He Yunsheng, which He Shishan knew very well.

"I've lied to her many times because I'm such a person...... But even so, she believed in me again and again, and I didn't want to disappoint her. ”

"What about me?"

"I don't want to continue to make you uncomfortable, and if there has to be a trade-off, I think I already have the answer."

“……”

fell silent, and He Shishan's eyes became very puzzled when she looked at Liu Changyong.

The man who said these words in front of her made her feel an inexplicable strangeness, and her husband in her memory would never say this.

Because her husband has loved her only person from beginning to end.

But no matter how you look at it, the appearance, height, and voice have not changed at all, except for a slight difference in personality, the person in front of him is his beloved husband.

After so many years of companionship, it is not so simple to give up.

He Shishan couldn't let go from the beginning, and she wouldn't choose to let go, even if Liu Changyong's attitude was very clear at this moment.

Even if...... His words chilled her.

However, He Shishan still gave her own answer.

It was also the result of a night of thinking about it on her own.

"I can accept that."

“……”

The whole person was stunned, Liu Changyong looked at He Shishan in front of him, thinking that there was a problem with his ears.

Seeing that the other party did not reply, He Shishan repeated it again.

In more detail.

"I can accept living together, since there is no way back...... We are a family of five, and we ...... together Together......"

"Are you crazy? You know what you're talking about? ”

"Isn't that what you men want? I say so...... I've already said that, and what's there to complain about! ”

Just in an instant, He Shishan cried.

This is probably the most aggrieved moment in the years she has grown up.

Not one of them.

"I ...... That's all I can do now......"

“……”

"It's the only thing that doesn't lose you...... The best way not to lose a child......"

“……”

"I don't know what to do......"

“……”

"Everlasting ......"