Chapter 641: Conclusion: Nature

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The New Year of our family of three was also the first time in the history of my family, and I really offended all my relatives and friends by writing a novel.

Lao Fu called me and instructed me to make a call to a classmate, and asked my husband to listen to the phone, listening to them drinking together again, and they wanted to get drunk before resting.

I hurriedly called a certain classmate, but they were wondering, and Lao Fu asked him to visit a certain classmate, and said that he would go there in a hurry that was more than an hour away. Then he called a classmate and said that Lao Fu had already called, and it was obvious that he had drunk too much.

My husband then watched CCTV's 3 sets of music programs, and Cai Guoqing was still singing "Beijing's Bridge", and he was amazed: Look at your brother Cai, he doesn't look old at all, your vision is really good!

That's right, I was a man who became famous when I was in elementary school, and now I still maintain a healthy and beautiful image, and I don't live up to my liking, what do I have to be ashamed of? What should I be ashamed of is my husband, who eats himself into a fat man as soon as he has money in his pocket, and he is completely weak-willed.

Since I was a child, people have said that I am a genius and that I have to use my wisdom, not my body. My PE teacher told me not to do any exercises more than 40 times a day, such as squats, sit-ups, etc., "because you are smart, you should take care of your body".

But now I want him to be a beautiful and useful man, and my soul yearns for him, and I would rather disobey the whole world than my own soul.

I don't care if others know about my private life, I love myself, and other people's evaluations can't affect my feelings. I am well aware that money is very submissive and will flow naturally to where it is valued, and so am I. There was someone who valued me, who listened to the voice of my soul, who really existed, and who knew the value of my life. For this, I thank God for the grace of allowing him to come into this world and to have the privilege of feeling His existence.

I set the QQ status to busy, and when someone asks "where are you busy", I answer "at home", and when asked "what are you doing at home", I answer: "love". I thought that this person would always shut up, and I ended up asking "what do you love". I really can't talk to anyone, and I miss him more and more.

For Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, my husband still makes three dishes and one soup, I make dumplings, and my son bakes cakes. The son said, "I haven't had a good meal since my mother's name is Bel Lizhu."

I felt that it was inappropriate and said: Since my mother's name is Bei Lizhu, I have eaten a lot every day. I haven't eaten my mother's braised meat for a year.

I don't remember when I was a child, I had a good meal and a full meal, although I was beaten every day and changed my left-hander to eat with my right hand, I was still beaten, and later I learned that it was because I was not holding chopsticks in the middle of the normal section, but too far back, and the head of the chopsticks was almost in the palm of my hand, and my mother said that it would be far away from home in the future.

Seeing that my sister-in-law is still eating with chopsticks in her left hand, I am really envious, they grew up freely. My mother-in-law once told someone that her two daughters-in-law were very good at sleeping, and my husband and his eldest brother also thought that the common denominator of their daughters-in-law was that they loved to sleep. I don't know if left-handers are particularly sleepy? If so, it means that no matter how restrained and distorted it is, human nature is unchanged. Since it won't change, why did you let me be beaten so much when I was a child?

I will go farther and farther, and neither love nor family affection can keep me.

("Red Apricot Declaration" Love Again, 2010.1.8-2010.2.14, A Lan in Beijing.) ）