Chapter 580: Confusion

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How old do you plan to live?

I asked my husband that every time he woke up. It's important to me.

He said 42, 45, 50, no more, he said that when he was 40 years old, he took me on a trip abroad and fulfilled his promise that he would be able to rest in peace.

-- Didn't you say 160 countries? How can two years be enough?

――Don't you want to die of exhaustion, when you feel tired, I can ......

――In the next life, if we were born and lived in the same era, would you love me?

"No," he said, "if you don't have a house and a successful career, but have nothing like me my age, I won't love you." ”

Gasp, if I hadn't worked hard since I was 14, wouldn't I have been able to complete the task of marrying myself off before the age of 27 and having a child at the age of 28?

When I was 14 years old, I went to Xindu to interview the female entrepreneur......

She was originally a happy peasant woman, gave birth to three children, and the man opened a prefabricated panel factory, at a time when the city had just begun to build a large number of products, and the supply of products exceeded demand, and they lived a prosperous life. Suddenly, her man died in a car accident.

There was no will, only a lot of IOUs written by her husband, and the number of loans from many people was registered in her husband's notebook, and she calculated that it was basically the same. But there is no proof of death, the loan cannot be recovered, and the arrears must be repaid by her. She had to learn from her husband's appearance before his death to become the head of a factory, and paid off her husband's arrears in three years, and the benefits were better than her husband's, winning many praises and becoming the reason for our provincial city to interview her.

My curiosity is always in places that others don't expect, and I care about who those who borrowed money and what they say now. She told me privately that they were all young women.

It was the first time I printed my pen name in a newspaper, the organ newspaper of the Youth League Municipal Committee, and I learned the so-called "to extract the essence from the rough, to remove the false and retain the true", those bright pennants belonging to her husband still rotate in my mind, and although her benefits and reputation are better than her husband's, but only the Youth League Committee and the Women's Federation to commend it. She has always been just a peasant woman who graduated from junior high school and a mother of three children, if she did something bigger, others should gossip about the support of other men behind her.

So when I was 14 years old, I knew that this time and space was not for women, that women's fate could not be controlled by women themselves, and that even honor could not be fought for by women themselves.

And men will not carry a palanquin for a capable woman, but will only sing praises to a chaste woman.

Therefore, I have to find a man who will not lose face in front of women and will not show weakness in front of men to be a husband in order to have a peaceful life.

Although it is a little worse than the ideal and a wrong season, after more than ten years of hard work, I finally see the scene of singing and dancing. Shall I destroy the castle I have worked so hard to run with my own hands, and then go through the storms of the world? Even if I am greedy, I will not lose my mind, right?