Chapter 848: Yan Xia (7)

Pink Rose Love: Yan Xia (Waru Alan)

（7）

Maybe I was disappointed again, thinking that I would write about a real online first love of love and affection, rather than the unrequited love of "he loves me or not, I love him and I don't love him".

I feel that when a person realizes that he is in love, it is actually over. Lovesickness is the happy mood of the past, and love is the person who once brought pleasure.

But time, like the river, has gone forever. The cool water of the river began to become muddy, cold, and frozen...... It was the scorching heat, late autumn and harsh winter, so in the eyes of ordinary people, the happiness in love is short-lived, and the pain is long-lasting. It is precisely because of the pain that I miss that short-lived happiness more and more.

Many people will curse love because of the pain, and by the way, curse the person who brings them pain, but I won't.

My training since I was a child was to evaluate a person in stages in the context of the times, comparing historical figures from different regions of the same era. I love a special person at a certain time and has nothing to do with his past or future.

I like it because I feel him loves, I love because I feel he likes it, and when love and liking disappear, I stop liking and loving.

can't help but refer to love, if it's really like some people say to show love and chase the ends of the earth, it's called a psychotic attack and madness, Lijuan, Furong, Sister Feng and the guests of those blind date shows belong to this category.

Chasing monkey shows and madmen going crazy is a long history and tradition of the Chinese, and progress is just a development from close viewing to long-distance admiration.

Love is affectionate and polite, politeness is the minimum respect for people, and it is a blasphemy against love to be unreasonable and only care about oneself happily. What's more, in online dating, many people are not qualified to fall in love at all. Unlike me, because my husband is gay, he encourages me to date online.

Some people blatantly say that they want to go online because they can't be satisfied in their marriage, and they want to develop into true love, and then to extramarital affairs. This should be called shameless, right?

If my online dating develops into true love, my husband will agree to divorce and return my freedom. Originally, I wanted to develop a true love and try to reach the age of 45, but now that I am discouraged, I feel the disappointment of Xiaomei.

Online dating without knowing the truth is like a blind cat encountering a dead mouse, even if you are lucky, there is no fun at all. The blind cat still hates that the mouse is dead, and he doesn't want to think about it, it's not dead, so can the blind touch it?

So I decided to go back to my old life and continue to be a slave girl until all my relatives left me because of my old age, and then I would be my own master.

In fact, I am cheaper than the slave girl, the slave girl works in exchange for food, I bring my own dry food, not only bring my own dry food to work for free, but also give the master a discount!

I am nobler than volunteers, and I belong to the contribution and money.

I am greater than Lei Feng, after all, Lei Feng died early, and I have served the people wholeheartedly for a few years, but I have served for 27 years since I was 14 years old, and now it seems that I will continue to serve, although I am occasionally a little lazy.

Why didn't anyone write an inscription to learn from me? Not only because I was a woman, but also because I really did good deeds without leaving a name, and I didn't even record them in my diary. As you can see, my diary is full of records of my shortcomings, in order to remind myself to overcome my shortcomings from time to time, not to mention my strengths, and to completely forget the good things I have done!;-)

I'm at the end of the 23rd century, traveling to the 21st century to make prophecies, alas......