Chapter 409: Confusion (1)

Chapter 33: Spring of Depression [Waru Alan (Mongolian)]

(1) Inexplicable rebellion

They said that I had always been a rebel, that I could not care about my reputation, and that I could not even mind whether I was happy or not.

But I don't think so, maybe I care more than anyone else.

It's just that if happiness is not destined to belong to me, then I don't work hard, sometimes I smile stubbornly and cry sadly, but I never back down.

I don't know what it's like to argue pointlessly sometimes, maybe it's really because I'm too strong, right?

Many times when they quarrel with me, I choose not to speak, in fact, I know that if I don't say it, they are even more angry. But when I told the truth, we became even more unhappy with each other.

I stubbornly believe that as long as the gas is over, it will be fine. But that's not how things went, and I was puzzled......

A scholar who studies marriage once said: True love is not only happy, but also brilliant, even amazing and enviable. A couple of lovers and husbands and wives, if they take a fancy to each other's character or talents, their spirit or career, they admire each other, love each other sincerely, do not mix any selfish thoughts, and do not attach any conditions, they will be willing to pay for love, and even sacrifice some things that they once valued very much. Even if one party encounters misfortune and suffers great calamity, he will be unswerving, his heart will not change, his loyalty will not change, and he will not complain without worry, so that he can be called true love.

In a marriage based on true love, people are praised for respecting each other, trusting each other, being honest, communicating often, being a good parent, and having fun with each other. The first three were 99 per cent for men and 100 per cent for women.

The expert also said: If the couples in the world can do the same and give full play to it, it will definitely make your marriage more satisfying and sweeter, and make your family life more harmonious and happier.

But how many marriages are based on true love? If there are really people who are not bad in character and talent, they can be admired, but unfortunately I have not seen them in the past 40 years, some of them are dignified in appearance and are not knowledgeable, some are talented and have hateful faces, and there are even fewer people who are excellent in character and learning, and there are even fewer experts and scholars with bad morals, and handsome men and beautiful women with bad morals have been exposed one by one.

I speak more directly, I can also say that I am more self-centered, and I am more selfish to put it mildly.

He said my mouth was like a knife.

Maybe it's something to do with my family! I don't like to face things because I'm used to running away.

I don't know why, but I never run away from the sadness in my heart, I don't tell my friends about my unhappiness, I am not used to sharing my so-called pain with others......

But I told him all.

Actually, I'm a professional liar. My profession is to write articles to trick people into believing **. However, I knew very well that the direct transition from feudalism to socialism would be a big trouble. If you get flexible, you will sell the authorship to others and secretly start a petty bourgeoisie.

I deceived everyone, but I couldn't fool him.