(I forgot to update it yesterday, and today I made up the two-in-one chapter)

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The voice that has appeared in the dream countless times echoes in the ears as if there is nothing.

Solandelle suddenly had an illusion, as if she had returned to the field of laurel flowers in her dreams, and saw the eyes hanging in the sky overlooking the world, and the golden dim sun.

Looking at Solandelle's deeper and deeper eyes, Ye Xiaochen knew that she could no longer resist reality: "The kind of dream you had, I have also done it countless times, maybe the scene is different. But the implication is the same. ”

"That's the arrogance factor in our body that is restless, and as Chino becomes stronger day by day, the broken arrogant subject in his body longs to be replenished, and it will resonate with the scattered factors."

"People who don't have the arrogance factor don't have that kind of dream."

The campfire crackled, the glimmer of light reflected in the darkness faded, and Solandale closed her eyes and her lips trembled slightly.

After a long time, she said desolately, "He has been lying to me all along." From the first time we met, everything he said was a lie to me. Even though I asked him so many times, he never told me the truth. ”

Ye Xiaochen's eyes fell lonely, shook his head and said, "In my opinion, that's not a lie to you, he just didn't tell you the whole truth." ”

"Before the final hunt begins, both the denier and the reincarnation have rules that prohibit the disclosure of reincarnation information to the life forms of the native world, so no matter how much he wants to tell you, there is no way to tell the truth."

"Rules. It sounds like a game. In the darkness, Solandale curled up with his arms folded, his voice so low that he could barely be heard: "If the kind of supreme power you are talking about really exists, then what is our own existence as the 'life forms of the native world'?" ”

"If you want to hear the truth," Ye Xiaochen pursed his lips and sighed, "Maybe it's nothing." ”

"Under the power of the Supreme Being, life and time can be manipulated."

"A person's life may have confusion, entanglements, love and hatred, and in his eyes it is all a real life, but for the Supreme Being, this person may be just a string of data, a symbol, which can be fabricated at will."

"The same is true of time, a person can live for a hundred years is a long life, a dynasty lasts for a thousand years is a miracle, the first human of our civilization may have been born tens of thousands of years ago, but these are all a flick of a finger for the supreme being."

"So you ask me, what is your own existence. I can only answer you, maybe nothing. What seems great and eternal to you is but a drop in the ocean. ”

After a long silence, Solandelle's eyes reopened, full of tiredness: "So, what is the last answer you refusers are looking for?" ”

Ye Xiaochen shook his head: "I don't know, no one knows until I really see the answer." ”

He paused for a moment and silently added, "But one thing is for sure, someone has to go that way." ”

Solandale smiled self-deprecatingly, "So he asked you to kill me and take away the arrogance factor in my body?" ”

Ye Xiaochen was stunned: "Why do you think so." ”

Solandale: "As you said before, in order to unlock the ultimate ability of arrogance, you need to complete the arrogance factor first. ”

Ye Xiaochen smiled slightly, his gaze softened, he added some firewood to the bonfire, and the bright light of the fire illuminated Solandelle's little face.

Ye Xiaochen looked at the person opposite over the flames and said unexpected words: "The person who wants to make up for the arrogance factor is not him. It's you. ”

Hearing this, Solandale seemed to be frozen, and sat there motionless, only the dim light of the fire jumped on her face.

Looking at Solandelle's blank eyes, Ye Xiaochen did not continue to elaborate, but smiled lightly and changed the topic: "I have a question, what do you think of Chino all along?" ”

Solandelle didn't come back to her senses for a long time, and it wasn't until Ye Xiaochen repeated the question that she began to recall the details of her time with Chino.

She thought about it for a long, long time, to think about her experience with Chino, to think about his journey, to think about what he had done.

In the end, she gave her own answer: "A person who is very obsessed with the goal and will do anything to make it possible." ”

Ye Xiaochen fiddled with the bonfire with a firewood stick, revealing a deep smile: "Correct, but it's also one-sided. I know him a little better than you do. ”

"I once asked Chino what has sustained him to get to where he is today. Why did you persevere? ”

"In other words, others may have a variety of answers, such as whose will they inherited, for the sake of family, lovers, friends, or simple dreams, etc."

