Chapter 941: Dog Days (34)

Pink Rose Love: Three Dogs (Varu Alan)

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It turns out that I have been struggling here for a long time, and I am making all kinds of excuses for my mental derailment and then dreaming of red apricots going out of the wall, which seems to be purely superfluous.

I was reluctant to see that things were not as I had originally thought. I thought that if I wrote "not a virgin, please refuse to chat", no one would talk to me anymore, and no one would be embarrassed to call himself a virgin; I thought that if I said it so bluntly, no one would throw themselves into the net and become the object of exposure; I thought that life does not live in a continuous process, and sometimes nothing will happen in a few years, so I can remain silent, and there are some empty clues and blanks for readers to fill in by themselves, and they can interpret according to their own wishes.

However, I found that I was out of step with this era, my thoughts were all wrong, my view of right and wrong, morality is too outdated, no wonder no one leaves a comment now, no wonder only the husband's woman is sympathetic, no wonder not only my girlfriend, even my husband's girlfriend will introduce me to a boyfriend, I thought it was ulterior motives, dare to love is really just because of sympathy?

I went to look at the nickname spaces one by one, most of them were articles I had never entered, and most of the logs were reprinted articles. The two or three that were just blacked out last month are still not deleted from the blacklist. My instinct is right, there is indeed a person who has been making trouble, but unfortunately I didn't expect the consequences to be so severe. These spaces are not at all related.

However, this is not the first time I have cheated, and I said that I would take my husband on a date with me. "Don't play tricks, I'm not gay," he said. What I have is time, I wait for you. ”

It's good to have time, and time can change a qiē. If he had quit smoking in his hometown, it would have been discovered and pursued by a little girl who would not have contacted me again. Just like those who disappear clean after chatting continuously, will find their own truly suitable lover.

As far as the information provided by Yu'er is concerned, it is more than enough for me to write a cheating note, but I have no interest in writing it now. It seems that writing cheating can't provoke her husband to achieve the goal of divorce, so why waste time?

I'm not fit for a relationship, I'm really too lazy to get out of the house. Even to bask in the sun on the terrace, my husband has to call to remind me.

I remembered the dream I had before, the long corridor, and I felt that I would see someone I wanted to see when I walked over, but it turned out that it was a corner, and what was it after the corner?

It's the subway.

I still have to take the subway, I think, I have to take a taxi when I get out of the subway, those are not the journeys I like to go alone, the point is, the person I want to see is not waiting for me over there. A month has passed early, both of them are almost here, it seems that fate is unchangeable, after all, I still can't wait for the person I love.

But I feel like I'm worthy of myself, and I can put away my restless heart. Those non-dividing thoughts, just quietly watching it fend for itself in the tunnel of time.

I checked and deleted all the emails saved in my outbox one by one, without any regrets. Those emails in the inbox were also deleted with one click, and the heart was really emptied. I finally learned that it is impossible for people to truly understand their own words and deeds, nor can they understand others, and life cannot be planned by themselves.