Chapter 747: Exorcism (38)

Blue Mandala: Exorcism

（38）

My son cries because he misses his mother, and I don't think it's too difficult to bring. Besides, my dream is to work with flowers and plants like Rabindranath Tagore and write poetry. (It's a pity that the old men still thought that I was going to be a strong woman, and said that they would support my work and be a good helper, so I had to avoid it.) ）

Although the park downstairs is not its own, it is full of flowers in all seasons, and there is a special greenhouse flower shed, and the flowers grown are supplied to all corners of the city. But I didn't write any moving poems in that garden, because my son was so active that he had to play with the sports equipment, and he had to be accompanied by horizontal bars, parallel bars, rings, swings, and he liked to climb the chain bridge, hanging in mid-air and swaying, and I was standing and moving in the dry pond with no water below, but I might not be able to catch it if I really fell. But I had to play with him over and over again every day.

My son's childhood is really enviable to me, I think it should be the perfect childhood that only children in society can have. Parents do what they can, and children get what they need. Grow in the most natural state, no pressure is imposed on him, no wish cannot be fulfilled.

We bought a new house, and my husband called to ask my parents to come and live for a while before selling the old house, but they still said that they should sell it quickly, and they couldn't come.

Now I feel that Beijing is really a good place to live, everything is convenient. It's a pity that I'm old, and I may really not be able to come if I don't pick it up, and I have to consider the problem of returning to the roots.

Perhaps, if I have to pick up the child later, it will not be so easy to bring, the Venus (also known as the Camellias, the world) grew up in her grandparents' house, and her mother said that she could not communicate at all, saying that the "only" thing her mother did right was to help her choose this school.

At that time, when her mother asked me, "The school your child attended", I didn't know him. But I seriously explained the reasons for choosing a school, of course, mainly for the sake of having more opportunities for children to participate in social activities. I think it's probably in the same grade and in a different class.

Last semester, a parent-teacher meeting, only officially met, they have two families living in Fangzhuang, the children are going to school together, the two mothers also ride back together, along the way they are asking my children what to do when they go home, and they are very worried about the children playing games.

Because I was helping to hang my son's Q number, and I kept paying attention to that girl's mood and diary, it made me suddenly understand why I had no real trust in anyone and no one at ease - just because I didn't grow up with my mother.

Like that Venus, she is a good girl on the surface, but in fact, she always has to find someone to rely on and accommodate her unconditionally. Unlike his parents, who once abandoned him, that person will always stand by his side and stand up for himself. It's a pity that such a person can only be a dream lover in this life, and he will not be real in life.

In life, many people who take educating others as their own responsibility always take things out of context and find other people's faults so that they can have the opportunity to teach earnestly. I hate this kind of person, and I don't have a shortage of teachers, my parents are. What I lack is doting.

Think about it, if you lost a child who you beat and scolded all day long, would you blame yourself: if you know that the time together is so short, you should be kind to him, give him better food, let him be happy and freer?

What kind of expectations should we have for our loved ones? We can't always selfishly demand that others conform to our ideals, if we know that we will die tomorrow

If you know that tomorrow will die

If you know that tomorrow will die

What do you want to do most today? You should really live every day as if it were the last day of your life, so that you will have no regrets when you die at any time.