"But Chino's answer to me was – I just wanted to go to the end and witness that answer."

Solandale recalls that year, when she, Chino, and Lorna sat in the garden under the moon, talking about their future lives, and they talked about their goals in life, and Chino gave this answer.

Solandale lowered his eyes and said silently, "He said this to me before. Just want to go to the end. Does this make any sense? What about witnessing the answer? ”

Ye Xiaochen smiled meaningfully: "This is what makes him special." The reason why he has come to this day is not driven by any external motivation, it is nothing more than that he is a refuser, and there is still one thing that has not been completed, so he wants to continue walking. ”

As for what the final answer is, it is good, it is bad, it is grandiose, it is ethereal. He didn't really care at all. ”

"So in my opinion, he is a nihilistic person, with no dreams, no beliefs, nothing, like a dead being, but alive, just trying to finish the path he should take."

"Of course it's true that he doesn't even care about his own life, so how can he care about anything else?"

Solandelle looked at Ye Xiaochen: "Haven't you thought that if you take away the arrogance factor in my body, and then take away Chino's, you will make up for it?" ”

Ye Xiaochen smiled self-deprecatingly: "How could you not have thought about it, but do you think it is realistic?" ”

"I'm just a body that has survived for thousands of years, my strength has melted, I have no ambition anymore, and I don't want to see more bloodshed. After all, I can only be a sacrifice, a stepping stone to the end. ”

"If the Pride Factor were only for me, things would be very simple. I will take the initiative to find Chino, let him devour me, and let him go to the end to complete his last unfinished business. ”

"But you showed up, everything was different, and he couldn't continue to move towards the finish line."

"Different?" Solandale looked desolate and asked sadly, "Do you think he cares about me?" ”

Ye Xiaochen asked rhetorically: "How do you know that he doesn't care about you?" ”

"In your opinion, what does it matter how you behave? Do you want him to be like the princes in those love stories, and send you roses every day? Talking about love over and over again? Crying and crying when you leave? ”

"No, Solandelle, no. He is a person with a lack of normal emotions, but the absence does not mean complete extinction, and he also has his own unconsciously emerging feelings, but the way he behaves is different from ordinary people. ”

"He cares about your performance, the cathartic sound of suppressing restlessness, the gratuitous indulgence in the face of revenge, and the steps that stop before reaching the end."

In order to witness the final answer, he went further and further on the path of reaping reverence and being revered as a god, not being held back by anything. He will let go and remove all obstacles in front of you, including letting you go. ”

"Because he knows that no matter where you go after you leave, you will live in some corner of the world that he can touch, and your life will be long, and you will see each other again in the future."

"But if, in the end, the price is to really lose you, lose you forever, and there is no trace of you in the world, he would rather not be this god."

Ye Xiaochen stared into Solandelle's eyes, and his voice was as soft as the evening breeze: "What do you think this is?" It's love, silly girl, it's love. ”

Love.

Time seemed to be penetrated at this moment, and Solandelle's innermost memories were quietly awakened, and scenes from the past changed in front of her eyes like fireworks, making her fall into a trance.

Ye Xiaochen looked up at the starry sky, as if he was looking at the supreme being behind the galaxy who didn't know how many years had been born: "This world is a huge chessboard, and everything on it is at the mercy of the supreme being. ”

"All living beings, noble and poor, are only small things fabricated by the Supreme Being, and every life is like a marionette, which is demarcated from the moment of birth to death."

"What joys, sorrows, beliefs and ideals are all fleeting clouds and smoke, leaving no trace in the face of time, even if a refuser like me is the same after failure."

"We are nothing before eternity."

Solandelle felt a pang of amazement in her heart, she raised her head and looked at the same sky as Ye Xiaochen.

If the Supreme Creator really exists, everything in all living beings is fabricated by Him, and even the trajectory of fate is drawn up, then what is his persistence for so many years, those pains and abandonments?

Everything seemed to be in vain, and she felt as if the first half of her life had never existed.

