Man will kill himself. You can choose the Dan fingerling method. The selection of hair species, the Shukou system is far less than the federal protein meat varieties.

A straw rope, a fruit knife, and a string of gold chains are enough to end a person's life, even if you don't have a straw rope and shoelaces, you can pick a rusty nail without a fruit knife, and there are always metal blocks without a gold chain, not to mention that in this world, there are high-rise buildings, low buildings, deep pits, shallow pits, mountains, small mountains, big trees, and small trees, and the height and depth are enough to kill people.

Even if, even if you are so bad luck at the moment of begging for death that you can't find anything and can't see anything, you still have to bite your tongue and kill yourself, maybe there is too much resentment, but in the face of death. In fact, all means are equal.

So, suicide is not a difficult thing to do.

When he was young, he was a dazzling red sun high above the empire, and after adolescence, he walked among the military headquarters of the palace in his own glory, and in recent years he has quietly and secretly presided over the work of the Royal Intelligence Service. I have seen the magnificent and majestic swallowing mountains and rivers, the filthy, cruel and cruel darkness, and as always, the heart and body are synchronously strong.

For such a character, an event as suicide, which is not difficult, should not cause her too much trouble, but when she saw the picture of Xu Lekou spurting black blood and falling straight to the ground, her strong heart couldn't help but throb a little.

Because the timing is wrong.

After carefully studying all the information files about Xu Le, Huai Caoshi never doubted that this person had the courage to kill him, but before the last moment, why would he choose to end his life so resolutely?

"You still have a lot of questions that need answers. Why did you commit suicide?"

Her eyes narrowed as she looked at the federal man in the center surrounded by the medics.

His Royal Highness's Imperial ** Medical Officer reported in a low voice: "According to the results of the examination just now, his pulmonary hematoma is very serious, and his respiratory failure is severe. If he is needed to live, he must be immediately returned to the surface for resuscitation

"Then what are you still hesitating?" said Huai Caoshi as she frowned and looked at the medic officer, "What is needed on the execution ground is a living Federation battle hero, not a corpse. ”

"But the problem now is that even if he is lucky enough to save this man, there is no way for him to get back up.

The medic wiped the sweat from his forehead, and his medical team was well equipped to examine them, so he knew perfectly well how serious, many, and strange the injuries of this Federation captive were.

The nerve bundles in his body were intact, and there was no problem with the nerve nodes under the double fiber bonds of the muscles, but for some reason, his nerve tracts seemed to have lost their function at this time, as if they were broken, and we couldn't find the problem, so "there was no way to fix it." ”

"What's the best outcome?" asked Huai Caoshi, with her eyes slightly lowered.

The paralyzed military medical officer replied in a low voice.

Huai Caoshi was silent for a moment, walked to the bedside, the busy emperor ** doctors hurriedly got out of the way, listening to the sound of the ticking instrument, she slowly put her hands behind her back, looking at Xu Le, who was on the verge of death, the straight eyebrows frowned slightly, and suddenly her fingers poked out like lightning and pressed Xu Le's chest.

There was a muffled sound, and Xu Le, who was in a heavy coma, did not react to Ren Zhou.

"Ignoring my warning, trying to reconnect the broken meridians, I'm really not afraid of death, you guy's courage is really big. ”

Huai Caoshi withdrew her fingers and gently rubbed her fingertips, confirming that the judgment of the military doctor An was correct, and the small-eyed man in front of him would probably never stand up again in his life.

She remembered the endless escapes and battles in the mulberry sea, and she did not feel nostalgic, let alone sad, because she had never had the slightest sympathy for the enemy, and only felt a little pity.

There are not many people in this universe who are qualified to fight side by side with her, and the only person who has fought side by side with her is Xu Le, who vomited blood and fell into a coma.

"Send it to the First Imperial Court and transfer the Royal Special Battalion to be responsible for guarding. Huai Caoshi made a decision after thinking about Pian Xuan, "Save him as much as possible......

The first aristocratic rebellion in the empire in a hundred years, which began with the nobles' suspicions about the royal family, and this sentiment began with the mysterious death of King Catonshire, and now this rebellion is about to disappear, but it is necessary to completely dispel the large aristocratic class, especially that

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The royal family is in great need of a living Xu Le. And then die for all to see.

Many popular science books of civil science or science of science will mention near-death experience, saying that human beings will look back on the past, feel the present, and look forward to it as quickly as possible at the moment of death. Sorry, there is no future here, only a high-speed retreating hole made of black walls, and on the other side of the cave is a pure white holy world, very different from the blood stained when humans were born.

Xu Le never believed in this statement. In his opinion, there is not much essential difference between humans and wild cats who eat leftover beef outside the pit except for aesthetics, so how can they have the privilege of rereading life before they die? What will be the near-death experience of wild cats?

