Chapter 720: Exorcism (11)

Blue Mandala: Exorcism

（11）

Ironically, that year, my husband sent me to a psychiatric hospital for a month in order to have an affair with Lian Lian (others thought I was recuperating in a scenic area), and when I went home, I saw a magazine sent by my hometown, and the first object my mother told me that year was to be the deputy county magistrate. I still remember seeing the man who was black, thin and short, and I thought: Mom can't afford the salary of a secondary school student, right? His family is rural, so there is no bride price, right? Is it possible to save money if I don't have one person to eat at home?

From the age of 13 to 26, my mother was telling me that this was not bad and that it was not bad, in fact, one was worse than the other, and finally encouraged her students, who often scored 0 points in the exam that year, and later my elementary school classmates, who were military cooks, came to my house for dinner and boldly chased me. Say, as long as you can cook, it's very good!

So, I chose to give birth to a child for her and gag her, she said that my sisters had miscarriages because I was not married and pregnant, and I was afraid that I would be stimulated!

Now that I think about it, if I had been stupid when I was a child and grew up in Beijing as an adopted daughter like I really did, I would definitely win the love of my adoptive parents, live a pampered life, be proficient in an art, and dare to fight...... I will never blindly endure and retreat like now, always hypocritically perform cowardice to win sympathy, and always be afraid that no one will support me when I am in conflict with others.

In fact, I used my 20-year salary to get my mother's favor, she was still strict with herself and lenient with others, beating and scolding her own children, and pampering other people's children.

Look at her low eyebrows and pleasing appearance to her first daughter-in-law (that is, the ex-wife of the second brother), how much like a mother-in-law, it is even worse than an old mother. When outsiders saw her, they thought she was a nanny and her mother who came to spend the night and eat.

I still wonder why she can be so cruel to me alone? Never say a good word about me, can it be said that women are very abnormal around the age of 40? I happened to be her punching bag at that time, and I was given a type?

The weekend was supposed to be a break, and I said that with an average of 2,000 words a day, I could write more on weekdays. But I don't know why, when I see him online, I will look at the manuscript incognito, and I don't dare to show that I am chatting with others online.

I hope he's not online and in a happy relationship. Then I can date someone online.

I think that the clean friendship that you can't get in the world should be in the virtual world, right? That kind of virtual one-night stand is the wonderful realm that my husband said "I won't get sleepy all night", right?

I can also nap when I watch Korean dramas with my mother-in-law, and every time my mother-in-law has to tell me the plot that I played when I nap, I would tell her that what she said was wrong and how it should be. My mother-in-law was always surprised that I would later prove that I was right, but in fact I was talking about a plot that developed logically, and the twists and turns in the middle were just to increase the dramatic effect.

And real life, just like what my mood diary recorded, has no logical rules to be found. Real life is completely a combination of accidents, even if you are like me, you are not confused, you have nothing to do, you can die peacefully without going out of the door, you will also get into trouble because of chatting online, and accidents happen every day.

The Han people call the accident "seeing ghosts", and people say every day: It's really a ghost!