Chapter 152: Love and Like (5)

(6) Loneliness

It is a lonely love of one person, condensed in utter hopelessness and the joy of being alone.

Some people say it's the highest level of love, but I don't need it.

Sometimes I love you not because you are you, but because I like myself when I am with you. With you, I can indulge myself, I can be cheating, I can be willful, I can ask you to say that you love me, I can tell you that I want you, I can ignore the outside world.

Sometimes I love you as if it has nothing to do with you, it's just that I'm cold and I need warmth, and you appear in the moment before I'm completely dead, so I fall in love with you. Who makes you have a bright and warm smile like spring, always says that you are hungry and alive, and who makes your happy heart still sad and compassionate. Even if the sky falls, as long as I am by your side, you will hold me in your hands, and if there is a glimmer of life, you will leave it to me. Although I've never seen the Titanic, I know your intentions in reposting.

Sometimes I love you because I can give you the opportunity to show your fraternity. That feeling of being needed made me feel that my love was also valuable. I respond, and you have a specific person to save.

Sometimes I love you just the memories you leave me. When the original memory is distant, faded day by day, and with you, I can rest assured, because this memory will not fade day by day, but will become stronger day by day. When it was thick, I didn't know if I was the last attachment to him, or if I loved you with his shadow.

You are all my favorites and the two most important men in my life. Maybe you're enough in this life. But he has already gone first, from my heart, ten years ago, so I can't bear you.

In fact, many times, I love you and it has nothing to do with you. Really, I don't want to lie to you. With you in zài, I have a sense of steadfastness. So I love you silently and from afar, and I am satisfied.

To love someone, you may not necessarily have to take him for what you have, as long as you pay attention to him silently day after day, year after year, so that he knows the way home after he is injured. Lick the wound and go on the road again, just silently bless and pray for him. In the midst of this, there is a place for one's own heart.

From the day I opened this space, I wanted it to be your home, yours alone, and all other messages I would delete and only you could get out of the way.

This is your heart's desire. I want you to feel warm and happy every time you come home.

Even if some jokes are too big and make you angry, it is a familiar feeling. It's like a joke in the summer.

I never believe that what I dare not say is love, nor do I believe that it is love that can be given up, and I do not believe that what can be shared and what can be prayed for is love.

I love you because you're never afraid to say it, because you're going to say "kiss your lungs through your mouth," you're going to say "buy you the White House tomorrow......

In reality, even lies can't be obtained, so I hope that virtual love can last a little longer, how difficult it is for people to find a soul mate in their life, I firmly believe that you can live in my dreams through time and space, and I firmly believe that you can find the place of my soul, and our love can withstand the tempering of time.

Even if someone doesn't understand your song and says, "Take your heart off -- are you crazy?"

But I know the meaning of each word, the story behind each word.

May the words you leave behind will not leave my eyes, your singing will not leave my ears, I need you as much as you need me, this is the only reason I live in the world.