Chapter Ninety-Five: Don't Be Like Me
An Yi asked, "Then you have figured it out now?" ”
Fang Yu paused, and there was a hint of confusion in his eyes: "Madam, in fact, I'm still afraid, really afraid...... That man won't give up easily! But, but...... What can I do? For my sake, my dad was angry and had a heart attack. The last time he went to the hospital, the big man who had never cried said to me with tears in his eyes, you get a divorce quickly, otherwise I won't be able to close my eyes when I die! ”
"He's been to my parents a few times these days. Madame, I need a divorce! Fang Yu's expression became firm again, "If I am always afraid and coerced by him, I will never be able to get rid of him in my life!" Yesterday I called my mom to discuss it, and my mom said they were going back to the countryside and that he couldn't find them as long as they didn't tell him their address. They are here to give me peace of mind and to be able to deal with this with peace of mind. ”
No matter how sure Fang Yu was, no matter how resolute her tone was and how firm her expression was, An Yi could still feel the uneasiness hidden in her heart.
Like she said, she's still afraid!
But she also wants to earn a way to live for herself and her parents!
At this time, no matter what comfort she said, she looked pale and weak, and An Yi only held her hand and gently rubbed her thumb over and over again.
After a while, Fang Yu finally calmed down again and smiled embarrassedly: "I'm sorry, I'm a little too excited." ”
"It's okay, I can understand it." An Yi said softly, "But I also want to know that he can't easily agree to a divorce, right?" What do you think? Do you want to sue? ”
"Well, he doesn't agree, I've mentioned it to him many times, but he refuses to divorce." Fang Yu laughed self-deprecatingly, "If he gets divorced, where will he find a fool who is as obedient as me, weak and doesn't fight back despite his beating and threatening?" ”
"Then we'll sue! You didn't say that he had beaten you in the past, did he have an injury report, if he did, I believe the court would have decided faster. ”
Fang Yu shook his head: "If I don't say that I am a fool, I didn't think of leaving those at all." Twice I was sent to the hospital, and the doctor asked me if I wanted to stay, but under the coaxing of his sweet words, I really believed that he would not do it again, so I didn't leave those behind. I'm really stupid...... It's really ......."
An Yi also sighed: "Then we can only follow the normal procedure of suing for divorce." ”
She doesn't understand.
"Madame, will you help me?" Fang Yu looked at An Yi anxiously, as if she was tightly grasping the lifebuoy that could save her life when she drowned, "Madam, you must help me!" ”
"Don't worry." An Yi hurriedly said, "If there is anything I can help with, I will definitely help you." After all, I've brought you back, how can I see you jumping into that fire pit again? ”
"Thank you, thank you." Fang Yu started crying again, the panic of these days had almost driven her crazy.
After getting rid of the days of being beaten and scolded all day, she really didn't want to go back to that man.
She has been in hell, she can bear it, but she has seen the beauty of the world, how she is willing to go back again!
An Yi didn't say much, only quietly accompanied Fang Yu, watching her cry so much that she couldn't cry.
She's not a kind person.
If he met Fang Yu on weekdays, he might just sigh and then continue to do what he should do.
She still has a lot of troubles herself, where does she have the heart to care about other people's husband and wife......
But now that Fang Yu was sitting in front of her, crying heartbreakingly, begging her to pull her, An Yi felt that he couldn't let go.
Fang Yu cried for a long time, and finally stopped.
"Madam, actually, I think the young lady just said it quite right." Fang Yu wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and said.
An Yi was puzzled: "What? You mean Su Qingsheng, what did she say right? ”
"I don't want to have only one man left in my life." Fang Yu said, "Now that I think about it, I also had many friends before I married him, and I had my own job. After marrying him, he talked bad things about those friends to me all day long, saying that they were only friends with me for my money and for the sake of tricking me, which made me and my friends gradually estranged. ”
"If I don't believe me, he'll go to my friend's place at the slightest sign of it. He didn't let me go to work, saying that he could support me and support me for a lifetime. I didn't want to see me working too hard, so I resigned, saying that I was afraid that those male colleagues would treat me badly and that I would be bullied in the company. Fang Yu smiled bitterly, "I really believe it!" Resigned to stay at home, clean the house, take care of him and his parents......"
