Chapter 181: Duties as a Mother
Seeing that she was already too sleepy to open her eyes, Tang Xuan sighed and said, "Forget it, let's talk about it later, you sleep well first, and I'll go and let the kitchen prepare some of your favorite food." ”
After all, she is her own daughter, how can she not feel distressed.
"Okay." Chen Xi nodded and lay down, falling asleep in less than a minute.
She has been taken care of very well since she was a child, but she has never suffered anything, and after staying up all night, her body has reached its limit.
In the morning, I didn't feel anything because I was thinking about things.
Now back in his room, the whole person relaxed, sat on the bed, tiredness came up, and he had already begun to be confused.
After hearing Tang Xuan say that she should rest first, she immediately fell asleep.
Seeing that she was breathing steadily and evenly in less than a moment, Tang Xuan sighed, gently covered her with the quilt, and then walked out lightly.
This daughter of mine was raised too weakly.
As a mother, she should naturally be happy to know that she had a good life before and had not suffered much.
But at the same time, I can't help but worry about her future life......
When Chen Xi woke up, the sky outside had already darkened.
She felt that she had slept very deeply, but she did not sleep well, and she had nightmares one after another, and several times in the middle of the way, her consciousness had been awakened, but she could not get out of the dream and wake up.
After sleeping, she did not feel refreshed, but weak, and her head was dizzy.
But it's not as sleepy as before that I can't open my eyelids. Chen Xi rubbed his temples and walked out of the door.
"Xiaoxi, are you awake? Come here. ”
Tang Xuan was sitting in the living room, directing the servants at home to bring exquisite meals and snacks to the table.
As soon as he saw Chen Xi come out, he immediately beckoned to her and asked her to come by her side.
"How did you prepare so much food?" Chen Xi looked at the table full of things in front of him, a little surprised.
There are at least a dozen dishes on this big table, plus desserts and fruit bowls, there must be twenty kinds of dishes, and there are only two of them, how can they eat these!
"You haven't eaten for a day and a night, and I'm afraid you'll wake up hungry." Tang Xuan smiled, not paying much attention to her surprised expression, "It's all your favorite food, so I prepared some more if I accidentally prepared more." ”
"Is that a little more prepared?" Chen Xi sat down beside her and asked incredulously.
"It's okay, you can eat it if you can, and if you can't eat it, you will pour it." When Tang Xuan saw her sit down, she had already picked up the dishes and chopsticks and started eating.
Not only Chen Xi, she was also hungry for almost a whole day, although she ate a little bit when Chen Xi was sleeping halfway, but now she feels a little hungry again.
Chen Xi frowned, hesitated, and still felt that she should be reminded, so he said: "Mom, Aunt Zhao and Grandpa are not at home, it's not good for us to make such a big fanfare, don't do this in the future." ”
This is just one of the reasons.
Luo Yihai was sick and hospitalized, and the owner of the Luo family was not there, and the two of them were outsiders who ate and drank in the Luo family. If the root of the ear is chewed by a maid who does not have long eyes, and it reaches the ears of Zhao Lili or Luo Yihai, I am afraid that they will really not be able to stay in the Luo family in the future.
"Okay, what you said I still don't know Mom?" Tang Xuan was very impatient, waved his hand and said, "Just eat this, eat quickly, it won't taste good if it's cold." ”
Chen Xi said those words, how could she not have thought of them.
It's just that now that the Luo family is in chaos like this, who would have the heart to care about their one or two meals. And the servants on duty today have all knocked on the side, and no one will dare to say anything.
After coming to Luo's house for so long, she finally encountered the opportunity that Luo Yihai and Zhao Lili were not at home, and she dreamed of experiencing what it was like to be a rich wife.
Seeing that she was so impatient, Chen Xi knew that if she continued to talk about it, she would definitely be angry.
I didn't grow up with my mother since I was a child, and I wasn't too close to my mother.
In the eyes of outsiders, they have a deep mother-daughter relationship, and their mother is an extremely gentle and weak woman. In fact, only she knows that her mother's temper is more irritable than ordinary people, and she is easily angry, but she usually disguises herself well.
On the one hand, she respects Tang Xuan, but more often she is afraid.
After a meal, Chen Xi didn't say another word.
Although it is brocade clothes and jade food, her mouth is really tasteless.
It doesn't matter if Soho suddenly disappeared, there are many illogical things about Ji Chen's brother's whereabouts and performance, and now even Zhao Lili is wrong.
She doesn't know what else she can trust and rely on, and who else in this world will really help her and be good to her?
"Xiaoxi, what are you thinking?"
Tang Xuan's soft voice suddenly sounded in his ears.
Tang Xuan, when he is not angry, is really gentle as water.
Chen Xi turned around and saw his mother, and suddenly his eyes turned red, "Mom, what should we do in the future?" ”
"What happened all of a sudden?" Tang Xuan saw her aggrieved and crying, her heart hurt, she hugged Chen Xi in her arms, patted her back like a child, and comforted her softly: "It's okay, it's okay, I'm here, there's nothing to be afraid of." ”
The last time I saw Chen Xi crying like this was many years ago.
Although I usually can't help it sometimes and will be harsh with her, after all, it is the meat that fell from my body, and it is also my only relative and reliance in this world.
In fact, she also knew in her heart that Chen Xi's days in Nancheng, although there was no shortage of food, clothing or money, she lived a life that many people envied. In fact, this is a cage, trapping her people, and also trapping her heart.
Since I was a child, I was not by my parents' side, and I was alone outside, and I may have suffered a lot of grievances that others don't know.
She pressed into the question, but did not say any more comforting words.
just hugged Chen Xi and stroked her back again and again, making her cry in her arms.
Two lonely people, except for each other, have no other support in the world, and no one will want to be their support. If you want to stop sending people under the fence, you can only rely on yourself and step by step to a high position.
Only when everyone is afraid of you, no one will dare to oppress you, and you can truly no longer be hurt and wronged.
Tang Xuan looked at the sobbing man in his arms, and his eyes became even more determined.
It used to be just to fulfill her dream of living a rich life, but now she is no longer satisfied with this, she realizes that she is a mother.
For more than ten years, she has not fulfilled her responsibilities as a mother, from now on, she will protect Chen Xi, even if she sacrifices everything she has, she will let her get what she wants.