Chapter 431: Confusion (23)

Depression Spring: Confusion (Varu Alan)

(23) Children who can listen to others do not suffer

I feel that Uncle Pei is the kind of person who wants to stay in the city even if he lives in the basement, drinks cold water and eats cold steamed buns, and is not willing to go back to the countryside. In fact, he was treated as a fool by others in his hometown, and he was always invited to gamble to squeeze money from him, and he was also instructed to take advantage of a younger brother who worked in Beijing to squander many loans. He is not a person without conscience, but he has no brains, as if he did not go to the third grade of primary school well, because it was too hard to get up before dawn and walk to school every day, so he stayed at home and waited for the sun to rise before getting up and going to the field to help with farm work. When Mr. Pei was too thin when he was a child, he felt that it was hard to do farm work, and the only way out was to study hard and work in the city.

Recently, Uncle Pei moved Mr. Pei to open a restaurant. Originally, Mr. Pei wanted Uncle Pei's eldest son, who was not admitted to college the year before last, to help his nephew open a restaurant after studying in my aunt's shop. Because that kid is really not learning material. But the nephew had to go to a self-funded school, the kind of school that promised the distribution of the package. After paying the money, I inquired with the senior and found out that the so-called job assigned was not what I imagined based on the advertisement. Call me and ask what to do, I said: Since you have paid the tuition, you should take classes first, learn something, and then come and follow your uncle (Mr. Pei) when you have to charge.

I told him that with qualifications like his, he honestly followed an elder, just like an apprentice who learned from a master in the old society, as long as he was diligent and honest, he would not have to worry about it for the rest of his life, and the elders and masters would arrange it for you.

To be honest, I think it's enough to have a part-time job in high school. But the kid didn't listen to me and immediately went to another school to sign up. Now it seems that he has dropped out of the third school and is working in a coastal city. I don't dare to write which city it is, because maybe he has already gone to pay for another school or gone to work in another city before I posted it.

Not only did my family's behavior confuse me, but I also had a bizarre change in myself.

First of all, my body, I don't know why it had that bone-eating sensation at some point.

It had been quiet for more than half a year, and on the eve of Valentine's Day, I pulled out the video that I had never turned on and put it on Mr. Pei's bedside. I thought the confusion of last autumn was gone with the wind. But, in just a few seconds, I knew I couldn't get rid of that craving. I remember asking me how I could make people feel it, and he said he wanted to do it.

I didn't know what to do, but I did know that forty years ago, no one ever missed me.

Mr. Pei said that if that person appeared, I would be willing to follow him to the ends of the earth regardless of his appearance or even his gender.

Whether this will be the case or not, I am confused.

I thought I had no human feelings anymore. In that dark mine, all the people drank the water from the ground because they couldn't bear the thirst. But I didn't, I never drank water from outside, I never drank water when I wasn't done, because my body couldn't feel the urge to urinate, but it couldn't tolerate the wetness. I need to drink water at regular intervals and then have regular bowel movements. I'm used to tolerating thirst, or I've lost the feeling of thirst.

When the pipes that came in started to flow white milk non-stop, they were all poisoned and couldn't move......