（0284）

"Forget it, don't think too much, lest you go insane......" Xia Xingxiao shook his head and cut off the thoughts in his mind.

He diligently expelled these seemingly ridiculous ideas from his mind, allowing himself to gradually return to reality. Seriously, he has no interest in dominating the starry sky at all. He has never had any great ideals, nor has he had a fanatical fighting spirit, let alone the idea of leaving a name in history. Perhaps, the stench is about the same for 10,000 years. Even if you are a human being in two lives, you don't know what your goal in life is. The idea of dominating the starry sky is indeed a little too far away.

For him now, it seems that there are only two tasks. The first is to save your own life. The second is to save my father's life. As long as you do these two, you will basically complete the task. As for the third one, he wanted to do it, but unfortunately he didn't know where to start.

This third task, of course, is to find his biological mother. What child doesn't want to know who his biological mother is? And what child doesn't want to stay by his biological mother's side? However, Xia Xingxiao has asked his father many times who his biological mother is, where she has gone, and when she will come back. As a result, every time he asked, Xia Qianfeng said with a grumpy face, don't ask, don't mention her, just treat her as dead. After asking a few more times, his father's temper became even greater, and he didn't dare to ask.

However, in Xia Xingxiao's heart, he was always unwilling. Slowly, this problem became a knot in his heart, and he couldn't untie it. When you're in a bad mood, you can only indulge yourself by running to a nightclub. If you are exhausted and dying, you will not continue to think about it. However, every time I wake up, this problem. It still haunts his mind.

Listening to my father's tone, it seems that my biological mother should still be alive, but she fell out with her father and left the family. If it hadn't been a falling out, Dad wouldn't have spoken in such an impatient tone, let alone said it angrily. You'll just treat her as dead. In Xia Xingxiao's impression, since his mother disappeared. Dad has never continued the strings, and there is no other lover or anything, so it can be concluded that he and his mother must not have problems with his relationship. But what went wrong?

Could it be that her mother ran away with a third party? This is the only answer Xia Xingxiao can think of. Only this answer can explain why Xia Qianfeng is so irritable? Can you not be grumpy? This explains why she doesn't want her own son. She went to have a good time with other men, and of course she couldn't bring a drag oil bottle!

As long as he thought of this speculation, Xia Xingxiao's heart couldn't help but tingle. That's right, it's a sting, like a spike, deep into my heart, making me feel pain. Especially in the dead of night, just think of this answer. This tingling sensation will be even more intense. He deeply suspected that he was a child abandoned by his biological mother.

Every time he thinks of this inference, Xia Xingxiao will have a strong hatred in his heart. He wanted to ask her face to face, why did she abandon him, why did she abandon her own son, why did she run away to live with another man? But he couldn't ask any of these words. Because. He had no idea who his real mother was, let alone where she was.

No son, ever wants to see this inference come true. Xia Xingxiao didn't want it even more. He hoped, his own inference. It's all wrong, it's all ridiculous, it's all disdainful of others. He hoped that his biological mother had not abandoned him. He hoped that his biological mother had not left him because of another man. He hopes that his biological mother still loves him, and he still hopes to return to him day and night. He hopes that his biological mother is still great.

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However, all the evidence points to this worst inference. Especially his father's reaction, Xia Xingxiao believed that his biological mother must have done something sorry for his father to cause his father to be so angry. In his impression, the father was always amiable in front of his son, and only when he mentioned his mother, he suddenly became extremely angry.

As a backbone parliamentarian, Xia Qianfeng can also be regarded as a professional politician, his self-cultivation skills are still very good, and he is usually moody. If it weren't for the deep contradiction with the old mother, he wouldn't have shown such annoyance. It can be inferred from this that the contradiction between his father and mother should be very deep. I just don't know, what kind of conflict is there between the two of them? to the point where they don't even want to mention their names?

