Chapter 118: ** Love (7)

(7) Showdown with Mr. Pei

Restlessness, dilemmas, indecision – this was more troubling and unsettling than anywhere else in Beijing in 2008, which was full of great expressions of pure human strength and strong will.

Even if you want to live a healthy and honest life in your smallest circle of activities, you can only adapt to such an environment if you get rid of the jealousy and pain in your heart.

Who in Beijing can't gradually drive away these ambiguous, immortal and undead feelings in his heart with force, they are as incredibly devouring your entire tranquility as the speed of the Internet.

Don't think about any self-comforting and self-deception, the openness and clarity of the things around you, the free entry and exit of the ancient geniuses, make you depressed and ashamed all the time.

In the past, I used to say things that I didn't really want to say, and do things that I didn't really want to do. Now, if you want to abandon your obligations all at once, you can't help but struggle with yourself again and come into conflict with your conscience. If you want to save yourself, you need to have strong faith. And I just lack faith. Because my heart was pricked with a needle.

My whole mind was occupied by one person, and he turned me into another person with just one sentence.

I fell into a desperate dream in which he had an otherworldly and noble countenance, and his bright eyes were touching. He said, I don't think you really love me.

Do you and I forget it/Don't use silence instead of answering/

The strangeness scares me / My heart feels like I've been pricked with a needle

Always don't mention that sentence / I think you are deliberately pretending to be stupid/

It's not that I don't know how to express it/I'm still waiting for something to say clearly/

I don't think you really love me

In the dream, I watched him turn away, and the goddess of happiness, Fodina, was with him, and the feeling of happiness would leave me no longer able to hold on......

Don't touch me, I won't be able to dream of my lover if you touch me. I've been talking to Mr. Pei for two months now.

He was adamant that he would be knocked out by my first online lover. Because he himself used at least thirty screen names to fall in love, I didn't even care.

You're amazing, it's all in the womb, and it doesn't come out at all.

How can there be a high appearance!

It's really not you're the hell?—no.

Are you really jealous?--hmm.

Sad?-um-that's good. I went to sleep in the study, and I tried to dream of him as best I could.

I know my dear Feng is gone, otherwise he wouldn't have let Mr. Pei touch me. He definitely had the ability to leave me in front of the computer until Mr. Pei fell asleep.

Don't you go! Mr. Pei said, do you really have to find someone who falls in love at first sight and he doesn't marry him, and you don't want to marry?

That's why I have to hurry, it's a bit old to wear a dowry at 45, and I'm running out of time!

Don't go! Mr. Pei said loudly, can't you admit defeat?

No, I can't help myself. What you said yourself.

My colleagues laughed at me and said you couldn't scribble. How can there be a company with a starting salary of 10,000 yuan, Lao Bi said that when he hired me, it was 10,000 yuan, and you know that my starting salary is 2,000. I think Lao Bi is at least 30,000 or more now. His wife earns 50,000 yuan a month, no wonder she travels abroad several times a year.

Don't tell me that, I'm not interested in getting out of the study.

Then why are you writing so lascivious, can't you be pure?

Are there any pure people on the Internet? Who is not a womanizer who thinks about idioms? Besides, I'm in the first place. When I was in college, I was a moonlight beauty, and I liked to kiss people on moonlit nights. When I was five years old......