Chapter 833: Pitching (58)

Blue Mandala: Pitch (Varu Araan)

（58）

If in the first autumn I was moved by praise, then in the second autumn I was moved by honesty.

Because the praise is a little inexplicable, it seems frank and more sincere and moving.

I knew it was just his unintentional mistake that made me feel good. He wasn't responsible, he didn't even have to know. Even if you know by chance someday in the future, you can pretend not to know.

I know that no matter how hysterical I am, it won't affect anyone, because no one cares. No matter how clever my words are, no one can understand the hidden meaning, because the people who care about them will never see these words, nor can they see any autumn in the world.

It is now a hot summer, and the fields that have been burned in winter will be baptized by storms, and the flood will wipe out all the toil of spring sowing...... Every year, every year, my heart is like a field of crops after a flood, a mess.

Because I know that at this time, another group of people were imprisoned in psychiatric hospitals, petitioning, complaining, calling the police, reporting problems, and being calculated...... There are even patients who quarrel with doctors, and police officers who fight criminals...... Some call it the "dictatorship of the mentally ill". Whether a Chinese person is mentally ill or not, the doctor at the psychiatric hospital does not matter, and it is the public security organ that ultimately has the right to decide.

Here, the psychiatric hospital is a kind of punishment institution, and the truly sick are abandoned by their families or abandoned or locked up, and if they cannot be discovered and pitied by outsiders, they can only die in obscurity.

At the same time, the vigorous anti-corruption campaign against coal and coke has achieved phased results, and a total of 1,590 corrupt officials have been dealt with. I incinerated the report to comfort the souls of the deceased...... In fact, I also know that this is just a stubble of leeks. As far as today's men are concerned, the next group is still the master of corruption and bribery and power for personal gain.

Weekends and weekends are Dragon Boat Festival entertainment activities, my husband and his 5 colleagues invited 15 customers to sing at the cash cabinet, spending more than 8,000 yuan, and my husband didn't sing a single song, nor did he get drunk. When I went home, I read the Beijing Evening News, and said stupidly: I said that my little pigeon can't afford to eat mung beans, it turns out that it is a ghost made by a fake miracle doctor surnamed Zhang, and a person can drink more than 100 kilograms of mung beans with his recipe......

I think, what's the matter with a liar? A liar can only deceive stupid people who have no common sense of life. What really makes miracle doctors is the profit of up to 2,000% of the retail price of hospital drugs. What really operates the price of mung beans is the authority of profit.

Why do people spend 2,000 yuan to get a home remedy? It's not that the hospital spends more money and doesn't treat the disease.

When my father-in-law saw that his neighbors who were younger than him were being treated by publicly-funded medical treatment, he resolutely refused to go to the famous hospital to see the patient, and every time he felt unwell, he went back to his hometown to go to his nephew's clinic for an infusion. Now he is 70 years old, and he can only stay in his hometown.

My family has never bought more than three yuan a pound of mung beans, since the price of mung beans has risen, eat less chili peppers and drink other porridge instead. Even the money to buy chili peppers was saved. It is said that now the price of mung beans has fallen by half, and the nature of speculation is the same, where it rises and where it falls, and the cycle repeats.

Life is the same, life doesn't bring death and can't take it away, so why bother to fry and fight?