Chapter 315: Lingering (3)

(3) The role of idols

When Mr. Pu said "a book", he should mean that one can know who wrote it as soon as you hear the title, and no one else can write it, and there will not be a lot of similar imitations that can cover up its brilliance.

In fact, a person can only write a book like that, because all a person can experience is a lifetime. For the past and future without a body, no matter how fanciful it is, it is just a surface. For love stories that have no personal experience, no matter how sensational the depiction is, it is only a passing moment.

I don't know what the future path will be, whether to sacrifice the moral orthodoxy of the "good woman", or to choose the tragedy of life that is completely at the mercy of others......

In my simple thinking, divorce and self-employment are the best ways to avoid sacrifice and manipulation.

But it seems that in people's concepts, divorce is to choose a new relationship, and, in me, I obviously chose online dating as a way to get rid of the emptiness of my soul. Looking back, who's to say that virtual love isn't purer and more desirable than the real one?

The charm of online dating is that you don't need to pay any actual action, just text, some people's online dating ends after the voice, some are in the video, most of them are dying at the sight of the light, and I only need a real name.

I'm so sensitive that I can't afford a real love, and I've tried to postpone the truth as much as possible. Even though I was 40 years old and the other person was only 29 years old, I knew that the disappointed person would be me first.

Because I am really too picky person, the perfect love in my imagination does not exist in this world, and there is really no way to fall in love with a specific person.

Some people may say that a woman without love can't withstand temptation, and a woman must have a love in her life to support, otherwise she will never be so calm. Maybe I gave this love to writing to explore the secrets of my heart?

Perhaps, as netizens said, the person I love the most is still Mr. Pei - "Bel Lizhu can only be Mr. Pei's woman, who else can it be?", do not deny that when no one planned to marry me, it was Mr. Pei who gave me a marriage contract, I am not such an ungrateful person, I will only love the person who married me without hesitation, and it has never changed for 800 years.

Even though I write so fiery, it's actually because I don't have it in reality. Just like the Mu Zimei who taught Mr. Pei badly, does he really have so much sexual experience? As far as the writing is concerned, most of them are male homosexuals, think about the ** he wrote, it is not strange to be gay instead.

And Mr. Pei must be realized in the opposite sex, so he is destined to be endured only by those who lack money and Shi Meiren. "Nude Photos" really opened my eyes, such beautiful Cecilia Cheung, Gillian, and even Yang Nuosi, the daughter of Yang Shoucheng, who is so rich, will do that, I wonder if I will be so disgusted that I want to vomit after eating?

If it were me, I would have been so sick that I wanted to vomit every day. So, I would never provoke a man in real life. This point, even Lao Liang, who often says that I am "cheap" and started a new relationship immediately after escaping death, is also well aware of it, and if he finds a new handsome guy while watching TV, he will definitely send a text message to me immediately. So that I can start writing new love letters and forget about my own misery.

Lao Liang's eyes are very good, and once he points out the handsome guy who just started playing a supporting role, he will become a big star in a few years. He said that the genre I like will become a star. He said what I liked in high school, which is the type of cream boy with bright eyes and bright teeth. However, I have nothing to do, and I have seen more handsome guys and beauties on the sofa with glasses, and my vision is higher. Now the children of the post-90s generation have grown into handsome guys, and even the post-80s generation is too old, and I am completely out of play.