Even if the uncle taught him that plump posture. The scorching magical trembling power traveled through his body like countless fat-headed, big-eared mice, and he remained absolutely naïve materialistic, sadly and persistently deciding that there was no heaven above him, only the sky and the stars.

heaven

Sure enough, there are no black holes and holy white light. However, there are black dreams, black dreams that are very uninspiring, but the old things of the charter computer do not appear in the dream, wearing an elderly housekeeper uniform or really wearing a black silk skirt to tell some mysterious things. In the black dream, only the halo of pain was torn, the breath was dispersed, and it was never reborn, and it gradually fell silent.

Suicide is a very simple thing, and surviving is actually a very simple thing, especially for a person who has experienced countless tests of life and death. For a young man whose muscles and organs have been polished, all he needs to do is try to open his eyes.

Xu Le opened his eyes with difficulty, the light in the gap between his eyes gradually dimmed and clear, and there was a dignified oil painting on the wall, and the signature underneath was so sloppy that there was no impulse to identify it.

"Wake up!"

With this surprised shout, dense and noisy footsteps sounded in the ward, the sound of tense treatment collegiality, and all kinds of advanced medical equipment were connected to his body.

The metal tentacle should be very cold on the skin of **, Xu Le, who had a very unpleasant past in the Federal Army General Hospital, thought silently in his heart, and then his body was subconsciously ready to tremble.

However he couldn't tremble" He didn't even feel a trace of coldness, and only then did he realize that his body was completely out of the control of his brain, and no sensation came.

He frowned.

Fortunately, the brows can still move, so the eyes should be able to squint Xu Le, who was lying on the hospital bed, grinned his lips and smiled happily.

The smile that returned from the Grim Reaper instantly shocked the imperial people in the ward and were collectively speechless.

A few days later.

"I warned you, your true qi has been dispersed by me, and the meridians of the upper circulation have been blocked. If you try to force a breakthrough, you will only be dead. ”

Huai Caoshi carried the side of the twin beds, looked at Xu Le on the bed, looked at the extremely thin cheeks, and said expressionlessly: "I really didn't expect that you would actually use this as a means of suicide." ”

Xu Le smiled and didn't say anything.

Now he is paralyzed, only able to move from the neck up, except for speaking, he can only express his thoughts with expressions, and can no longer learn to wave his right arm as hard as President Pabul did to help his emotions rise.

Human expressions can only choose between laughter and crying, joy and sadness, happiness and frustration, calm or depression, two opposite camps, so Xu Le naturally chooses the former.

According to the judgment of the doctor and me, will you not be able to stand up in your life, Huai Caoshi looked at him and said indifferently: "How does it feel to be paralyzed?

"Why do I feel like Your Highness, you have more regrets than me?"

Xu Le, whose cheeks were thin, finally spoke. His voice was hoarse and weak, and he said, "The feeling of paralysis, well, is somewhat fresh. ”

"You can't tell from the file that you're a hopeless optimist Wai Caoshi turned around, made herself a cup of coffee, and said casually.

"That's because I've never been in hopeless despair and can't show my talent for it. ”

Huai Caoshi turned around with a coffee cup, and after a moment of silence, she suddenly asked, "If you die that day and are paralyzed at the moment, can you really be willing?"

Hearing this, Xu Le was silent for a long time. stared straight at the snow-white ceiling until a complicated smile appeared on the corner of his lips. Only then did he reply hoarsely: "Of course I am not reconciled, I still have a lot of things to do, and there are still many secrets that I don't know." ”

"For example?" said Huai Caoshi took a sip of coffee.

"You have seen my file, you should know Zhang Xiaomeng. ”

"Your first love. ”

"Not bad. Xu Le's eyes narrowed, and he said softly: "I used to think that I must have sex with her again before I die, but now it seems that I have no chance, which is probably the biggest unwillingness." ”

Hearing this unexpected answer, Huai Caoshi was rarely moved and asked, "Why not your national girl Jian Shui'er?" Of course. In my opinion, among your ambiguous federal fools, the female engineer in the shell is worth dating. ”

Without waiting for Xu Le to answer, Her Royal Highness, the imperial princess who had never been in love, thought she understood something, shook her head and said, "Stupid first love complex

Xu Le smiled and didn't explain, in the entire universe, probably only the crown prince of the Gao family knew the real reason for this first-class unwillingness.

"Why commit suicide if you are unwilling? Since you are a hopeless optimist, I always thought that you would hold out to the end, at least until the execution ground. ”

"The Federal Interview says that the Grim Reaper tells you to report at three o'clock, and you will never see the first ray of sunshine again. But I'm a soldier, and even in the face of death, I have to compete with him. ”

Xu Le was silent for a moment and then replied, "You want me to go to the execution ground and let many people watch me die." I don't know why, but what you need, I'm going to make it impossible for you. At least the method of dying, the time of dying, I am free to choose. ”

"Until the moment of death, a soldier should fight. ”

"Self-cultivation, in fact, is also a kind of battle. ”

Still owes six Yin.