Chapter 845: Yan Xia (4)

Pink Rose Love: Yan Xia (Waru Alan)

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I lied to him and said: what I write now is a long story, and it is precisely because no one else writes it this way that I have a unique and opportunity to stand out. Like Juan, wait 20 years before publishing, that is, 2028, you have to have confidence!

He said: I don't expect to be famous now, as long as I fool a fool and take you away......

I laughed: Is there really a fool who can receive money?

When I opened Juan's novel page, I was really surprised. It turned out that the first draft of "Shackles" was also written after middle age. When I was with Juan, I only knew that the oldest in the class was 60 years old and the youngest was 20 years old. The 60-year-old female classmate's surname is He, she is enthusiastic and optimistic, except for the fat spots and dark spots, she doesn't think there is anything special about the year of the sixtieth year.

Now when I see Juan, who is a year older than my mother-in-law, I know that a woman who exudes the scent of books can also age gracefully, and is more gentle and durable than the old man on the banks of the Seine.

It seems that the real first love story I expected is not visible, and the introduction is disappointing:

Jia Zhengying, who has been engaged in political work for many years, is a person who has lost his emotions and reason, treats life as cold as ice, treats work only as self, is selfish and arrogant.

"Jiang Chengtao is a bold and enterprising person, and he is deeply loved by the masses. On the surface, he has a happy home, and his wife Jia Zhengying is engaged in political work and has been rated as a "five good family" for many years. His two daughters are also working, and his old mother eats three meals a day, and they all say that he is a happy person. Only he knows that the family conflicts created by Jia Zhengying tightly bind everyone like shackles......"

It seems that it is still the story of a bad woman who I don't like to set off a good man, this kind of story has been the mainstream for thousands of years, men have never been afraid to write more and act more and shoot more, and if they can't write it, they will remake it over and over again, and women must be convinced that men have loyalty, courage, peerless martial arts, and great talent......

Anyone like me who writes about good women and bad men will only be scolded. However, who knows if people will still be so hypocritical in ten or twenty years?

Aunt Lu in the early 40s relied on forbearance and obedience to achieve health and happiness after her husband's death; Juan in the 40s relied on her strength to avoid her husband's edge and achieved her career; Sister Hua and Sister Xia in the 50s are already the backbone of her husband and children, and they solve the troubles of her in-laws and mother-in-law's family in a hurry...... And I, by the age of 40, there will be no more risks and uncertainties in life, love is just as dispensable as an air freshener, and I will never get into any bad relationship and put myself in trouble.

The sick little white chicken is still crowing abnormally, and the baby white pigeon has not yet hatched. My husband has to feed the chickens and pigeons every morning and night. Fortunately, the days are long in the summer, and when I come back from work, I can ponder their language and talk about the factional battle of the nine pigeons and the nine chickens with relish at the dinner table.

In a month's time, the three baby grey pigeons will be full of wings and start their test flight. The best thing to sell on the market is the kind of suckling pigeon, the eater feels the most nutritious, the keeper feels that he can raise a good family, and the seller thinks it is very cost-effective to put the food for a short time. Will such a short life of being slaughtered by others really be the end of the adulterer?

The monk said: If you recite the Great Compassion Mantra seven times a day, you will be able to enter the Buddha realm after death.

The Buddha said: Only by knowing oneself, subduing oneself, and changing oneself can we change others.

But why do people want to enter the Buddha realm? Why do they want to change themselves? I don't want to change myself or others, I want my life to be free, is that wrong?