Qin Zeming took Gu Qingshi's notebook and left, and after a while, Duan Lingling looked back with red eyes.

She ran out for a while only to find that the bag was accidentally dropped, and she didn't want to come back, but she thought that there was still a newly bought lipstick in the bag, and she was reluctant to come back and pick it up.

She also hoped that Qin Zeming could help her pick it up, which showed that Qin Zeming was not without feelings for her, but Qin Zeming did not.

Duan Lingling became more and more uncomfortable, and after picking it up, he didn't care about looking at it too much, and after confirming the lipstick, he left sadly.

Qin Zeming looked at the notebook and wanted to return it to Gu Qing, but when he thought of the cruel words he put last time, he paused again.

"Forget it, I'll give it back to her when she talks to me one day."

Qin Zeming opened the desk drawer and looked at it, always feeling that it was not very safe, afraid that someone would take it away or turn it over, so he thought about it and took it home.

When he got home, he looked at the notebook that seemed to have written a lot, and he was very curious about what was inside, so he couldn't help but open it and take a look.

Seeing the three words of the diary at a glance, Qin Zeming was stunned, he didn't expect it to be a diary.

Many little girls like to write diaries, Qin Zeming knows it, and he knows that it can't be read easily.

When I was in college, there was a girl who wrote in her diary who she liked, and later she yelled when she was seen, and caused a lot of jokes, and then the girl was almost forced to commit suicide, which made him remember it deeply.

But Gu Qingshi's diary was in Duan Lingling's, "I even have to grab the diary, I knew how to scold her a few more words." ”

Qin Zeming was indignant, "If you rob it, don't say that she still carries it with her, what does she want to do?" Deliberately laughing at Gu Qingshi? ”

Qin Zeming's guess was really right, Duan Lingling did have this intention when he took Gu Qingshi's diary.

She just heard the news of the dissolution of the marriage contract, and took the diary and wanted to laugh at Gu Qing by the way.

Gu Qingshi has been so arrogant during this time, she has long been unpleasant.

Qin Zeming put the diary in the drawer of the room, he respected people's privacy and did not plan to read it.

But two days later, Qin Zeming unexpectedly met Sister Wang and Wang Dazhi at home again, Sister Wang had a relative who was sick, and she brought her relatives to ask Grandpa Qin to take a look.

Everyone came to the door, Grandpa Qin saw it, and Qin Zeming also had the opportunity to say a few words to them.

Always stuck in his heart about the previous things, Qin Zeming knocked on the side and asked a few words, wanting to see if Wang Dazhi was going to get married, but he was surprised to learn that no, as for Gu Qingshi, Wang Dazhi just regarded her as a sister.

Sister Wang still remembered how familiar Qin Zeming and Gu Qingshi were that day, and said a few more words, saying that they had never had that kind of thought, and they were just grateful to Gu Qingshi.

When Qin Zeming realized that he had misunderstood Gu Qing that day, he remembered the unpleasant words he had said, and began to regret it.

Qin Zeming had the heart to apologize, but when she saw Gu Qing again in the hospital, she acted as if she hadn't seen him.

and Lu Yuan are the same, and Qin Zeming is becoming more and more unpleasant.

was in a bad mood, and there was no food to eat when Gu Qing was gone, Qin Zeming had no appetite, and began to have insomnia, always recalling the time when they quarreled.

This night, Qin Zeming had insomnia again, and his eyes couldn't help but look at Gu Qingshi's diary again.

What exactly would she write? Does she like herself or not? Qin Zeming used to be very sure of the answer, but now he was also suspicious, and he suddenly wanted to know Gu Qingshi's mind.

"I'll just take a look at what she'll write." Qin Zeming finally couldn't resist the temptation and opened the notebook.

The notebook is also a luxury for Gu Qingshi, and it was bought for her by Gu Feng before, so she cherished it very much, and began to record intermittently from elementary school to junior high school.

Gu Qingshi's handwriting in front of him was still very immature, and he wrote very little, most of what he wrote was thinking that his father wanted to go to school, and he was envious of everyone who could go to school.

Later, I slowly wrote about being called a thief, the grievances of working every day, and then I almost couldn't go to school, and Duan Renjie harassed her.

Qin Zeming saw that his hands were clenched into fists, he didn't expect Gu Qingshi to live such a day, and he would encounter such a thing.

This is exactly the history of Gu Qingshi's suffering, every step is so difficult.

In addition to the Duan family, Qin Zeming also saw Bai Zhen's inaction and terror, what she said and what she did made Qin Zeming shudder, he didn't dare to imagine that it was a mother would do it.

When Gu Qingshi finally went through hardships and was admitted to the Wei Academy, but was forced to give up the place to Duan Lingling, Qin Zeming's anger reached its peak, "Shameless!" How can there be people like you in this world! Damn it! ”

The last sentence is hateful, scolding the Duan family and scolding himself.

He also said before that Gu Qingshi was greedy for money and fell into the eyes of money, but after seeing the history of blood and tears when Gu Qingshi grew up, seeing that she worked so hard to earn money, she had to beg Bai Zhen for a few cents and a little fare, and later even knelt down and begged them in order to continue going to school, so he wanted to beat himself, what did he do?

Qin Zeming almost rushed to Duan's house, pulled them out and beat them, endured and endured before continuing to look down.

Gu Qingshi, who was forced into despair, desperately wanted to leave that home, and finally she went to Qin's house again, so his name began to appear in the diary.

After Gu Qingshi saw him, he went home to fight to the end, found a teacher, and forced Duan Gang and them to let her go to school, but did not let Duan Lingling snatch the place in school, she said that he had to become excellent so that he could be worthy of her.

In the next three years, Gu Qingshi studied hard every day to make himself better.

The Duan family never gave her a penny, she survived alone, and wanted to work hard to assign her work to the county hospital and become colleagues with him.

Every winter and summer vacation, it has become the time she looks forward to the most, she is very disgusted to go back to Duan's house, but because he is in the hospital, she still comes back every year, and every time she goes to see him carefully.

Gu Qingshi saw him as hope, and every time he looked at him like that, Qin Zeming didn't notice anything at first, but when he noticed it, he only saw disgust and felt embarrassed.

Colleagues named her Black Girl and laughed at her, but he never said anything.

Until this moment, I saw a diary full of longing, and saw his name full of it.

Gu Qingshi lined up the names of the two of them together, wrote them over and over again, and sometimes added a little flower, or a little petal, wanting to give him the best and most beautiful.

Her heart is undoubtedly reflected in it, and even because of his name, she likes the Burrow inscription and carefully copies it on it.

Qin Zeming got the answer he wanted, even an answer of more than 100 points, Gu Qingshi really liked him.

For this reason, Qin Zeming should have been happy, but his heart sank straight down.

Because he realized more that he had made a lot of mistakes before, and what kind of sincerity he had ruined, that was the unique sincerity that he might never get a second copy in his life.

But he hurt her sincerity with this preciousness, he was Gu Qingshi's only hope, but in the end, he personally destroyed her hope.