Chapter 529: The Instinct to Survive

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In fact, my father said, "I should find a rural uneducated marriage to serve you, and now this is a mutual delay!" may also be his own deep experience, the combination of their two only children has been running in for half a lifetime, and it is really delaying each other.

My mother said that she should have given birth to the baby if she knew it would be like this (she was saying that I didn't stick to work, and that the neighbors still look for me on TV). My mother only knew the one with the ring in 97, and she didn't know the one that had the medicine in the second year, and she didn't know that I had eaten Yuting three times after that, that is, the witch's prophecy to me when I was a child had been fulfilled......

At that time, I heard my classmates say that my mother had a quarrel with a certain teacher, and I would always find my mother on the edge of a cliff and see her crying in the wind. Actually, now that I think about it, the reason why those male teachers looked for an opportunity to provoke and scold my mother as a "pig", find a barbarian, and give birth to a big litter of piglets. It's just that she once coveted her, and she was white and chubby in the natural disaster era because of her mother who was a pastry chef. But my mom couldn't figure it out at the time and felt ashamed.

(Of course, these men are dead now, and even though they are all the fathers of my elementary school classmates and my elementary or junior high school teachers, the people who make me unhappy will always die painfully.) ）

I picked a flower on the edge of that cliff and handed it to my mother, and a witch suddenly appeared, took the flower from my mother's hand, looked at it, and said to her, "Your children will be like you, and they will have six children." ”

I snatched it from her hand and saw that it was a six-petaled flower, and I said, "If I pick a five-petal flower, do you think you will have five children? ”

"If you don't see each other, you'll have six children," she said, "and only by suffering first can you learn to save the suffering." ”

"Hey, be happy, she means you're a living bodhisattva who saves suffering!" I said to my mother, "This is the last time I've come here to see you, and my grandmother said I'll go to Chengdu next year to study." ”

As soon as she heard the word "grandma", her mother beat her chest and cried again.

I never understood why my mother was able to cry like that, what was there to cry about. It wasn't until I turned forty that I cried in that tone. My mother-in-law came running over in her pajamas, and I knelt down for her. I'm going to sue her: Your son makes me so sad, don't blame me if he dies one day.

Mother-in-law asked: Did you really put sleeping pills in the honey water you gave her?

My husband said, "Just one piece, only one piece."

He wanted me to get dizzy and climb into bed so he could look at my chats. But the symptom of that allergy was that I couldn't move my limbs but my mind could think, and I remembered that the honey water he handed me was a little bitter. He struggled and cried.

It turns out that that kind of howling and crying is a survival instinct!

The mother-in-law said, "Go back to your room, you can't enter the house without permission in the future, why are you so ashamed?"