Chapter 343: All Stepping on Your Shoulders......

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; (5) The more afraid you are of tinnitus and auditory hallucinations, the heavier it will be

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; I forgot what the aunt in the room who left the other day was like. My memory is very bad, probably because I took medicine.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; Dr. Zhang said I had to be good at forgetting. I feel like I'm only at the elementary school level now, and I can't forget that I'm illiterate?

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; Today there is another roommate, named Shi Hui, who is also accompanied by his mother.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; How unfortunate it is for two mothers to guard their two daughters who are adults but cannot take care of themselves!

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; Shi Hui also has auditory hallucinations, so she is often nervous. However, I think her mother is more nervous. Sometimes, her mother's eyes are even more terrifying than hers.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; It's so pitiful, she's only 18 years old and has just been admitted to college. Her family had blocked the news that she had the disease, and her mother spent her days praying that she would get better.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; I don't dare to talk nonsense, I pray.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; My auditory hallucinations come and go now, I don't think my expression will look like Shi Hui, right?

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; Mom said I had never had Shi Hui's frightened expression.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; I think so. I thought I was listening to the radio with headphones on. I'm not afraid. The more I feared the ringing in my ears and the worse the auditory hallucinations became.

nbsp; nbsp; In the dead of night, I want to hear it, I want to know where that voice is coming from, is it heaven or hell?

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; But after taking the medicine, I didn't wake up after a period of dying struggles.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; (6) All step on your shoulders......

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; I said to Meishuang, "You can cure any disease, and you can't carry the burden of this disease and live in fear of it forever." ”

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; Dr. Liu listened to it and recorded it.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; Director Deng came to praise me and asked everyone to learn from me and actively cooperate with the treatment.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; I wonder if that's what I said, and I'm not at all impressed.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; Mei Shuang was admitted to the hospital almost at the same time as me, and she said that she noticed me in the outpatient department and remembered the clothes I was wearing at that time.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; Mei Shuang worked as an inspector in a school-run factory, and was slandered because of her iron face and selflessness, so she was angry like this.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; She often got sick, and when she did, her bright red and simple face was distorted ugly. She just cried.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; No one knew why she was crying.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; I told Director Deng what I knew about Meishuang.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; Director Deng was obviously surprised. She asked me some questions and said that when you get better, you have to be a psychologist and help more people.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; Meishuang stopped crying, and she talked more and smiled sweetly.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; I told my mom that Director Deng said I should be a psychologist, and my mom was obviously angry.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; She said, "Who has helped you since you were a child? How many people have you helped since you were a child? What was the result?

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp;“ Do you mean yourself, or Daddy?"

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp;“ Don't interrupt, I don't have your ability, and I can't help people write articles -- who really cares about you when you say you're injured? Who has seen you when you're hospitalized......

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; My dear mother, before she could finish speaking, burst into tears and counted her snot and tears.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; My ears roared again, and my vision was blurry, and I couldn't stop nodding.

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