Chapter 292: Special Summer Vacation (20)

(20) Yearning for independence and freedom

Bei Boy takes his training seriously, as if he was purely going to drink free mung bean soup.

The little face is already completely tanned.

I was supposed to be eliminated by the end of this week, so I could go to the reunion with the right name, and sometimes I could buy the lowest discount ticket on the day. However, this kind of thing that is decided by God often does not work out.

The classmates also said that of course, it is better not to be eliminated, after all, it is a good thing to be one in 30,000 miles!

When I talked to my classmates on the phone in the evening, it sounded like someone was already drunk. In this way, it seems that I was right not to go, I could drink with my classmates when I was in college, but later I couldn't drink because I was afraid of the wound. If I still drink red wine as a sugar water contest like I did back then, I'm going to faint. It's scary to think about it, some people will always be unable to get off the stage when they are drunk.

Liping also concluded there that I was the happiest...... The husband loves, the son is obedient, the parents are proud, and the in-laws like it...... Why don't you come?

I said I'm afraid you'll be jealous!

Guanghai said: You only have to move around more in the future and go door to door to apologize!

I said yes.

Putting down the phone, I asked Mr. Pei, "After I get divorced, I can freely visit my classmates, right?"

He said, "I will resign and go with you!"

I stammered and swallowed hard, feeling a real pain in my throat.

Looking carefully at the flattery on his face full of smiles, I regret it very much, why did I provoke such a greedy and lustful and thick-skinned master in the first place, which caused me to get closer and closer to the greed for money and lust and thick-skinned infinitely in my thoughts. Hopefully, these are just words, and never staged in real life. I don't dare to provoke a man anymore. That's true.

Sometimes I think about it, I've been scolded and suffered, it's not a bad thing, if someone is really in love and suffering, then it's troublesome.

Thinking about the past two years, in order to let my mother hug my grandson as soon as possible, I really provoked a lot of people, as if I would be interrupted as soon as I kissed, so I didn't want to see each other again. If it is really like my mother said, no matter whose child she is, I can't say whose child it is, if she really raises an illegitimate child, is it better than the current situation? At least it will not take such pains to get rid of a man.

It seems that if I were a junior, I would be very comfortable and would not make trouble for men haha!

It's only this year that I really understood how clever Dan was to choose Dink in the first place. I remember when Bei Xiaozi was in the first grade of primary school, I took it to show her and waited for her in the communication room of their unit. The woman on duty had a big belly, and she told me that she was 39 years old, and I almost didn't laugh out loud.

Now I realize how ridiculous I am, I have never lived for myself in this life, and I am living according to the expectations of others! The saddest thing is that I have always believed that the happiest people are not those who live for themselves, but those who live for others.

No one cares what you think, people only see what you have, and they think you should be content in comparison.

Is it because I have never been independent that I yearn for independence and freedom so much?

(Chapter 2: Special Summer Vacation, July 13-July 29, 2009, A Lan in Beijing.) )