Chapter 182: Tossing and turning
Watching Ling Li eat the second Youth League, Shu Mei's heart slowly calmed down. She walked to the wooden table next to the teapot, turned her back to Ling Li and took the moire white jade cup, picked up the teapot and poured a cup of tea, and then inserted her little finger into the water and stirred it gently.
"The Youth League is in a hurry to choke people, Your Majesty has a sip of hot tea." Shu Mei turned around and handed the teacup to Ling Li.
"Your Majesty, the minion is back."
As soon as Ling Li took the teacup to drink, Manfu's voice sounded at the door.
"Can you arrange tomorrow?" Ling Li put down the teacup and turned around and asked.
Man Fu stood at the door, bowed his head and said: "Back to Your Majesty, Lord Liu Quan of Sinong Temple was worried about the cold spring, and I heard that His Majesty asked about spring ploughing, so he was afraid of delaying the spring planting, and begged to enter the palace overnight to report the matter of soaking seeds and germination. ”
"Isn't there still a while before the Mulberry Festival?"
"Lord Liu said that this spring is very cold, if the farmers soak the seeds according to the previous season to promote germination, I am afraid that the rice seeds will be scrapped. He was very anxious and begged the servants to take him into the palace. ”
"Where are the others?"
"I'm waiting in the Jiuqing Hall at the moment."
"You take him to the study, and I'll be there in a moment."
"Whoa."
"I've only been busy implementing the new policy for a while, and I've neglected the spring plowing plan, and spring planting is related to the hunger of the people, and I can't delay it for a moment." After Man Fu left, Ling Li said apologetically: "Ah Mei, let me go and come back." ”
Shu Mei looked at him in a daze, and lost his mind for a while.
"The Qingtuan made by Ah Mei is delicious, I'll come back and eat it again in a while." As she spoke, Ling Li picked up the moire white jade cup on the corner of the table, and as soon as she handed it to her lips, Shu Mei stepped forward and snatched it, she was so anxious that the tea splashed her hands.
"Ah Mei?" Ling Li looked at Shu Mei in surprise.
"The tea is cold, I'll change it for Your Majesty."
Shu Mei easily poured the remaining tea into the silver bowl with a few wooden strokes, and then walked to the wooden table to pour tea for him.
When Ling Li buried his head and looked at the silver bowl, he found that the originally bright silver bowl instantly turned black, and his eyes immediately widened.
At this moment, he finally understood that the purpose of her coming to Funing Hall this time was to kill him!
He raised his eyes to look at her back carrying a pot and pouring tea, she was so calm that she was like no one else. If it weren't for Man Fu's request to see Liu Quan, at this moment, he should have drunk that cup of poisoned tea......
Does she hate herself so much?!
For a moment, Ling Li only felt that his chest was like a knife poking a sword, and he was in pain, so he couldn't help but reach out and cover his chest.
"What's wrong with you?" Shu Mei poured the tea and turned around, and found Ling Li clutching his chest, and immediately panicked. In the Youth League, she did add medicine, but the medicine had to be taken together with the medicine in the tea to take effect, why did she have a seizure?
He looked at her panicked expression, and his heart softened again: she was still worried about herself, right? She suddenly snatched the tea, she was reluctant to die by herself, right?
"Your Majesty, are you unwell?" Shu Mei put the tea cup on the table and bent down to support him.
"It's okay, it's just that I'm choked by the Youth League." Ling Li picked up the teacup, took a sip, tried his best to suppress the fluctuating emotions in his heart, got up and walked towards the outside of the hall.
Looking at Ling Li's back as he left, his tightly strained body instantly relaxed.
At the moment when he raised his glass, she suddenly hesitated. She hated him and hoped to kill him with her own hands to avenge her family and Bai An, but he was the king of the world in Nanyue, and when she saw that he was still reviewing the slash in the dormitory so late, and she was worried about the hunger of Baixin to meet the ministers, she couldn't do it......
Bai'an, I'm sorry!
Daddy, I'm sorry!
On the way back to Ciyuan Palace, Shu Mei repeatedly apologized to Bai An in his heart and apologized to his parents who died unjustly. Can't kill him, the only thing she can do is leave. Fortunately, he had promised to let her go out of the palace to visit the mother and son of Frostfall in Beilin after entering the summer. After two or three more months, she would be able to leave him and leave this cage-like Yongnian Palace.
Thinking of leaving forever, Shu Mei was a little worried about the child. This child came too unexpectedly, even if it was not what she wanted, but it was also bought by her almost losing her life when she was pregnant in October. In the last few months, she should also accompany him well, and she has completed this mother-son relationship.
After dealing with the matter of spring ploughing, when Ling Li returned to the dormitory, Shu Mei was already gone. Looking at the empty dormitory, his heart fell into the abyss.
She didn't wait for him to come back. She's here to kill him. He just escaped by luck because Liu Quan entered the palace and broke through. The woman who used to have him in her eyes is gone after all. The one who stayed by her side was just a resolute woman who was bent on revenge, and she hated him, and even hated the child he gave her......
No, she has him in her heart. When he covered his chest, her eyes were clearly so anxious. He was indifferent to the murder of her family, he used her pain to stimulate Shu Shi'an, he hurt her and insulted her like that night in Du Ruoyuan, and she should hate him......
He tossed and turned, and stayed up all night. He felt as if he had been torn in half, and half of it told him that Shu Mei was no longer the Shu Mei of the past, and that he could never be tolerated for the sake of the country and society in South Vietnam; The other half was obsessed with her kindness to him in the past, and tried every possible way to justify that she still had him in her heart, and she was just blinded by hatred for a while.
If she only gave up murder after being interrupted by Liu Quan's entry into the palace, then she would definitely wait for the opportunity to do it again. I'll give her another chance to see if she is reluctant to let him die because she has him in her heart, or if she just wants to kill him!
After the court meeting, Ling Li went straight to the Ciyuan Palace, which had not been to the door for a long time.
He was silent, ordered the attendants outside the hall not to be allowed to pass, and walked lightly all the way into the dormitory of the Ciyuan Palace, and at the moment when the brocade curtain was lifted, he stopped.
The spring cold outside is steep, and the fire in the dormitory is vigorous, and the warmth is melting. In front of the brocade couch by the window, Shu Mei sat and held the child vertically, and Ling Juan stood beside her, shaking a rattle to tease Ling Jue, who had just passed a hundred days. The warm morning light came in through the window, reflecting the bright and gentle smile on Shu Mei's face, which was as beautiful as a dream.
The doting between the eyebrows and eyes, the smile on the corners of the lips, can't be pretended. She clearly loves his children!
At this moment, his heart, which was frozen by the cold night, poured into a warm current.
"Daddy, you're here? Come and see, my brother will laugh, and I will laugh when I tease him! Ling Juan suddenly found Ling Li standing at the door, and immediately pounced happily and called him.
Ling Li was led over by Ling Juan, Shu Mei hugged Ling Jue and didn't get up, just bowed his head slightly, and called "Your Majesty".
He sat down next to her, he reached out to take Ling Jue's little hand, and glanced at her secretly, she just pursed her lips and teased the child lovingly, not reacting to his approach.
"Daddy, you tease him with this!" Ling Juan handed him the rattle in her hand. Ling Li took it and shook it slightly in front of Ling Jue, and he turned his head towards him when he heard the sound.
"Brother, give Daddy a smile!" Ling Juan encouraged on the side.
Ling Li shook the rattle again, Ling Jue was attracted by the sound, and when he saw the red and green rattle painted with frogs and rain lotus pictures, he opened his mouth and smiled. He smiled crookedly, and his obsidian eyes seemed to be filled with starlight.