Comfortable and silent.
"My friends are gone, my job is gone, and my colleagues don't contact me anymore." Fang Yu said, "I became a person, the whole world revolved around him, and he was the only one left in my world." I believe everything he says, and I listen to everything he says. The first time he did it, he said that he was just in a moment's breath, so he didn't control his emotions, and I believed it. He did it a second time and apologized to me that he had just drunk, and I believed it again. ”
"Then he played harder and harder, more and more often. Apologize less and less, and even don't even make excuses, pointing at my nose and scolding me for being a slut, I have to be beaten to be obedient and have a long memory! He said that I was just a waste, I couldn't do anything, I couldn't make money, I could only rely on him to eat, and he was the only one who was willing to support me, and he was willing to want me to be such a waste! ”
Fang Yu's eyes were empty and pretended to be comfortable: "I believe everything, even his words of insulting me and belittling me, I believe it!" Because he's the only one in my world......"
"If I had friends around me, they would have told me that you shouldn't swallow your anger like this, you can't indulge him like this." Fang Yu cried again, this time not crying for his own pity, but for his stupidity, "If I had a job and a colleague, I wouldn't have to see him alone." I have the confidence to scold back, I didn't rely on him to eat, I can support myself! But when I have nothing left, I don't dare, I also feel like I'm just a waste, only he wants me to ......"
An Yi held Fang Yu's hand: "Don't think about it so much, he doesn't love you at all, so he can belittle you and insult you so easily." ”
"yes, he doesn't love me." Fang Yu cried again, "I gave up everything, and then a man who doesn't love me can destroy me!" I have no way to ask for help, and I can only rely on my wife, we haven't met at all! ”
"Madame!" Fang Yu grabbed An Yi's hand and said eagerly, "You don't want to be like me, you are a good person, you can't fall to this point like me!" ”
Anyi's body stiffened suddenly: "I won't ......"
"If you want to say that the biggest lesson this marriage has taught me, is that women have to go out on their own!" Fang Yu's eyes were red, and his eyes widened, like a terrible ghost who was about to shout, "That young lady is right, people can't always surround another person. ”
"Ah, he won't." An Yi explained a little bitterly, "He loves me very much, didn't you say it too?" ”
Although, this love is fake at all.
It doesn't belong to her......
"That brute said he loved me, too!" Fang Yu hissed, "In short, Madam must be vigilant, don't let a man trap you, because once you are trapped, it will be easy for him to hurt you as much as he wants!" You can't give everything to a man! Let a man take control of everything about you! They are all devils! ”
Her voice grew louder and louder, and she even stood up with excitement, waving her hands: "They will rely on their physical strength to ...... us"
Aunt Yu ran out of her room and supported the excited Fang Yu: "Miss Fang, you are a little too excited!" ”
Fang Yu stopped moving, a little stunned: "I ......"
Aunt Yu smiled and hugged Fang Yu and shook it gently: "It's okay, you're safe here." Miss Fang, I'll help you back to the room first, you can have a good rest and calm down. ”
Fang Yu looked back at An Yi: "But I still have something to say......"
"If you have anything to say when you calm down." Aunt Yu said a little toughly, "Go back and rest first." ”
Fang Yu was helped back to the room by Aunt Yu, and sat comfortably and silently on the sofa.
When Aunt Yu comforted Xia Yu and returned to the living room, she saw that An Yi was still sitting on the sofa, and even her posture remained motionless.