Ye Xiaochen: "There is only one other eternal existence that can face eternity across time, and that is the refuser." ”

"You were just a very ordinary life in the arrogant world, no different from others, everything in life is false, but at this moment, there is one thing that is truly presented to you, and that is the love that comes from the rejector."

"As an eternal being, He willingly stops for you before the end. Silly girl, do you know what that means? ”

This means that in his heart, it was, is, and will be. On every time scale, he loves you dearly. ”

The new dry wood in the campfire was almost burned out, and the light became so dim that even Solandelle's face could not be illuminated, and the whole person was slowly swallowed by the darkness.

Love

What a distant word.

Ever since she left Dogulland, she had forgotten the word.

All the memories that belonged to the past have also withered.

Sometimes, she is even afraid to fall asleep, because she always goes back to the past in her dreams, and every time she wakes up, she has to endure the torture of things and people.

She lived in this uninhabited hermitage, and thought that no one in the world would remember her anymore.

The people have the life they dream of and don't need her anymore.

The enemy, having won the long-awaited victory, no longer remembered her.

Everyone started their new lives and forgot about her.

But on the other side of the distance, there is such a person, who has been concerned about her from beginning to end.

In the 17 years since they met, he has never said "I love you" in person.

But now she suddenly realized.

It turns out that everything he does, he is saying "I love you".

In the haze, you can vaguely see something reflecting the glimmer of light constantly slipping down, dripping on the dead grass and making a clicking sound.

I don't know how long later, Solandelle's trembling murmur came from the darkness: "You said before that the arrogant factor in my body has been passed down from generation to generation through the Sun King Shrine. ”

"But on the day of the fall of the gods, the Sun King's Soul Shrine had been destroyed along with the statue of the god. If I die and the arrogance factor in my body has nowhere to go, will it disappear forever? ”

Ye Xiaochen quickly shook his head: "The arrogance factor will not disappear, if it loses its host and carrier, it will split into countless fragments, and it will be inherited by people in this world randomly."

"It's the most terrible thing for an arrogant world. Because if you die, the devil will never be restrained again. So please don't think about it, don't even think about it. ”

Solandale didn't speak, she added a few pieces of wood to the campfire, and the light of the fire lit up again, and a smile appeared on her little face that she hadn't seen in a long time: "I'm just asking." ”

It was a smile that Ye Xiaochen couldn't understand after living for thousands of years.

Ye Xiaochen dispelled his distracting thoughts and continued: "The arrogance factor must be unified, which means that only one of the three of us can witness the final answer. ”

"This man was supposed to be Chino, but as long as you're alive, he'll never reach the end."

"So, please go to the end in his place, complete the unity of the seven sins, and end this eternal reincarnation."

"Everything is ready for you. Two days later, the army of reincarnation will descend on the arrogant world, and Luo Qingfeng, the captain of the Emperor's Landing, will suppress all the reincarnators and make them unable to move. ”

"And you, you will absorb the arrogance factor in my and Chino's bodies and become the next generation of arrogance."

"Although everything has to start from the beginning, there will be no difficulties in your path, and you will not encounter reincarnation hunting, because all reincarnators have been suppressed in this world, and they will not lose their way, because every step of the way Lukino has walked for you."

"As long as you learn his methods, support the people, and make them respect you like a god, you can easily reap the awe value, and there will not be even a little war and gunsmoke, and you will become the happiest one among the arrogance of all generations."

"So, go forward, Solandelle, with the will of me and Luo Qingfeng, and with Chino's love for you, go to the end."

Under Ye Xiaochen's longing gaze, Solandelle didn't give a definite answer, she just looked up at the night sky silently and said softly, "I have a request."

Ye Xiaochen didn't think twice: "You say." ”

Solandale: "I'd like to go back to Dogulland."

Ye Xiaochen nodded: "Of course you can." But please wait here for two days, I will pick up Luo Qingfeng immediately, and when we control the main force of the reincarnation, I will come to pick you up and take you back to Doguland. ”

"On the 30th day of returning to the snow, you will become a god in your hometown!"

(End of chapter)