Chapter 860: Yan Xia (19)

Pink Rose Love: Yan Xia (Waru Alan)

（19）

I feel that love is a powerful weapon that can cut away evil and thus preserve the happiness of a lifetime.

Once, I also studied devoutly from Buddha, Christ, and Allah in the hope that I could find a reason to love and become strong in my soul.

If I had been born in a previous life, I would have taken refuge in Buddhism at birth, like all babies in my family, and a qiē ceremony would have been performed by a hereditary great monk. I guess he didn't arrive when I was born, so I wasn't as devout as my father.

His father lost his father when he was three years old, and he left home at the age of seven to study, but he has always believed in **, but he knows everything about Buddhism. After retiring, he quietly offered to the Buddha at home.

I had only been in a Buddhist monastery until I was 20 years old, but I had read the classics of the three major religions very carefully. I also read through the works of Marn Lesmao, and I remember that when I was in the third grade of primary school, I was rewarded with a ** anthology volume 5, which was signed by the XX Elementary School Red Soldier Company, and since then I have been photographed in my head and archived in ten lines. I feel like I'm a staunch **.

But I still had a strong curiosity about the devout congregations in the churches and temples. I hope to find the reason why they believe in the highest worship, knowing that Mozi, who lived before 400 B.C., had already criticized the red tape that constrained the free development of human nature and caused poverty and misery in people's lives.

Eventually, I found out that many of those people were not sound and had miserable lives. Believing in the saying: Only those who are close to suffering can approach religion, and those who are not painful enough will not believe.

I still don't believe in the teachings about past and future lives when I feel painful, but I understand that the cohesion of religion lies in the sense of belonging of the soul, and that the common denominator of goodness is in accordance with the way of heaven.

Maybe it's not that I'm not painful enough, but that I have a stronger tolerance for pain than others, just like Lao Liang said - the pain point is very high, and the laughter point is very low.

After I cried a lot, my eyes turned into noticeable double eyelids as if they had lost moisture. Only then would people compliment me on being pretty.

Lao Liang said: As usual, you should announce that you are in love with the one who plays Jiang Wei, why don't you shout?

Listening to Lao Liang say this, I carefully watched the last few episodes of the new "Three Kingdoms", and sure enough, those who know me, Lao Liang also. I feel that playing Jiang Wei is really handsome.

Now, though, I'm determined to love a real person, not a costume. Love thoroughly and let no one find out, including himself. I want to make myself stronger, no longer duplicitous and wronged, no longer whitewash the peace and flattery, no longer ingratiar and obedient, I want to do whatever I want, so that my heart is full of peace and joy.

Because although pain can be infectious, only happiness can make people fascinated. I want to be happy, and I want people who read books to feel happy.

Speaking of oneself as more painful than the person you want to comfort can only temporarily alleviate the pain of others, although the effect is immediate, but it cannot completely change the painful situation of others, or happiness can be infected or contagious with confidence.

In fact, happiness is a simple ability that everyone can learn. The body lì line has been done according to my feng shui financial management tips, and I have felt happier than before in the past two years.

Especially Bing'er. Just a month after she urged the peach blossoms with clear water flowers, she began to date her little prince. After three years in the frustration of divorce and almost ten years in the shadow of broken love, she herself did not think that a vase could change her mood and then change her fate.

Some people may say that it was just a coincidence, but who doesn't want to be the next one who happens to be happy?