Chapter 19: I Just Want Them to Live

It is indeed a good place for autumn outings.

When several people arrived at their destination, such thoughts welled up in their minds.

In the morning of autumn, the sun is shining, there is still the residual heat of summer on the body, the river in front of you is not in a hurry, the water quality is clear, sparkling waves, the grass on both sides of the river has begun to be slightly yellowed, there is a maple forest not far away, at this time has begun to have a faint red to reveal out, a colorful autumn scenery.

Yang Jie screamed exaggeratedly, dropped the things in his hand, and ran towards the river with his hands open.

Yan Xiao looked at Yang Jie's distant back speechlessly, closed her eyes with a smile, took a deep breath of fresh air, turned her head to Li Wen on the side and said, "The taste of nature." ”

Li Wen nodded, and raised his hand again to gesture to the things in his hand, "Let's go, let's go over too." ”

Yan Xiao looked around, but he didn't see Jian Shang's figure, thinking that what he said would be there soon, Yan Xiao hesitated, but walked towards the river with Li Wen.

According to the address given by Yanxiao, the closer to the destination, the more Jian Shang found this place very familiar. When I got to the front of me, I realized that I had really been to this place, but it was many years ago.

At that time, he was still a young hairy boy, in his sophomore year, the single dog boss pouted with his dormitory and a girl's dormitory in the same class, and the last two young men in the dormitory discussed with the girls to come here together, but the boss did not pursue the girl he liked, but by the river, Jian Shang was confessed by another girl. But at that time, he was full of spirits, where would he take these children's feelings to heart, so he naturally politely rejected the girl's confession, but Jian Shang was jealous of the boss for a long time at that time.

Many years have passed, and the scenery here is still the same, but the people have lost their news. But come to think of it, everyone should have found the girl they really love, with an ordinary or great job, living an ordinary or great life, except for themselves, and ...... Gao Yi.

Yanxiao had already seen Jian Shang from a distance, and when he was not paying attention, he secretly ran closer, but stopped when he saw Jian Shang's expression. He stood there motionless, his eyes as if he were looking far away, as if he had seen nothing, the corners of his mouth pursed and lowered, revealing a sense of sadness.

"Hey!" Jian Shang's thoughts were suddenly interrupted by the girl who suddenly jumped out in front of him, and before he could react, he was pushed forward by her behind him, "Let's go, uncle, we bought a lot of delicious food, let's go and have a look." ”

Taking advantage of the crisp autumn weather, there are many people who come to the river for an outing. Yang Jie was chatting with a fishing couple not far away, Li Wen said hello to Jian Shang who came over, and began to busily open the dinner cloth and put the things he brought over. Yan Xiao pressed Jian Shang on the napple and explained, "Uncle, you can eat as much as you want." After speaking, he ran to Yang Jie again.

Jian Shang sat there and laughed dumbly, he really thought he was a young greedy young man.

Looking at Li Wen, who was busy on the side, Jian Shang asked, "Need help?" ”

Li Wen waved his hand hurriedly, but said without raising his head, "Yanxiao is a very simple girl." ”

Glancing at Li Wen, Jian Shang was silent for a moment, then nodded noncommittally, took out the camera from his bag, got up and walked out.

When it was almost noon, the two girls were reluctant to come back, and Li Wen, who was leaning on the tree and reading, raised his head and said to the two of them angrily: "You invited me to play, and then left me here alone, is it appropriate?" ”

Directly ignoring the resentful class leader, the two girls laughed again. While he was making a fuss, Jian Shang walked out of the maple forest on the side with a camera. Yang Jie saw it, and immediately rushed up, "Hey, God, you're here, great, I really wanted to look at your camera when you took a graduation photo for us last time, can I take a look at it now?" ”

Jian Shang handed over the camera.

After looking at it for a long time, Yang Jie gave up with a last face, "It's too complicated, I don't understand." He glanced at Yan Xiao next to him teasingly, and said, "Great God, in addition to the scenery in your camera, there are photos of Yan Xiao, I was next to Yan Xiao just now, but I didn't even have a single hair in the mirror." ”

Yu Guang looked at Yan Xiao's flushed face, Jian Shang took the camera and replied lightly, "Well, there is a charge for taking pictures, and hair is no exception." ”

Yang Jie, who wanted to say something more, was covered by Yan Xiao with one hand in her mouth, dragged to the side and beaten violently.

A hearty and fun lunch. The sun shines on people warmly, sitting by the river and watching the clear river flow, talking and laughing a little drowsy.

In a daze, he felt a dark shadow covering him, and then sat down beside him, and looked at it, it was Jian Shang.

"Thank you for inviting me to come on an outing, Yan Xiao, today I feel like I have returned to my student days, I am very happy."

Yanxiao woke up instantly, and hurriedly waved his hand and said, "Don't be such a polite uncle, just come out to play and relax together, I'm also very happy that you will come." ”

Jian Shang smiled, "It's National Day soon, how are you going to spend it?" ”

Yan Xiao looked sad, "I don't know yet." "Do you want to work overtime? Yan Xiao thought silently in her heart.

"Aren't you going home?"

Hearing this, he was silent again, and only after a while did he reply sullenly, "I don't want to go back." ”

"Are you still arguing with your family?" Jian Shang suddenly remembered the phone call he had heard a few months ago.

Holding his legs, his chin on his knees, he looked at the river with a smile, and said slowly for a long time, "They carried me behind their backs, divorced, and remarried, and I felt abandoned, although I knew it was selfish to think so, but I still couldn't forgive them." ”

Someone on the other side was using a stone to float in the water, and the small stone floated over the water, causing a few ripples, and finally fell into the water with a pop.

Jian Shang looked curious, and also picked up a stone and threw it towards the water, not surprisingly, the stone fell directly into the water.

Clapping his hands, Jian Shang sat back again, his tone was light, "When I was in school, my relationship with my parents was not good for a while, I felt that they didn't understand my pursuits, my dreams, they would think why I couldn't listen to them and walk the path they arranged for me safely." Even ...... They came to see me before the accident, and I was tired of not being in the mood to see them. However, until they really leave this world, I can no longer hear their nagging, I can't see their faces, I think, what bullshit ideals and ambitions to pursue, compared to these, I just want them to live. ”