Chapter 595: Lost

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I didn't know what it would be like if I saw the real Him, and I found that I was starting to worship Him.

I deliberately avoided chatting with other netizens, deliberately keeping that feeling would only come from his imagination. And I hope that love can be one-way, and it has nothing to do with him, but it will stay in my heart for a long time, so that I can enjoy the peace of mind that belongs to me.

No one can replace him, everyone else never talks about their own affairs, and asks about your situation vigorously, although it is invisible, once you reply, you have to call and ask for a video, as if you are here to collect debts. He also said: You deceive people, why are you deceiving people, you are dead, I want you, if you ignore me, I will be decadent...... I really don't know who I offended by writing this.

I knew that I had no chance to see the real him, and I couldn't even feel his existence anymore. At this time, someone said that they wanted to replace him, and said some ambiguous things that called themselves "addictive", and it was strange that I didn't feel disgusted as before, and I just hoped that he was talking about it...... I knew it was a dream that would never come true, and I knew someone else had seen through my tricks.

It turned out that when I was doing a character interview, I always had to collect as much information as possible in advance in order to complete the task within two hours, because I had a problem with urinary incontinence.

Someone left a message saying that fairies, fairies or something, I asked why, and the reply was: Every time you interview a handsome guy, you are tempted, isn't it too careful?

I actually saw that I wasn't really incontinent, but a nymphomaniac. I'm ashamed.

I remember the first time I was incontinent during a sports game, I saw the handsome guy who people thought was my boyfriend coming to watch me play during their class hours, and suddenly it felt like I was on a period and I didn't dare to run. Later, the teacher and classmates asked, why did you suddenly stop running when you were running easily? I told this one that I had a period, and I told that I had diarrhea, but I didn't know what was going on, but I found transparent mucus on my underwear. From now on, I will call it urinary incontinence, and I will never see anyone who makes me urinary incontinence again, and I feel ashamed.

That person may have had a crush on me because I was the first person to get his name in the newspapers, and often came to our school to find me, asking me to chat, watch movies, listen to music cafes, and go to the park, but since I heard him say that he went to climb Laoshan alone with his former classmates during the summer vacation, I would only cry and no longer be incontinent.

The next holiday is Valentine's Day, and if you think about it, there's never been a Valentine's Day. The lover should be another person who has a sexual relationship other than the spouse, right? After marriage, don't even think about it, even if you are bent on giving birth to a child in order to fulfill your mother's wish before marriage, it will be interrupted at the critical moment of kissing. Maybe I can't have the courage to accept a lover in my life.

Sometimes I wonder, what do I really want? If I see him, I really just laugh happily and continue to chat, won't the topic of conversation be generated?