Sometimes, Xia Xingxiao feels that she is also quite sad, she obviously has a good mother, but she doesn't know who it is, it's just too torturous. A motherless child, no matter where he goes, seems to feel like something very important is missing in life. Maybe others don't feel anything, and they can't see it at all, but in the depths of Xia Xingxiao's heart, he always feels that his life is still a little gray.

Within his means, he tried everything to get the news out of his father's mouth, but he found nothing. He started with the people around his father, rummaged through his father's daily belongings everywhere, and even turned over his diary or something, but still found nothing. It seems that the resentment between his father and his mother is indeed very deep, otherwise, his father would not have removed all traces of her. This made Xia Xingxiao feel even more frightened. He was worried that his inference was really correct. His biological mother really abandoned him.

The only clue is that he was born on September 8, 1993. This is what was written on his hospital birth certificate. After checking, this is the time is accurate. At this time, his father had not yet founded the Tea Minerals Trading Company. His father's company was founded by Chen Yuan after 1994. If his speculation is correct, this company should have been founded by his father after his mother left. It is estimated that it was the mother's departure that turned the father's grief into motivation and soon developed the company.

It's a pity that in Xia Xingxiao's memory, I can't find any memory of my mother. Not even the blurniest images. It can be inferred from this that his mother should have left his father's side shortly after he was born. At the very least, before he could remember, she had abandoned him. During this time, the father should have raised himself alone for a period of time before handing it over to his later adoptive mother. According to his adoptive mother, she only began to take care of him after 1995.

Ye Jiuyan found that Xia Xingxiao's expression was wrong, and asked curiously, "Xia Xingxiao, what are you thinking?"

Xia Xingxiao was in a sullen mood, deflated, and said casually: "I miss my mother." ”

Ye Jiuyan said casually: "Where does your mother work?"

Xia Xingxiao said: "I haven't seen my biological mother. ”

Ye Jiuyan was slightly stunned. This Xia Xingxiao actually grew up in a single-parent family?

Involuntarily, her impression of Xia Xingxiao suddenly changed a lot. He had never seen his biological mother, that is to say, he had never enjoyed the warmth brought to him by his biological mother? From her point of view, a child without a mother's mother was definitely a poor person! A woman's sympathy was overflowing, and so was Ye Jiuyan. The bad feeling that Xia Xingxiao gave her was temporarily disguised by her sympathy.

Xia Xingxiao didn't want to continue talking about this topic. He also gradually recovered from the depression just now. In the current situation, it is not his turn to think nonsense, everything has to be said from Huo Luoxing. Fortunately, all of his natal beasts have been upgraded to the fourth level. This is definitely good news. As long as you are strong, it will be much easier to find your biological mother.

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Due to the damn Natal Beast Law, if they didn't level up, he, Xia Xingxiao, wouldn't want to level up. Now, they have all been upgraded to level four, which is the same level as Xia Xingxiao. This also means that next, it should be his Xia Xingxiao upgrade. If there were no accidents, he should have been promoted to rank five soon. To be exact, it takes probably less than ten hours.

For the sake of survival, Xia Xingxiao felt that it was better to hurry up and get himself to the fifth level. Compared with the huge amount of energy required by the five sandworm larvae, Xia Xingxiao's energy needed to upgrade was indeed not much. During this period, the energy fed back from the sandworm larvae can help him level up very quickly. The power of the stars they had gifted was much greater than the amount of Heaven and Earth Yuan Qi he had absorbed himself.

He looked back and thought about it, it seemed that he had been in Huoluo Star for less than a hundred hours, and he was almost about to upgrade. If it weren't for being dragged down by five sandworm larvae, it is estimated that it would not take long to upgrade to level six. With such a cultivation speed, I'm afraid that everyone will be surprised. Speaking of which, this Huo Luoxing is really a blessed land for cultivators.

Of course, only he would feel that way. For other cultivators, Huo Luoxing was more like hell. If they hadn't been forcibly thrown here by their superiors, they would never have taken the initiative to show up. The ferocity of the monsters here is beyond anyone's imagination. They will bury their lives here at any time. If you can't even save your own life, what are you talking about upgrades?

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