Chapter 667: Fraudulent Love (26)

Blue Mandala: Trick Love

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Actually, when I was discharged from the hospital, my wound was still very painful, and I really wanted him to crouch down and carry me to my own two-bedroom suite so that I could cook and eat by myself. However, he only helped me for a while and gave it to my mother, and then walked to my parents' house closest to the hospital.

The door was always open, and there was a glass in the window that was broken, and I pasted it with a piece of white paper, and my mother tore it off as soon as she came, saying that the rule of modern confinement is to keep the air circulating. I begged for a week to circulate again, and now I'm in pain.

"You know it hurts when you just give birth to one?" said Mom. hung a pair of screen curtains, saying that's it, the previous rules are not right, you have to get out of bed quickly, exercise, and walk around this house, otherwise you will lie down like us.

When I walked around the house in pain, I really didn't know if it was right or wrong, and my mind went blank. But lying on a hardboard bed with a torn sheet on a tarpaulin was colder and more painful, and there was no choice but to walk round and round all night.

I warn all unmarried women that having a child is really something that they have no control over, that is, leaving your fate in the hands of many people in ten months, and anyone can put you to death, including your mother. Therefore, you must think twice about having a child!

Now I know why I slept on nine quilts like Princess Pea, in order to forget the painful memories of the cold delivery beds in the hospital and the cold hard beds of confinement. But this memory is deeply rooted in the bone marrow and is difficult to extinguish.

I think it's hard for me to believe that love is beautiful and selfless because of this painful memory. Even one day, when I really want to see someone, I will be stopped by this painful memory.

For a long time, seeing and hearing about the love story, I felt like a prelude to hell. It was very sad to attend the wedding, and another girl was going to face the test of life and death.

Only women who have not yet given birth to children will write sweet stories about those infatuated women that men love to watch. The beauty I feel is all because the network is separated by a safe distance.

Don't think I'm going to be moved by the roses, the flying kiss emoji, or the I love you text, no, it just scares me. So, my love makes people strange, such as Xu Wei's voice, someone's cleverness......

I mean, don't think that cowards and the like are agitated to me, I'm a coward, I haven't seen love, and my memory of 800 years is full of women's suffering. If you are merciful, please never try to understand me near me.

If you are merciful, please be kind to your woman, because you are only loving her with your own waste, and she will trade her life for it!