"Ma'am." Aunt Yu whispered worriedly, "Are you okay?" Did Miss Fang scare you just now? I think I'd better inform the young master to come back. ”
She took out her mobile phone to call Fu Liting, but was stopped by An Yi: "Why am I, I'm just a little tired." ”
"Madam, I know you are uncomfortable listening to Miss Fang's words." Aunt Yu said, "But Miss Fang was scared by her husband's beating. ”
In fact, in the past few days, she could occasionally find that Fang Yu's mental state was a little wrong, but she was able to control herself quickly.
So she didn't take it to heart.
"Not all men will be like Miss Fang's husband. The young master will not do anything to a woman, he is absolutely reluctant to touch a single hair of his wife. ”
The young master felt sorry for Madame, but she and the servants in the villa could see it clearly.
That's really in the palm of your hand for fear of falling, and holding it in your mouth for fear of melting.
"I know." An Yi looked up and smiled, "I don't think he's a man who would do anything to women." Aunt Yu, I really didn't think much about it, don't worry. ”
She was just too shocked to find out what kind of life it was to torture a normal-looking person like this.
Aunt Yu is still not at ease.
An Yi didn't explain more, got up and went back to his room.
She can understand those words without Fang Yu saying it, she said a long time ago that she will never accept anyone's help and gifts, and one day, she will not make people feel that they are not worthy of him.
Not worthy of ...... He?
Who is he?
An Yi pressed her forehead, when did she say this?
To whom?
Who is she going to match?
There was a throbbing pain in her brain, as if there was a name in her heart, and she was turning around there, but she just couldn't find the exit, so she couldn't see clearly.
An Yi lay on the bed panting, buried himself in the soft quilt, closed his eyes and endured the pain in his brain.
Did that phrase come to her vanished memory?
If it really is, she wants to remember!
She wanted to remember the memories of those three years, to remember the truth about her mother's death!
After a while, the pain disappeared, but the wonderful feeling, as if something was about to come out, was also gone......
Thinking back to his nineteen years old, it is still a blank.
She still didn't remember......
Although I knew that there was not much hope, I was still very disappointed.
Wiping the sweat oozing from his forehead, he lay comfortably on the bed and stared at the ceiling.
Okay, now that I think about that sentence, there is no adverse reaction. And I don't know if it's her psychological effect, or because there is a man around Fu Liting, she actually substituted Fu Liting's name into it.
There is no sense of disobedience......
That's enough!
Even if Fu Liting is really good to her and is handsome, it's not something she can be tempted by! Think about what will happen after the end of the love experience card!
She closed her eyes and imagined very carefully what would happen if she was really attracted to Fu Liting, the two of them would be sweet for a while, and then the love experience card would end. Fu Liting forgot about her and continued to look for his lover, Xiaochen's biological mother. Leaving her alone and holding her miserable memories, she struggled all her life in love.
Just jumped out of Gu Mobai's fire pit, did she want to jump into another relationship that was destined to be a tragedy?
Thinking about it like this, the boiling blood and the fiercely beating heart cooled down all of a sudden, and how much heartbeat was also pressed back to the bottom of her heart.
said it so categorically back then, and now I have to accept Fu Liting's help. Because she is quiet, she doesn't know what it means to be upright, she will use all kinds of unsavory means to deal with herself, if there is no protection of a strong person, she will definitely die again by now.
But there are some things that really can't go on.
For example, Fu Liting's control over himself, he didn't allow himself to go out, and locked her at home like a golden bird, how did this make her grow?
An Yi rubbed his inexplicably suffocated chest, thinking that he wanted to find a chance to talk to Fu Liting!
Fu Xiaochen rushed home after class, and the bodyguards behind him couldn't catch up: "Little master, slow down!" ”
"Mommy!" Fu Xiaochen shouted.
"What's wrong?" An Yi pulled his hair and walked out of the room while holding his hair.
Fu Xiaochen stepped a few steps upstairs and ran upstairs: "Mommy, I'm on vacation!" ”
"Huh? It's true? An Yi also laughed, hugged the little milk dumpling and kissed it again and again, "Is that okay to accompany Mommy at home?" ”
"Uh-huh!" Fu Xiaochen nodded again and again, and took out two little red flowers from his small schoolbag, "This is the teacher's reward for me, and I am the only one in the class who got two!" ”
He promised Mommy that he would win more little red flowers for her!
"Awesome!" An Yi pinched Fu Xiaochen's little face and shook it, "My Xiaochen is amazing!" ”
Fu Xiaochen's little eyes were proud and proud, and he liked it very much.
But soon, Fu Liting came back from work and heard the news, and just a faint sentence sent Fu Xiaochen back to hell: "Since the holiday has started, let's start class." ”
Fu Xiaochen suddenly jumped to his feet in anger and shouted at the stinky old man.
The stinky old man is such a devil!
He's been happy for less than half a day!
Ahhh
An Yi still didn't react; "What class?"
"Piano lessons, English lessons, German lessons...... Mathematics should also be studied in advance. Fu Liting read out a string of course names, "He is still learning computers with Yu Hua, and this can't be stopped." I've asked Yu Hua to go down and make arrangements, and I can start tomorrow. ”
Fu Xiaochen's little face wrinkled into a chrysanthemum, and he didn't play anything at all, so he was arranged a lot of classes......
Stinky old man!
An Yi looked at Fu Xiaochen sympathetically: "School is really on vacation?" ”
I feel like I might as well go back to school.
"It's true." He wants to go back to school, and even though the school is full of stupid people rolling around, he can bear it!
But it won't help to say anything now......
The blow was too big, the future was dark, and after eating, Fu Xiaochen returned to his room listlessly, and he didn't even continue to pester.
An Yi was distressed when he saw it, and felt that his little back was bent......
"Distressed?" Fu Liting smiled to hide the calculation in his eyes, and asked An Yi softly: "Do you want to let him rest for two days?" ”
"If you can." An Yi looked at Fu Liting expectantly, "Is it okay?" ”
Fu Liting smiled: "Of course you can, but you have to promise me one condition." ”
Comfort: "...... I remember him as if he was your son? Don't you feel distressed? ”
"I naturally feel distressed, but I feel even more sorry that if he has no ability to be ridiculed and bullied in the future." Fu Liting's face was serious, "So now I can only endure that little reluctance!" ”
This is called a righteous rhetoric, with a straight face.
At ease:......
How does this make her answer?
"How?" Fu Liting looked at An Yi again, "If you promise me one condition, I will let him rest for two days." ”
An Yi replied: "Aren't you afraid that he will be bullied and ridiculed in the future?" Not afraid now? ”
Fu Liting smiled and said: "It doesn't matter, if he knows what his dear mommy has done to give him a break, he will definitely urge himself to go to class well." ”
Comfortably speechless.
No matter how you say it, it's his truth, and he is really the one who can make Fu bigger and stronger!
"On what terms?" In the end, he felt sorry for Fu Xiaochen's pitiful little appearance, and asked comfortably, "Tell me about it." ”
"Stay at home and don't think about anything else."
An Yi got up abruptly and looked at Fu Liting in surprise: "You ......"
Did he know about the conversation between him and Fang Yu?
Could it be that Aunt Yu told him?
Fu Liting raised his eyebrows and looked at her: "What's wrong?" ”
An Yi tightened his hands, he was really a canary in his hand, and his every move was under his eyes.
"What's wrong?" Fu Liting walked to An Yi's side, gently holding her little face, his dark eyes looked straight into the depths of her heart, "Are you thinking about how to escape again?" ”
Comfortably lowered his eyes: "It's nothing." ”
"Comfort." Fu Liting said softly, "You have something to hide from me." ”
He could see the disparity in her eyes, and during this time, his heart that had been slightly relieved because he had always stayed in the villa comfortably lifted again: "Could it be that I guessed right?" ”
An Yi pushed away Fu Liting's hand: "Ah Li, I'...... How did you suddenly make such a request? Did someone say something to you? ”